Chapter 919 Your love makes me sick
"Don't you really know why I did this? I love you Lingling, I can't lose you, I can't lose my daughter."
Ah.
Love her?
Li Youling suddenly laughed when she thought of the pregnant Bai Tian, "Ji Shaonan, is this your love? Then your love is so dirty, it makes me sick!"
Ji Shaonan froze. The past hurt was like a gap between them. He knew that he was no longer qualified, but when he heard her say that his love was so dirty and disgusting, his cold black eyes still remained. Stained with red blood.
He never stopped loving her over the years.
Ji Shaonan pulled her into his arms, "Lingling, can you...can you give me another chance to make it up to you, please..."
"Go away! Don't touch me!" Li Youling pushed him away hard, ran into the shower room and bent down to vomit.
Ji Shaonan quickly followed in and raised his hand to pat her back, "Lingling, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? You..."
"Can't you see, your touch makes me feel sick, and I feel like vomiting whenever you come near me!"
Ji Shaonan's hand froze in mid-air.
Li Youling looked at him with red eyes, "Why do you want me to give you another chance? Do you need me to count for you how many women you have slept with? If you are self-aware, stay away from me. I beg you to get out of me." Life, get out!”
Her callous words were like a knife that pierced his heart deeply. Even if he wanted to get close to her again, the rejection, disgust and disgust in her eyes and the fact that he would vomit whenever he got close to her made him unable to move away. step.
It felt like there was a thousand pounds of weight under my feet.
Ji Shaonan slowly retracted his hand, the veins on his palm bulged, and he turned around and left.
Li Youling slumped down on the carpet, hugging her knees with red eyes and burying her face deeply in them.
Ji Shaonan left the room but did not leave. He stood outside with his back against the cold wall and took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket.
The silver-white metal lighter burst into flames. He lit the cigarette and began to swallow the smoke.
One by one, his handsome and cruel eyelids drooped, and his whole body was swallowed up by the long night and loneliness.
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Li Youling didn't sleep well last night. In the morning, Li's mother came over to take care of her daughter.
Li Ma dressed her daughter, "Miss, when I came here just now, I saw a lot of cigarette butts left outside the door. Did someone smoke there last night?"
Li Youling began to wash his face without revealing any expression, "I don't know either."
"Miss, let's change to a hotel. Someone is smoking outside our door. I always feel unsafe."
Li Youling nodded, "Okay, Mom Li, I'm going out later, you take my daughter to play."
"Mommy, can I follow you?" The little girl wanted to follow Mommy.
Li Youling refused. She was going to the hospital for an abortion and it was not convenient to take care of her daughter.
"Nanny, your mommy has to work to make money, okay, let's not disturb her, okay?" Li's mother said with a smile.
The little girl grabbed Mommy's skirt and said, "Mommy, you don't have to work. Daddy can work and make money. Daddy has a lot of money. He can raise my daughter and mommy. Mommy doesn't have to work so hard~"
What a considerate little cotton-padded jacket, Li Ma said, "Nanny is right, eldest lady, now that... Mr. Ji is so rich, did he say that he will leave half of his property to our daughter in the future?"
