Chapter 100 Shancheng Chen (1)

Before the story begins, let's take a look at the diary experiences and mental journey of a special jonin.

"My name is Yamashiro Tatsuya, a ninja from the Konohagakure village who couldn't be more ordinary."

"I was born in Konoha in the 19th year. I am currently 25 years old and my ninja rank is Special Jonin."

"Before I was ten, I had a happy and warm childhood. Although the training at the ninja school became increasingly harsh with the death of the Second Hokage and the approaching clouds of war, I was fortunately gifted. My teacher said that my future achievements would not stop at Chunin, which made my father very happy."

"In the 29th year of Konoha, I was 10 years old and graduated successfully."

"In the 30th year of Konoha, my father died in the Land of Grass. Damn Rock Ninja, I will not be a human if I don't take revenge! I began to practice hard and completed the mission desperately, hoping to get the recognition of the village as soon as possible. Yes, I longed to step onto the battlefield. My father died on the battlefield. According to his teammates, he died with the spirit of a ninja and with the will of fire."

"Speaking of the Will of Fire, this concept I learned in ninja school seems to have spread more and more widely in recent years. Even the small vendors on the street know about it. I think this is a good thing. It proves that our entire Konohagakure Ninja Village in the Land of Fire is united and has a strong will. With the Third Hokage here, Iwagakure and Sand Addiction are just chickens and dogs. Hahaha."

"In November of the 30th year of Konoha, bad news came again. My youngest uncle also died in the battle, but he died in the Land of Rain."

"My mother was very sad about his death, probably because he had no offspring."

"Haha, mother is good in every way except that she doesn't have a broad vision. Although uncle died in the battle, his spirit will be passed down forever and become a role model for the younger generations to strive for progress and bravely fight the enemy. This is a good thing, a great thing. Our family is almost becoming a model family!"

"The war is getting more intense. I can clearly feel that there are fewer merchants entering and leaving the village. Ha, damn Iwagakure, isn't it better to play with stones?!"

"December 30, Konoha 12. On my way back to the village after a mission today, I ran into a group of wounded soldiers who were withdrawn from the front line. I was so excited that I shouted that the heroes had returned to the village and ran past them, but it seemed that I caused a few scoldings. I didn't understand."

"From that day on, I stayed at the entrance of the village whenever I had time. I witnessed the return of groups of wounded soldiers, witnessed the sadness and tears of a small number of people, and understood why my mother tossed and turned at night and couldn't fall asleep."

“Even though war brings death and the destruction of families, I still think it is inevitable and necessary. Just like the Will of Fire says: Wherever the leaves dance, the fire will never stop!”

"If my death can bring a brief peace to the village, I am willing to die, because I love my village more than I love my life."

"If one day I die on the battlefield, my dear mother, you don't have to be too sad. Your son died to accomplish a cause that has never been done before and will never be done again. You should be proud of him."

"It's just that I can't be with you in the future, so let my sister take care of you until the end of your life!"

"January 31, 1st year of Konoha. Today's mission has been cancelled because my leader, Konishi Ichiro, is about to go to the battlefield. I am very reluctant, but for the sake of the Land of Fire and the Will of Fire, I have to give up my own life and death and personal emotions."

"I hope my teacher can make great achievements in the Rain Country and become a great hero like the Second Hokage."

"On March 31, the 3st year of Konoha, I was training hard at the training ground when I received a notification from the village. Strangely, the ninja who came to notify me refused to tell me what happened and just asked me to go to the hospital. I guessed that maybe my naughty sister had fallen down again, so I rushed over in a hurry."

"Teacher Xiaoxi is back. To be more precise, his body is back..."

"This was the first time I saw a familiar face disappear. Teacher Konishi looked peaceful, even with a hint of a smile, but he was terribly pale."

"I think he must have been proud of his sacrifice before he died, because he became part of the will of fire, he became light."

"Yes, it is light. Although it is very faint, it is undeniable that it exists."

"I am proud of my father, my uncle, and my teacher. I can't wait to enter the battlefield and become such a ninja. So much so that I argued with my companions about whether I should apply to join the war."

"September 31, the 9st year of Konoha. Today is an important day in my life. I will join the war. The conscription order from the Hokage's office is kept by me solemnly. It means nothing. It represents my personal honor. It means that I will soon be able to become a ninja who can stand on my own. It means that I can contribute to the Will of Fire."

"On the morning of September 31, the 9st year of Konoha, I will set out with the logistics team. Our destination is the Rain Country. Unfortunately, I cannot bring my diary with me. I heard that it rains all year round in the Rain Country. I am looking forward to it."

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"I'm back on July 32st, 7nd year of the Konoha calendar. Unfortunately, my two teammates didn't make it back, even as corpses."

"The damn Rain Ninja actually blew their bodies into pieces. I really couldn't bear to bring back such remains, so I had to bury them on the spot. Fortunately, a monument was erected. I will move them back to the Konoha Cemetery when there is a chance in the future."

"I was asked to deliver the two death notices to their homes. I didn't know how to deliver them. I asked my mother, but she didn't answer me, which made me panic."

"On July 32, the 7nd year of Konoha, the notice was delivered to their home. As expected, the whole family was crying again."

"I was helpless and could only stand outside the door awkwardly, letting them cry without knowing how to say anything to comfort them."

"August 32, 8nd year of Konoha. I am leaving the village again. I don't know why I feel a little resistant to the upcoming battle. This is not good. The village needs me, and I cannot back down."

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"On September 33rd, the 9rd year of Konoha, I stood at the village gate again, feeling a little dazed. Unknowingly, another year had passed."

"I was given a three-month rest period when I returned to the village this time because I was seriously injured. A sword from the Rain Ninja pierced through my left lung. The doctor said I was lucky. If it was a few millimeters away, it would have been my heart. If it had been that, even gods couldn't have saved me."

"On September 9th, the Third Hokage took time out of his busy schedule to come to the hospital to visit the injured, but he just nodded to me and said nothing. Instead, the Chunin in the bed next to him received a lot of praise."

"I couldn't sleep at night because of the pain. Even though I took a lot of painkillers, the pain was still severe. Damn it, it didn't hurt in the morning or in the evening, but it hurt when I was sleeping. It was so torturous. Fortunately, my sister and mother were with me, so I could bear it."

"It's the 17th, the weather is sunny and a little hot. Today I officially become a Konoha Chunin. Touching the light green combat vest, a sense of pride arises spontaneously."

"My father, uncle and teacher Konishi were only Chunin, but I became a Chunin at the age of 14. I am indeed very talented. I think it won't be long before I can become a respected Jonin. I'm so happy."

"Life in the village is comfortable and warm. My mother's hair seems to have turned a little gray. I didn't dare to ask more questions. I am afraid to look her in the eye and talk to her because I am afraid that I will promise her that I will not go out to fight again. This is not okay. The village still needs me, and I am willing to fight for the village."

"On October 10, my classmates who graduated at the same time will have a reunion at a barbecue restaurant. This is where we often had dinner together when we were in school. We always had the largest private room back then, but this time we had a small room... The classmates who didn't come will never come again."

"War is cruel. The faces I know well have become graves, and the names I often mention have become inscriptions on tombstones. They have become heroes."

"I want to be a hero, too, even if my mother doesn't want me to..."