Chapter 1343 Be a Coward
But she was the only one who knew about this.
Bai Mo...was not the Abai she knew.
Yes, who would have thought that she, who had always been timid, would use all she had in those 50,000 years to warm another person.
No one knew but herself.
But... I mean, if possible, please tell me how much one has to go through and how much one has to lose in order for the weakest person to bear all of this.
What brought her to where she is now?
Perhaps it was the repeated hostility from friends, or perhaps it was the repeated injuries inflicted on this already broken body.
Perhaps it is the instinct and fear that comes from deep in the soul.
Too much too much.
When you look at something from different angles, you will get a completely different perspective.
"who are you?"
That was Bai Mo's first encounter with her and his first response to her.
That time, she looked down at the potential enemy in front of her.
At that time... she didn't know what the person in front of her said, she only knew that her subconscious counterattack seriously injured her, but she didn't know that the pain brought by that kick was far more than just the pain to her body.
Compared to the pain suffered by the body, the extinguished hope will bring the heaviest darkness.
And now, she finally knew her answer at that time.
"It's me, Abai, I'm Paduo."
But at that time...she couldn't hear or recognize it.
Everyone looked at her with hostility.
The same goes for Bai Mo.
When everyone thought they were on the right track, she, the only one who was sober, became the only enemy.
She has also made a lot of efforts and wanted to change.
But... I can't do it.
Whether it's taking Grayshull away, leading Sakura away, or changing the maze.
She tried her best to turn the impossible into possible, to extend the road that seemed to have an end at a glance even a little bit longer.
Even though the person walking on that road at this moment...is not her.
Yes, it wasn’t her. It wasn’t her who made the mistake, and it wasn’t her who took the wrong path. She could have done nothing, cared about nothing, or even... known nothing.
She is such a coward, that...is how it should be.
Can……
Maybe she herself didn't know why, but before she knew it, she had been trying again and again.
Being misunderstood, being hostile, being hurt, being abandoned by those close to you...
She dragged her broken body forward step by step. Even though she had been through so much, it did not break her down.
Can……
When she turned around, she wanted to express her grievances, but found that there was no one behind her.
She thought...she was afraid...she was also very envious.
I envy Pado who is following Bai Mo. That should be me.
The daily lives of those little heralds, the unruly, noisy, petty movements, and mischievous things that they saw...
Make her envious.
She also wanted to... really wanted to feel this tenderness, and wanted to go on adventures with the little Herrschers and look for treasure chests, even if... it didn't matter if she gave all the treasures to them.
She just wants to stand with everyone and move forward together towards a common goal.
Even if... that path is wrong.
But...I can't do that.
Standing on the other side of the two worlds, she looked across the distance and could see the lights of thousands of houses, but she knew that there...
No light shines for itself.
Everything about her, including her name, once... no longer belonged to her.
She is now... just an abandoned...
stray cat.
.........
"You should give up."
The sudden sound made the timid and distracted girl look back nervously, but she met the eyes of the canned person who called himself Paduo.
She was really scared at that moment, at that moment, she was so close to death.
At that moment, the sword was only an inch away from his heart.
"Pado, I don't want to kill you."
"So run away, that's what you're best at, isn't it?"
The sharp blade in his hand turned around, as if isolating the darkness, reflecting the fear in the girl's eyes and trembling pupils.
"Just like before, escape to a deserted place, a place where no one can find you, and then..."
"Be a quiet coward."
The sword blade lightly passed by, causing a strand of hair to fall.
Staring at the darkness that even dyed her hair, her tone did not slow down at all, and it was still so emotionless.
"You never force yourself, remember? Living like someone else is tiring, you said that yourself."
"Then why don't you think back? Think about yourself... and what kind of person you are?"
"........."
"Do you want me to tell you?"
"A weakling, a coward, but you don't care. Your life is simple. You have sunshine, naps, and desserts to eat."
"See, the life you long for is so simple."
She stretched out her hand and her figure recovered. No emotion could be seen under her cold face, but she gently stroked Pado's cheek with her palm.
At that moment, Paddo lost consciousness.
She knew that was wrong and she shouldn't think that way.
But... isn't this what I want? To have a nap, to bask in the sun, to eat delicious food, and to be happy every day.
This is the life I want, just this...do I need to pay so much?
When she felt Padu's slightly trembling body, she withdrew her hand and continued indifferently:
"I can help you achieve it, whether in the world of data or in reality."
"And all you have to do is just find a place to hide like you did before."
"Hide, go to that coward."
"So, run away. No one will say anything. This... is the real you."
The figure disappeared into nothingness, and she left under Paddy's uneasy and helpless gaze.
That's enough, there's no need to say more.
Perhaps she was confident that she would win, and that the timid girl would choose to escape, so from then on, she no longer regarded Padre as an obstacle.
She never doubted her understanding of Ying Jie, and never thought she would lose.
Even Su would discover a false truth as she expected and voluntarily move towards her victory.
Under my control, Su is like this, so what can Pado... change?
After all...she is the weakest and most timid one among Yingjie.
Escaping and submitting... that's how she should be.
.........
Maybe she is right.
At that moment, Paddo thought about giving up.
If all your efforts result in ultimate powerlessness.
If what you see ahead is the abyss.
If no one knows your name.
So what are your brave steps...?
