Chapter 1652: Destiny

But okay...

Under Baituanzi's nervous gaze, Yulandel just did something that most people would do.

Turn over in sleep.

She was still sleeping soundly.

This time, she didn't do it on purpose.

But it doesn’t seem strange when I think about it.

After all, she no longer needs to catch Bai Tuanzi's mischievous tricks and use them to bully her sweet and soft girlfriend.

After last night, if she really woke up, she would be eager to hug her white ball and give it a kiss.

The already strong relationship between the two became even closer and more interdependent after they overcame that hurdle.

Can……

Is this really a good thing?

Thinking of this, Bai Mo's active mind... gradually cooled down.

It was so warm, so warm that she realized that she...

It seems like these are too many extravagant hopes.

With a slight bitter smile on his lips, Bai Mo wanted to get up.

But at this moment, she suddenly felt her palm tighten.

Because of the memories of last night and the various little thoughts in the morning, Bai Mo, who had not realized until now that his hands had been held the whole time, raised his right hand.

Sure enough, the right hands that the two of them had subconsciously interlocked last night were still tightly clasped together.

And, perhaps because she was dreaming about something, Yulandel's fingers, which were clasped with hers, tightened a little.

"Huh? Are you dating me in your dream?"

With a light chuckle, Bai Mo reached out and smoothed the few scattered white hairs on Youlan Dai'er's forehead.

I don’t know if it was a coincidence, but after Bai Mo did all this, the girl’s hands slowly slowed down.

And from the slowly opened hand, it can be seen that Yulandel's fingertips had obvious burns.

The only thing that could burn a strong body like Yulandel's is the blood of the Nine-Feathered Bird, right?

Yes, last night Yulandel successfully broke through Bai Mo’s defense.

But it was just as we all expected.

The moment he was broken through, the Nine-Winged Bird's powerful recovery ability instantly restored Bai Mo's body to its original state.

So Bai Mo really suffered a lot last night. Every time it happens is his first time.

But so what?

Just as she said.

Originally, I wanted to leave everything to her.

Now, this goal has finally been achieved.

Whether it's a wedding, or everything I give without reservation.

Bai Mo no longer has any regrets.

If I have to say there is one, it might be...

"It turns out that no matter how much I love you, it's never enough."

Close to his beloved, as she slept soundly, Bai Mo greedily admired her sleeping face.

"No matter how long, no matter how much, no matter how far you go, it is indeed not enough."

"I am... greedy."

“After getting everything, the greedy always want to take the next step with you.”

"After we take the next step, I want to go further with you."

"I take back what I said before. Our love is eternal!"

"No matter what happened, no matter what the future holds, I will take it for granted."

"only……"

Shaking his head, Bai Mo's voice was filled with unspeakable loss.

A layer of mist gradually filled the bright eyes.

"I really still want to love you more."

"More, more, more..."

"So much so that it fills everything in my life, so much so that in my memories, there is only you."

"so……"

"I'm so unwilling."

A tear fell quietly, passing over the delicate face, landing on the girl's cheek, and sliding down between her fair skin.

One drop, two drops, three drops.

She wanted to restrain herself, but if Yulandel woke up at this moment, she would be able to see the tears flashing in the girl's big eyes and the tears falling uncontrollably.

"I really... love you so much."

"I love you so much that even just looking at you like this makes me satisfied."

"But if possible, I want to watch the snow with you again."

"I want to make a wish on a shooting star with you."

"I want to walk with you in the rain and hear you call me Xiaomo again."

"Finally... we return to our common home together."

Closing his eyes, Bai Mo took a deep breath and calmed himself.

She remembered two questions she actually wanted to ask last night.

But perhaps because the implications of those two questions were too obvious, or perhaps because there was no opportunity, Bai Mo never spoke.

now……

Bai Mo looked at his hand that was being held.

She suddenly wavered.

"What if... it's God's will?"

She thought so and looked at the familiar girl in front of her.

"It's okay to be selfish once, right?"

"After all, in the end, people always regret their past choices."

With tears in her eyes, she smiled and leaned over to whisper in Yulandel's ear.

"I can do it, right? After all... I also get sad, upset, and wronged~!"

"So even if I choose to quit now, it's actually okay..."

"I just want to go home with you."

"Yeah, I just wanted to..."

"Go home with you."

Who is she talking to?

The girl sleeping in front of me, or... myself?

But there was no doubt that her whisper, which was no different from Yingning's, could not wake up the person in front of her, nor could it bring any response.

"if……"

"If you could save the universe by just letting go, would you let go?"

“If we can usher in a beautiful future simply by forgetting, then is the past… still worth existing?”

Finally, she asked two questions.

But she didn't know who to ask.

Perhaps, she was too willful, too unreasonable, and too stupid.

Knowing that no one will give an answer.

And why would you ask?

Just like when you first faced that choice, didn’t you already make the choice?

The moment you do this, you are destined to be sorry for the person who loves you the most.

So at this time...

What are you doing at the party?

The girl's words of forgiveness, or the words she didn't have the courage to say...

"sorry."

The sunlight shining into the house is still warm, and the clock is ticking in the quiet space.

She stared blankly at Yulandel's hand that was holding her but then slowly relaxing.

Perhaps she was waiting for such a miracle.

If I clench my hands, if this girl miraculously pulls herself together.

perhaps……

She would have made a different choice.

But in the end... Bai Mo still shook his head.

She was just deceiving herself.

It was only at the end, facing the impending separation from this girl, that she felt reluctant and unwilling to leave, that made her pause.

Just as she said, she would also be sad, heartbroken by separation, and despair about the future.

But she also understood... there was no turning back.

Standing up, she pulled her hand back.

But the moment she pulled her hand back, fate played a joke on her.

Yulandel clenched her open hand.

If it could be one second earlier, or if Bai Mo really tried the so-called miracle, then her hand would be firmly grasped by Youlan Daier at this time.

But in the end...

God willing?

Or is it destined to be so?

She looked at the red rope on her wrist, her eyes a little dazed.

Is she regretting why she didn't believe that Yulandel would clench her hands?

Maybe not.

Because this is the answer.

Regardless of whether she made a choice or not, in the end, she would pass by Yulandel's clenched hand.

This was the result that was destined from the moment she was born.

"Will you hate me?"

Reaching out his hand, Bai Mo gently stroked the girl's cheek.

"If you knew that I chose to leave when I could come back to you."