Chapter 95 Marry your sister instead of being cannon fodder 3

Knowing that the original body was in such poor health, how could he persist in the exile? It was clear that he had no intention of keeping her alive.

In this way, the Su family is ruthless and ruthless, so she doesn't have to worry about it anymore.

Su Yan didn't need to say anything. The Li family members around him also made a tacit agreement not to mention the matter of releasing his wife's letter.

Li Xin held her hand warmly, seeming to encourage each other.

Su Yan smiled and said he was fine.

Seeing his former cheap husband, Su Yan was worried for him. He was so skinny that he needed help to walk. Could he walk to the place of exile like this?

Fortunately, there are still two loyal servants who are unwilling to leave, otherwise Li Chongshu's walking will be a problem.

Although he was not unconscious, he looked very weak, as if he could lose his breath at any time.

The eldest lady felt very sorry for her son, and hurriedly went over to help him rub his hands and feet. Her tears could not help but flow more and more fiercely.

Instead, it was Li Chongshu who comforted the eldest lady with a weak smile: "Mom, don't worry about your son. Life and death are matters of fate. My son has long taken it lightly. He will earn it by living one more day."

"Don't say stupid things. You will definitely get better. Mom won't let you give up. You must never give up, you know?"

"My son knows that he is just going to make his mother suffer."

"Mom is not afraid of hardship or tiredness. She is only afraid of white-haired people giving away black-haired people."

Li Chongshu smiled bitterly. He could not give any promises or guarantees. He was in poor health and he knew it very well.

If it wasn't for his mother to have hope of living, he would have killed himself.

But when he looked at his mother and the young woman standing in the distance, he felt more and more guilty for dragging them down like this.

Because they were all old, weak, women and children, the officials who escorted them did not go to the rack, but only tied their hands with ropes.

The two servants carrying Li Chongshu didn't even tie the rope. After all, the officials didn't want Li Chongshu to die before he left for Beijing.

This is a punishment for them. Even if they are going to die, they have to leave Shangjing and die halfway.

The exiled people were not only the Li family, but also several families who were implicated, including men, women, old and young, and there were constant cries along the way.

In the evening, we finally arrived at the first place we could rest. It was a small ruined temple. It would have been nice to have a place to protect ourselves from the wind and rain. Many times we had to make do with sleeping in the wild.

A steamed bun and a bowl of porridge for each person is considered today's meal.

Many people had no appetite at all when they saw the steamed buns. Su Yan didn't eat them either and gave the steamed buns to Li Xin.

Li Xin saw that her sister-in-law was eating less and less recently. If she continued like this, she was afraid that she would be unable to support it before her eldest brother.

Li Xin advised with a worried look: "Sister-in-law, please eat a little. If you don't eat, how will you have the strength to walk on? Brother is already close... If you can't hold on any longer, what will we do?"

Su Yan touched her head soothingly and said softly: "Don't worry, I just have a bad appetite these two days, there's no big problem."

Li Xin was doubtful. She not only had to take care of Su Yan, but also her younger siblings.

All the servants of the Su family were dismissed. Except for the two sons of the family, no one was left at all.

Those two families had children, and their father also went on an expedition with the old general three years ago and did not come back. He was left orphaned and widowed, and could only continue to follow the Li family.

The Li family did not ask Su Yan to take care of Li Chongshu. After all, her previous situation was not much better than that of Li Chongshu. It would be good if she could take care of herself.

Su Yan walked to Li Chongshu, whose son Li An was feeding Li Chongshu porridge.

Li Chongshu saw her coming, raised his hand to stop Li An's movement, and asked with concern: "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

He himself was almost dying of illness, yet he still cared about whether she was feeling well or not.

"Is the food not to your liking? If you persist, you can buy some things when you get to the next county. The officials won't be too strict. Ahem...cough..."

Su Yan quickly touched his chest to calm his breathing, held his wrist and took his pulse.

His pulse didn't sound like he was weak, but more like he was poisoned.

"You'd better take care of yourself, I'm fine."

"Su Yan, I know you have to suffer with me. If you want to leave, I can write..."

"Needless to say, you should take good care of yourself first. You can drink this bowl of porridge. I have no appetite, so I won't waste it."

"Su Yan, you don't actually need to give it to me, you..."

"I just can't drink, don't think too much."

"Well, I see."

Li Chongshu didn't usually eat a lot, but this time because it was the porridge specially given to him by Su Yan, even though he was a little full, he still had the courage to drink the bowl of porridge.

I thought that drinking it would make me feel exhausted, but I didn’t expect that my body felt much more relaxed after drinking it.

He thought that the reason why he felt heavier and heavier in the past two days was probably because he didn't eat well. Today, he felt more energetic after eating a full meal.

After a while, Li Chongshu fell asleep. It was not the light sleep he had in the past, but a deep sleep, like a person who had been tired for a long time and finally got a chance to rest.

The eldest lady was a little surprised. She never expected that her son, who usually slept lightly and was easily awakened, could fall into a deep sleep in such an environment.

She was a little worried, but seeing that her son was breathing smoothly and not showing any signs of discomfort, she slowly felt relieved.

Li Xin gave the steamed buns that Su Yan saved to his two younger brothers and sisters, and specifically said that these were steamed buns given to them by his sister-in-law.

The youngest brother Li Chongyang originally disliked him, but Li Xin told them over and over again that if they didn't eat enough, they would probably starve to death on the way. If they encountered bandits, they would have no strength and would not even have a chance to escape. nothing.

"Not only are there bandits and bandits, but when we reach the barren mountains and wild ridges, there may also be wild beasts. What if you don't have enough to eat and you can't defeat the wild beasts?"

"Big sister, let's eat. We will definitely protect everyone."

"Be good, we must live well. As long as we live, there is hope. The injustices of our Li family will one day be redressed."

"Well, big sister, I will definitely clear up the name of the Li family when I grow up."

"Well, I know you're a good boy."

Su Yan watched from the side, feeling a little touched in her heart. Li Xin was obviously only a 14-year-old girl, but she had grown up rapidly when she encountered great changes. Instead of complaining about others, she cared for and cared for everyone in a sensible way.

She is so strong that it makes people feel sad.