Chapter 215 Celebrities who commit suicide due to depression 28

Su's father returned disappointed. That night he had a dream, dreaming that he became 'Su Yan'.

I dreamed that he was lying on the bed, watching 'him' pull out the oxygen tube with his own hands, and felt the despair of being sent away by his loved ones.

Seeing that he doted on Su Ying, who had a donated heart, but because of the separation between yin and yang, she was unable to communicate with the outside world, so she could only watch him being kind to others.

He felt the disappointment and helplessness of his daughter watching her relatives, her lover, transfer her love to an unrelated passerby. It hurt her and him.

He deeply understood his daughter's unwillingness, anger, and injustice.

It turned out that somewhere they didn't know, his daughter had been watching them, enduring that her loved ones were being nice to other women, and had forgotten that she was the one who really deserved to be remembered and loved.

At the end of his life, he watched Su Ying become famous and happy.

But he followed his daughter's perspective and experienced what it meant to feel the coldness that penetrates the heart. Her anger had nowhere to vent, her unwillingness was not noticed, and her despair was not felt.

He could even feel her regret. She would rather never have been in this world so that she wouldn't have to go through all this.

What is more painful than having and then losing is that what she once owned was occupied by others, or in her name. It turned out that she was so painful and unwilling.

Later, his Yanyan stood in front of him and asked him coldly, if love can be easily transferred, then what is the meaning of her existence?

She said that she would rather die completely at the moment of the car accident. She could not accept everything that happened later.

She doesn't want anyone to replace her.

Su's father was in pain. Only by putting himself in his shoes could he realize how much he had gone too far. He confessed in his dream and wished he could give himself two slaps to wake up the person in the dream who was kind to Su Ying as if his brain was having a seizure. he.

Later, time went back to the beginning, and he saw his daughter again as a soul body. This time she no longer followed Su Ying, but merged into another body.

When Su's father woke up, his pillow had already been wet with tears.

The next day he went to find Su Yan again. He saw that Su Yan was hesitant to speak and didn't know where to start.

After a long silence, he whispered: "I'm sorry, Yanyan, I'm sorry for you."

Su Yan looked confused and asked, "What are you sorry for? We don't even know it."

Su's father saw that she had no intention of admitting it, and wondered whether she was deliberately denying him, or did she think he would not believe that she had entered someone else's body?

It's impossible, he has already found her, she shouldn't deny him.

"Anyway, I'm sorry for you. Now I just hope you live well. If you need help, you can come to me and I will definitely help you."

Su Yan smiled and said, "Thank you, but we are neither relatives nor friends, so how can I trouble you to help me."

"I am you......"

"Mr. Su, I know that your lost daughter who has the same name as me may give you some illusions, but I am not her. Please don't regard me as her substitute."

"No...you are her...I know...I don't regard you as a substitute."

Su Yan continued to say politely and distantly: "Mr. Su, I hope you can calm down. You will make things very difficult for me."

"Yanyan, dad knows I'm sorry for you, can you forgive me this time?"

"Mr. Su, I don't know why you feel sorry for your daughter, but I want to emphasize that I am really not her."

"Yanyan, dad was wrong. Dad shouldn't treat others as your substitutes and shouldn't be nice to others. But those were the mistakes I made in my previous life. Can you let me make it up to you in this life and let me atone for my sins?"

When Su Yan heard this, he raised his eyebrows and continued: "Mr. Su, calm down. Look at me. She and I are not the same at all. You have recognized the wrong person."

"I won't admit it wrong. You are her, she is you, she and you have merged into one. I know, I have seen it. In the hospital, she merged with you." Father Su said excitedly. He held Su Yan's arm, trying his best to prove that they were the same person, looking a little crazy.

Su Yan called the staff and broke free from Su's father's shackles.

When she left, she suddenly turned around and said to Su's lost father: "Have you ever thought that since you know you're sorry for her, will she be willing to forgive you?"

"I......"

"If I were her, I wouldn't forgive you. Your apology is too late. She can't hear it and doesn't need it."

Su's father was like a deflated balloon that suddenly withered.

He knew that she would never forgive him. It turned out that she was unwilling to forgive him.

Su Yan left, but tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Some love is too late, and some injuries still hurt even if they are healed.

Only when the other person is also in pain can 'her' feel balanced.