Chapter 141 Ling: Can you lend me another bit of chakra for cultivation?

The process of adapting to the tailed beast chakra is much more painful than Ling imagined, especially when the tailed beast chakra in the body is completely consumed, the pain is as if the whole body is torn apart.

Although he had no physical injuries, he was in so much pain that even moving his fingers was difficult. It was not just physical fatigue, his spirit was also somewhat weakened from resisting the malice contained in the chakra.

But Ling did not give up this kind of exercise. Instead, after a short period of relaxation, he asked Youlu to do it again.

The second time he tried to contain the tailed beast's chakra, because his own chakra had been almost completely consumed and he could no longer relieve or resist, the pain he felt from being eroded was even worse.

But for Ling, this pain became the best aid to help him maintain his sanity. He just frowned and slowly savored the changes that the tailed beast's chakra brought to himself.

It is true that the tailed beast chakra has brought him unimaginable powerful strength, but everything has its pros and cons, and the tailed beast chakra obviously has more disadvantages than advantages.

The negative emotions contained in it are the biggest obstacle preventing him from mastering the tailed beast's chakra - for the Uchiha clan, who are already more emotional, it is obviously impossible to completely cut off the interference of these negative emotions.

After consuming all the chakra transmitted by Youlu, Ling sat down against the tree with some exhaustion, "Is this... what the tailed beasts have to bear and face every day?"

"I guess so." Youlu jumped down from Ling's head and landed on his legs. He looked up at his face which looked particularly pale in the night. "I'm used to it so it doesn't matter. But are you really not going to push yourself too hard?"

"If you want to get familiar with and apply a power, you must move forward step by step." Ling reached out and held the kitten in his arms again. "And I didn't feel as uncomfortable as Xiaoyou imagined. In fact, I actually enjoyed it a little when I started the second time."

Youlu looked up in surprise. "Although you are a descendant of Indra, you enjoy even this kind of suffering. You..."

"Isn't it joyful enough to be able to clearly feel that I am getting stronger?" Ling laughed softly, raised his finger and pointed at his temple, "After the accident, I haven't felt so clearly that I am getting stronger for a long time.

And I found something very interesting. Although the tailed beast chakra will erode the body and cause pain, it will also continue to heal the body and strengthen the body very significantly..."

Ling began to list the advantages of the tailed beast chakra, expressing his love for the tailed beast chakra in his words, and thinking about what he should do in the few days before the war to make the most of the tailed beast chakra to strengthen himself.

Yulu still looked up at Ling. The tailed beast was a pure chakra creature, and was naturally able to feel the other party's emotions through the resonance of biological and natural chakra. At this moment, it could also feel that there was no deception in every word Ling said.

Therefore, it was even more puzzled, "Wouldn't you also be troubled by the malice inside?"

Ling stopped explaining his training plan after hearing this. He tilted his head slightly with a distressed expression. "Indeed, those malicious intentions are just like being forced to listen to a poor and clichéd story... It is easy to feel depressed if you listen to it too much."

"Just feeling depressed?"

"Well, I'm just feeling depressed," Ling bent his fingers and stroked You Lushun's hair, "Although I can feel the fear, hatred and resentment before death from the chakra that is wrapped in emotions, to me, they are just some insignificant and complicated things.

Xiaoyou, you know, I am a human being, and the life of a human being is too short, so short that they can consume all their energy just by caring about the things they care about..."

Ling's voice gradually lowered, and he spoke again after a long while, "Xiaoyou, I am afraid of too many things. After my mother and second brother passed away, I have always been in a state of fear - I am always afraid that I am not strong enough, I am always afraid that the remaining two brothers will die, and I am always afraid that one day in the future I will die without being able to say even a dying word to them...

Being in this situation, I really can’t say that those people are pitiful and feel sorry for what they have gone through.”

"...But didn't you do this kind of unnecessary thing in the Land of Lightning before?" Youlv tilted his head, not knowing whether he wanted to ask Ling or to convince himself, "Don't you have sympathy for them?"

"The world is already bad enough, so when I encounter it, it's okay to do something within my ability to deal with it," Ling shook his head with an indifferent expression, "Besides, as a ninja, I am one of the murderers who created these tragedies. How can I really be shaken by the pity of others?

So like I said, the more you experience those things, the more depressed you become. If you want me to have any more emotions, I’ll probably have to wait until I really experience death before I can tell you…”

Youlu looked at Ling's calm expression and scratched his paws uneasily, but he was speechless - or he didn't know what kind of answer he wanted from Ling.

"Isn't this the downside of being immortal?"

Ling bent his knuckles to rub Youlv's chin, and the corner of his mouth curled up into a gentle but somewhat helpless smile, "Because for an immortal creature like Xiaoyou, time is the most unimportant thing, so I can't understand your thoughts, and you don't know my worries. It is very difficult for lives of different natures to understand each other..."

Feeling the warmth from Ling's palm, Youlu lowered his head unconsciously and sighed, "...That's true. What answer should I expect from you?"

After a long silence between the man and the cat, Ling spoke again, "Although it's a bit inappropriate, Xiaoyou..."

"Ok?"

Ling placed the kitten carefully on his lap again, put his hands back in front of his forehead and clasped them together, his voice filled with sincerity, "I have rested well, can you lend me some more chakra to practice?"

Youlv: ...Really, my mood is even more complicated.