Chapter 1653 Train of Memories
Snapped!
The door is closed.
Silence returned to the house.
Bai Mo walked into the darkness that had long since dissipated.
The wedding dress she was wearing should have disappeared with it.
But not at this time.
She took a step, one step at a time, towards the end of the darkness.
I don’t know how far I’ve walked.
After a trance, everything around me changed.
Everything turned upside down, and she felt like she had stepped into a train.
And every carriage here retains her past memories.
Her whole life, her everything.
Those so-called insignificant things in her life...
All.
Bang~!
The light footsteps passed through the carriage, making a crisp sound and bringing about changes in the surrounding scenery.
Looking up at the sky, the colorful skyscrapers in the distance indicated that she had arrived at a corner of a neon-lit metropolis.
The only difference from the above description is that no matter how prosperous a city is, there will always be dark corners that cannot be illuminated by its hustle and bustle.
"here……"
"Is this the beginning of everything?"
Snowflakes began to fall from the sky, landing on Bai Mo's dazed face.
She didn't care and took a step forward on the snow, making a slight crunching sound as she moved forward with difficulty.
In front of her was a girl with black hair shawl and wrapped in a tattered sheet. She was shivering as she walked in the cold wind and snow.
That was herself, the figure in her memory.
This was the world she saw when she first opened her eyes in her memories of the past.
At that time, she didn't know who she was and was deceived by a string of false memories, thinking that she was a time traveler.
She didn't know why she was here, nor where she was going.
What is her fate?
Is it the bitter cold wind and the gradually dissipating will?
Or will you drag your frozen and numb feet in such a winter, walk aimlessly forward, and eventually die in some dark corner?
She didn't know, at least to herself at that time, everything seemed so strange and...
helpless.
Why did Bai Mo say uncertainly that this was the beginning of everything?
Because she had a false memory and a forgotten past that was so far away.
She is not a person, not even a living being.
She is just that "Him" who gave birth to her own heart unintentionally.
She didn't even know if her heart was beating.
Because her life...
It shouldn't exist.
It was as if the memories she cherished at this moment were about to be destroyed like garbage.
Your life is redundant.
Cruel?
but……
This is the meaning of her birth.
No one is born for a purpose.
Except...her.
Perhaps, she had denied this conclusion and refuted the outcome of fate.
What is meaningless? What is meaningful?
No one can tell.
At least, Bai Mo can proudly say that he has saved many people and made up for some regrets.
but……
But there was a voice in his ear, telling her all the time.
"Does your existence really have meaning?"
"Think about that game, that story, that ending."
"Has your existence really changed anything?"
Is there? Maybe, maybe not.
Even without me, Kiana and the others can still fight for the beauty of this world.
On the contrary, if I really have never existed, then everything ends here.
If I had never asked for anything, God might not have noticed this.
She saved some people, but she also lost many.
do you remember?
The brother who played the clown for you all his life.
He had also imagined that you could save him, but you didn't.
You killed him.
The dragon Benares was reborn because of your change, but it turned out that she was no different from the boy, and left because of your rescue.
They are passers-by in the story, moving forward for you and finally leaving for you.
So what is your salvation? Using those insignificant lives to save your so-called...
protagonist?
Or are you feeling guilty all the time?
You feel guilty that in the end, you never even saw the old man who gave birth to your humanity?
Or……
Do you already know why he left?
Where did that sound come from?
Bai Mo didn’t know.
Don't care either.
Because she is right.
Along the way, perhaps she did save something and change some things.
but……
She also lost a lot, her brother, her father, and...
A life that is about to be abandoned.
So if my salvation comes at the cost of the death of those who love me and want to save me, then...
Am I really saving?
She understood this truth, but that didn't mean she gave up on herself. She just wanted to...
“People always have to look at the past clearly in order to make the right choice.”
"One day you will know why you chose that path."
Before he knew it, Bai Mo caught up with the figure in front of him.
The me who was swaying in the cold wind was in stark contrast to her now.
That is... the beginning and the end.
From the abandoned girl shivering in the cold wind when she woke up, to Bai Mo who is now wearing a white wedding dress and walking through her past memories again.
In these fifty thousand years, so much has changed, so much has been experienced, and so much has been gained.
But the only thing that remains unchanged is that the figure swaying in the wind and snow has never fallen. Now, she has long been able to walk through that difficult road firmly and smoothly.
Two identical souls, their figures slowly overlap here.
As Bai Mo walked with her step by step, the cowardly figure gradually turned into starlight and disappeared into the snowy night.
At that moment, firm footsteps stepped over messy steps, the white wedding dress brushed against the messy sheets, and the exquisite girl replaced the thin girl in the memory.
Look, she is walking very steadily now.
Will not be knocked down by the cold, nor buried by the wind and snow.
Those fiery red pupils also ignited the eyes that were once filled with fatigue and confusion.
pat...
After taking the last step, Bai Mo arrived in front of the second carriage.
She opened the door.
The petals brush against your cheeks, bringing a natural fragrance.
Inside the house, flowers were blooming. On a field, a girl stood with her back to her, facing the wind and looking up.
The gentle breeze blew the long pink hair and also brought up the pink petals.
Or perhaps she noticed someone coming, and the beautiful girl turned around, her pink, gem-like pupils met the man's gaze, and after a brief silence, she smiled.
"Hi~? Are you okay?"
She turned around slowly, put her hands behind her back, and like a little girl, she walked towards Bai Mo step by step, swaying her body gently and excitedly.
Reach out to her.
"On such a beautiful morning, standing in this field with petals flying, meeting a girl like me."
"How do you say that? Hmm..."
"Do you have an urge to... walk into Alicia's heart?"
But in the face of the girl's invitation, Bai Mo stood there motionless.
She used to be cowardly and incompetent, and had to grow up under the care of this girl.
But now that she was wearing a wedding dress, she was destined to be the one who could hold him back, and the only one who could respond was...
There will only be one person.
And that person was not the girl in front of him.
