Chapter 302 Stop lying to yourself

Bai Mo kept opening doors one after another, looking for the figure she expected, but in the end, no, she didn't get any response.

This home seemed so desolate and indifferent at this moment, Bai Mo couldn't feel a trace of warmth here.

As time went by, Bai Mo became more and more anxious, and his heartbeat also accelerated. Youlandel stood in the living room, watching Bai Mo running around the house and eagerly opening all the doors.

She already knew the result, but she knew very well that there was nothing she could do, and she also knew even better that Bai Mo might have felt some truth a long time ago, but now she still had such ridiculous expectations.

I don't know how long it took, maybe a few minutes, maybe a little longer. Finally, all the rooms were visited by Bai Mo, and the result was that there was no result.

When Bai Mo walked out of the last room in despair, his eyes seemed a little absent-minded and a little hollow. Youlandel was a little worried. She took a step forward. She wanted to say something to comfort Bai Mo, but she saw Bai Mo standing there blankly.

"Why isn't dad here..."

How should I answer this question? Youlandel didn't know, she didn't even know how to speak.

"correct!"

Bai Mo raised her head and looked at Youlandel, as if she had thought of something.

"Dad must know that I lied to him, so he is hiding from me. That must be the case. He knows everything. He must know that we lied to him by pretending to be a couple. No, he may already know that I broke up with you."

"So, dad must be angry."

Bai Mo's eyes shrouded in darkness seemed to glow with hope, and he hurriedly took Youlandel's hand.

"You, can you stay with me again? Let's go find dad. I want to apologize to him. I will never lie to him again. I think, I think dad will forgive me and he will see me."

Youlandel still didn't speak, but Bai Mo was a little anxious, so she pulled Youlandel.

"If you don't answer, I'll take it as your acquiescence. Let's leave quickly. It's getting late. Let's hurry up..."

Bai Mo wanted to pull Youlandel away, but found that he couldn't pull her away.

Youlandel stood there with her head lowered, not looking at Bai Mo, but she was not pulled away by Bai Mo either.

"What's wrong? Are you unwilling..."

Turning around, Bai Mo held Youlandel with both hands.

"Just think of it as helping me. Dad will be very happy to have you here. I know that I have done a lot of things that make you unhappy. You can punish me however you want afterwards, but now, please, help me. …”

Facing Bai Mo's sincerity, Youlandel gritted her teeth and finally spoke softly.

"Bai Mo, don't lie to yourself."

Bai Mo's body trembled, and he stared blankly at Youlandel in front of him. The hand holding her gradually became weak, and then he dropped it.

There was a strange silence in the scene, but this silence did not last long before it was broken by Youlandel's somewhat heavy voice.

"You looked everywhere, but why didn't you go to the backyard?"

"Bai Mo, I'm sorry, I really want to act out a play with you, I really want to lie to you, but I have to face it..."

Bai Mo's pupils shrank and then expanded, and his body trembled. She turned her head and looked in the direction of the backyard.

This is a position she has never stepped into. Has she forgotten it? No, there are things there that she is unwilling to face.

But in the end, you still have to face it.

Lift your steps, this short journey is so long, every step, every footprint seems to reflect a picture, a story, a beautiful time.

In Baimo's ten thousand years of reincarnation, everything was like a passerby. Her life is infinite, she has seen too much, and all the beauty is just a small moment in her long life.

She should be used to it, used to separation, used to entering a new life alone, a new life, no one can walk with her, be it a Valkyrie, a fusion warrior, a Herrscher, a civilization.

Even civilization will one day become insignificant in her life, so she should get used to it and should get used to it.

But, is she really used to it?

When you come to the backyard, it is more desolate than the front yard. Fallen leaves cover the ground, and the breeze blows from time to time, causing the fallen leaves to flutter.

In the sunny backyard, in front of Bai Mo, there is a tree. The tree is not very big, but it is very old. It has been with the old man for a long time. It is said that the old man will find a way no matter where he changes his residence. Transplant this big tree.

It is like another incarnation of the old man. The old man often says, if one day you have no place to go, just come back and go under that tree. Even if I am no longer here, it will accompany you on my behalf.

Two years ago, Bai Mo and Youlandel were sitting under this tree. That time was considered a small date. At that time, Bai Mo once jokingly said that he always felt embarrassed to be so close to Youlandel here, as if the old man was always watching them.

And Youlandel's answer was.

"When did you let go when you were with me?"

But now, this tree is withered, with yellow leaves hanging scattered on the tree. The whole tree is completely dead, and the trunk is even dry and fragile, as if it can be broken by a gust of wind.

"Sorry, I have tried my best to save this tree, but since that day, it seems...it has lost the possibility of survival."

Looking at the tree, Youlandel shook her head and spoke.

Bai Mo didn't answer. She kept focusing on the extra, raised little bumps of earth under the tree. In two years, the soil above has dried up, and fallen leaves are scattered on it, making it look very desolate.

In front of the earth bag, there is a tombstone, but there is no inscription on it, it is a tombstone without words.

And there is something placed under the wordless tombstone. It was an old cigarette pot, something that would knock on Bai Mo's head from time to time. From the beginning of her memory in this life, it had never left the old man.

Now, it was placed in front of the tombstone, with fallen leaves and dust covering nearly half of its body, but Bai Mo still recognized it immediately.

"that is……"

With a trembling voice, Bai Mo walked to the tombstone and slowly knelt on the ground.

Although Bai Mo didn't show anything, Youlandel felt it.

"Bai Mo, how are you?"

She was a little worried, but she saw that Bai Mo didn't seem to show how sad he was. He just stared blankly at the tombstone in front of him. He didn't cry, yell, or make trouble, he just looked at it.

After a long time, Bai Mo spoke, but her voice had no emotion, as if it was as calm as a dead person.

"So, what was I expecting?"

"What is it that I insist on?"

"Am I really abandoned by the whole world now? There should be no place in this world that welcomes me anymore..."

"There is no longer a place waiting for me..."

"But I obviously want to come back so hard. I just want to see my father one last time, hug him for the last time, call him daddy for the last time, and feel home for the last time..."

Turning back, Bai Mo looked at Youlandel. She revealed a forced smile, but her voice finally had a hint of grievance and trembling.

"Is this really too much..."

Seeing her like this, Youlandel wanted to comfort her, but saw Bai Mo shaking his head one step ahead of himself.

"It's okay, it's okay, Bai Mo, you're used to it, you're... used to it."

She seemed to be comforting herself, but at the end of the sentence, she choked up, and her tears fell uncontrollably from her peaceful face, and kept dripping on the ground.

With a sound, Bai Mo spat out a mouthful of blood. Her body went limp and she almost fell to the ground. Fortunately, she supported the ground with her hands.

Tears were still falling down in large drops, but soon they were mixed with scarlet blood.

Bai Mo's eyes were bleeding, and it kept flowing out, wetting the grass bit by bit and dyeing the weeds on the ground red.

As everything in front of him became blurry, Bai Mo couldn't see anything anymore. Her eyes became dull, no longer focused, and even seemed a little dim.

She is blind, and her vision has become void, but maybe she never wants to see this world again, because this world is never beautiful...

What's more... the world doesn't welcome her...