Chapter 20 Past Events of the Sect Master

Mr. Fei is becoming more and more mysterious. He hopes to see Mr. Fei again before leaving. This is Lin Yi's biggest wish.

"That's all I know about Mr. Fei."

"Thank you, Master, for informing me!"

There was no further talk about this matter.

Sect Leader Fu asked: "Lin Yi, are you seventeen years old this year?"

"Yes, Sect Master, this disciple is exactly seventeen years old."

"Is there a marriage?"

"This disciple is still young and has never been married."

Master Fu showed joy, "Lin Yi, you have reached the age of marriage. It's time to think about starting a family and starting a business. Do you have someone you like?"

Lin Yi shook his head, "A good man has ambitions in all directions and should not be fettered by the love of his children, so I have not considered this matter yet."

Zongzhu Fu's face became serious and he said solemnly: "Of course a good man must have ambitions in all directions, but more importantly, he must have a stable rear. Family is your most stable rear."

Lin Yizhen didn't want to get too entangled in this matter, and said: "Wandering around, I don't know when I can return to my hometown. That is the farthest direction, so don't delay anyone."

Master Fu's eyes showed loneliness, and he said with sincerity: "Only when you have expectations and thoughts in your heart, no matter when or where you are, even if you encounter a desperate situation, you will have faith when you think of someone silently waiting for you to come home. Be determined and never give up.”

Lin Yi saw Master Fu's expression, as if he was talking about his past, including pain, parting, and perhaps happiness.

"Sect Master, have you ever experienced this?"

Sect Master Fu nodded, as if he had buried something deep in his heart, found someone to talk to, and slowly told his past events.

"Qing'er is my junior sister. She is the most powerful person in the country. When she is in the crowd, the focus is on her."

"Qing'er is very quiet, but you rarely hear her speak. Her taciturn character may make people think that she is withdrawn or even a little autistic."

"Before I got together with Qing'er, I secretly looked at her for a long time. To be honest, at that time I didn't understand why I had to secretly look at her every day, even once."

"She is always alone and walks alone. She always likes to stare at the sky in a daze all day long."

"One day, Qing'er accidentally bumped into a senior sister and was slapped. Qing'er endured it silently and left."

"I will never forget the way she looked when she left. My heart felt like it was stabbed hard by a needle. From that moment on, I made up my mind to protect her and never let her get hurt again."

"But it was really difficult to get in touch with her. At first, Qing'er ignored her at all, but I didn't give up and finally opened my heart. Everything was different."

"Perhaps she felt that she could really entrust her life to me. From then on, she, who was staring at the sky in a daze, put all her thoughts on me. A smile began to appear on her face, and she finally did it."

"We lived a wonderful and happy life."

"It wasn't until I was twenty-five years old that I suddenly felt that in the best years of youth, one should aspire to a distant place, instead of being in love with one's children every day."

"That night, I hid the truth from her, took advantage of the darkness, and silently started my journey to a distant place alone."

"Actually, what I didn't know was that Qing'er had noticed when my thoughts arose, but she didn't stop me. When I left, she stood in the corner and watched me disappear into the night."

"With longing, I traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers, saw the colorful world, and temporarily forgot about the back of my home."

"Along the way, I saw different cultures, made friends with people from different regions, and visited many sects. It was a very smooth journey."

"Until one day, I offended a playboy and tried my best to escape. But at that time, there was really no way to go to heaven, no way to enter the earth, and the mountains and rivers were exhausted. At this time, I thought of her in the distance. I had not yet understood what I had seen over the years. I heard that Qing'er was still waiting for me silently, and I will never give up."

"I finally broke through the siege, but I paid a heavy price. I was seriously injured. But I couldn't care about that at the time and rushed towards home non-stop. I had never wanted to see her so much."

"The closer I get to home, the more I look forward to it. I want to appear in front of her right away and tell her loudly, 'Qing'er, I'm back!'"

"But when I got home, there was news like a bolt from the blue. Qing'er was gone and I could never see her again. At that time, my heart completely stopped beating. I couldn't believe it. I hoped it was a dream. I hope this I woke up from the dream quickly, but the dream never woke up. Qing'er is really gone, gone forever, and I have lost her forever."

"It wasn't until later that I found out that she sat at the door every day, looking in one direction, quietly in a daze, and died in depression."

"Isn't that the direction I left home in that night? It turns out that she knew everything, but she didn't say a word to hinder her, not even a word."

"She gave me hope of survival when I was desperate, but I failed her and forgot the promise I made."

"If I could discuss it with her and let her know when I would come back, wouldn't it give Qing'er hope?"

"I, I really hate myself."