Chapter 1205 Bai’s heart is empty

Time and space transformation.

Natsuki appeared in Bai's room this time.

Bai's table was filled with Natsuki's ice crystal dolls.

When she saw these ice crystal dolls, her eyes turned slightly red.

Minato had already told Natsuki all the relevant situations, and at this time Natsuki was stroking Shiro's hair.

"Okay, don't be sad, I'm back."

All battles in the outside world are controllable to Xia Mu.

Everything outside is not as important as Bai's emotions.

Bai's eyes quickly filled with tears. She tried hard to wipe them twice, but they finally flowed down unsatisfactorily.

"Natsumu...sir...I'm sorry, I...shouldn't...wuwu..."

"In the future, will I...not be able to...?"

Xia Mu squatted down slightly: "What can't you do?"

Bai sobbed twice:

"When I saw Naruto getting married, the way I looked at Hinata, I knew Natsuki-sama had never loved me."

"I have always... caused trouble for Sir Natsuki..."

All Natsuki was thinking: "So Shiro thinks he has grown up, right?"

"Yes, when I grow up, I know...Natsuki-sama will not marry me."

"I can no longer follow Sir Natsuki, nor can I hug you."

"If I am not needed by Sir Xia Mu, I will not be happy anymore..."

Bai cried very sadly, and big tears kept falling to the ground.

Natsuki reached out and hugged Shiro, then patted her on the back.

"Silly boy, who told you that you won't be happy if you don't get married?"

Bai Tuotuan said in a flirtatious manner: "But Sister Kyoko said that she and Brother Kisame are happily married."

"Naruto and Hinata are also happily married."

Xia Mu said warmly: "Whether a person is happy or not depends on what she wants, not whether she is married or not."

"As long as you get what you want, you will be happy."

"What you want is to be needed by me."

"Being wanted by me doesn't necessarily mean getting married."

"Kisame Kyoko and Naruto Hinata are not immortals. They need love crystals to continue their relationship, so marriage is an inevitable process."

"Well Bai, do you want to have a love relationship with me, or do you want to be needed by me all the time?"

Of course Bai understood the meaning of love crystallization. Her tear-stained face was a little red:

"But only the relationship between husband and wife can keep me needed and be with Sir Natsuki all the time."

Xia Mu rubbed his white hair: "Silly boy, love is not the only thing between a man and a woman."

"I have never looked at you the way Naruto looks at Hinata. It's because I skipped that stage."

"It's not that I don't love you, but I have always loved you."

"We have been together because of love and liking, not whether we are married or not."

"All care, all liking, is love."

“Love can be about sensuality, but love can also be unrelated to sensuality.”

“Love can be about gender, but love can also be independent of gender.”

"I love many people, I love you, I love Naruto, I love Sasuke, I love Kimimaro..."

"I won't leave you either."

"I also need to be loved by you, by Naruto, by Sasuke, by Kimimaro, and by everyone."

"I am loved and I will be happy."

He let go of Bai and gently rubbed Bai's hair.

Natsuki's words reshaped Bai's views on love and values.

She even didn't understand many things.

Shiro vaguely felt that Natsuki-sama's love was different from Naruto Hinata's love.

But at least she knew that Sir Natsuki needed her.

Bai lowered his head and asked, "Then can I still follow Mr. Natsuki?"

Xia Mu smiled and said: "Of course, and I also need you to follow me."

Bai asked with some uncertainty: "Then can I still hug Sir Natsuki?"

Xia Mu leaned over and hugged Bai: "As long as Bai likes it, you can do it anytime."

Bai sat in Xia Mu's arms, resting her head on Xia Mu's shoulder. A feeling of warmth spread, and her mind felt at peace like never before.

"Natsumu-sama, I always feel that you still have a lot of things that you haven't told me, but this is fine."

"I'm happy and I'm happy."

"But I'm worried that it will cause trouble to Sir Natsuki."

Natsuki chuckled.

"As long as you are strong enough, you will be the rule maker."

"You can always be by my side as long as you want, because I will always need you."

"I will always need you..."

"Always need you..."

"need you……"

Shiro leaned on Natsuki's shoulder. Even after reincarnation, it was still buried in her heart. The tragic memories of her childhood were finally slowly dissipating.

Her breathing slowed down, but she fell asleep unconsciously.

Xia Mu hugged Bai for a while, then leaned over and put Bai on the bed.

He sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Bai's sleeping face, with a smile on his face.

The impact of childhood shadows on a person is huge, and some people even spend their entire lives filling the holes and deficiencies in childhood.

Bai is one of them.

Because of the tyranny of blood mist, having blood inheritance limits has become an original sin.

Bai, who has the limit of blood inheritance, saw her mother being killed by her father's men, and she was forced to kill her father.

This had a huge impact on the young Bai, who spent her whole life seeking proof of her existence.

Zabuza said he needed a tool, so he accepted Haku.

For Bai, this is her salvation.

In fact, even if there is a limit to blood inheritance, it still requires corresponding training to become a talent.

As a rebellious ninja, Zabuza obviously did not have the resources to train Haku.

Zabuza has never valued Haku's bloodline, and Haku was never a tool to be used from the beginning.

Instead, he was a protected object who was rescued from the blood mist persecution by Zabuza.

This is also the reflection of Zabuza's desire to save this country.

It's just that their lives have come to an end, and there is no future.

Zabuza and Haku from the original time and space both had the same spiritual emptiness, so they were dependent on each other.

Here, Natsuki takes Shiro to her side, making Shiro needed by Natsuki.

All Bai's thoughts will be on Xia Mu.

But the more you care, the more you fear losing.

When Natsuki's strength gradually leaves everyone behind, Shiro will worry that he is no longer needed.

So Bai Hui wants to find a way for two people to be together forever.

There are only a few people close to Bai, and Bai will subconsciously imitate the people around her, or understand them according to herself.

Coupled with the fact that she is in love for the first time and has multiple mixed emotions, Bai will interpret her psychological needs as love between men and women.

So I started my own ideas and plans.

But she doesn't know whether Bai is pursuing the emptiness of her childhood.

In fact, whatever Natsuki wanted to do to Shiro, Shiro was willing to do it.

Shiro essentially wanted to be wanted by Natsuki.

So Xia Mu told Bai that he had to let Bai grow up. He hoped that Bai's mind could get out of this shackles.

When Natsuki came to this world, he always had the mentality of a savior.

Treat Bai as a descendant, as a child, and his love for Bai is pure, not the love between a man and a woman mixed with sensuality.

But it's the same as Naruto, Sasuke, and Kimimaro.

It's just that because Bai is a girl, he will be more gentle and doting on Bai.

A few years have passed, although Bai has grown up a bit.

But when it comes to emotional matters, I only partially understand them, and I don’t understand what I really want.

The hole in the soul remains.