Chapter 116 We Are Not Suitable for Having Children

Yan Luoman didn't dare to look into his eyes. She was already lying on top of him, nodding her head gently on his shoulder.

A smile appeared on Fu Sinian's lips.

I can't tell if it's a mockery or what it means.

"Are you not afraid of pain?"

he asked again.

"It doesn't hurt." Her lips moved against his collarbone.

She could tell that Fu Sinian had no intention of refusing, but he was vaguely trying to stir up the flames.

In fact, she was already a little tired, but Fu Sinian did it so many times each time, so many that she couldn't even count.

So she knew it wouldn't be done in one go tonight.

Rather than being forced, it is better to take the initiative, maybe that will make him let down his guard.

After a long while, Fu Sinian rolled his Adam's apple again and asked in an unbelievably hoarse voice, "What do you want?"

He put out his cigarette in the ashtray.

"I want you," she slurred.

Fu Sinian raised the corner of his mouth slightly, reminding her of the content of the question: "Going back? Or going out?"

She paused and looked up at him.

There was surprise in his eyes. He didn't expect it to be so easy to succeed.

Fu Sinian laughed. With her scheming side, she still wants to play tricks on him?

Yan Luoman found that she did not hide her excitement and went back to work.

Fu Sinian turned over and pressed her under him...

Another night of tossing and turning.

At dawn, she lay in his arms and softly said her request: "I want to go out alone for half a day, not go home, not contact anyone, and I will come back. Is that okay?"

Fu Sinian tightened his embrace.

It hurt a little and she frowned slightly.

"You know where my home is," she reminded softly.

"Where are you going?" Fu Sinian's voice was no longer as gentle as it had been during the whole process. It was very flat and a little cold.

"I will never do anything you worry about," she promised.

Fu Sinian did not respond.

She waited for a long time, so long that she fell into a deep sleep.

When she woke up, it was noon and Fu Sinian was still sleeping. She turned over in his arms and kissed him on the lips to wake him up.

Fu Sinian raised the corners of his lips and responded to her kiss before opening his eyes, even satisfying her once again with his eyes almost closed.

He lay on top of her, his voice still full of emotion: "When are we going out?"

"Now." She kissed his ear and replied.

Fu Sinian smiled, "Want to continue?"

She stopped kissing, she was just afraid that if she didn't show some expression, he would regret it.

Fu Sinian got off her and lay down beside her again, but this time he didn't hug her.

Yan Luoman was stunned, as if she couldn't believe that he agreed so easily. After a long pause, she asked, "Then I'm out?"

"Yeah." Fu Sinian didn't even open his eyes, and responded with his nose.

She got up quietly, fearing that he would suddenly change his mind.

She took a shower, not wanting anyone to see the residue in her body when she went for a checkup.

She didn't wear any makeup and went out quietly.

Hearing the sound of her closing the door, Fu Sinian opened his eyes and made a phone call.

"Monitor the phone calls and arrest anyone who contacts you immediately." His voice was no longer unclear.

"Yes!"

It wasn't Fang Yu on the other end of the phone.

Yan Luoman took Fu Sinian's car keys. The previous G-Class had not been repaired yet, so he replaced it with a brightly colored supercar, a brand that Yan Luoman had never seen before.

It was her first time driving a sports car and she felt weird.

I drove to the hospital at a snail's pace and quickly made an appointment with the obstetrics and gynecology department.

There were still a lot of patients in the afternoon, so Yan Luoman bought two boxes of pregnancy test sticks and went to the bathroom to check herself.

No positives.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and when she came out, she was called.

She ran quickly into the consulting room.

"Doctor, I don't want to get pregnant, but..."

She hesitated to speak, and the doctor must have understood what she meant by the language she didn't express.

"How many days have you been having sex? Have you tested it?"

"It's been seven days since my first time. I just took a test and I'm not pregnant. But I was pregnant the day before yesterday and yesterday. Can I take birth control pills now?"

Yan Luoman looked very nervous.

The doctor glanced at her and said, "Since you don't want it, the first time can be said to be impulsive, what about the next time?"

"I don't want my husband to know that our current situation is not suitable for having children." She was very sincere.

This statement is not false. They really should not have children given their situation.

The doctor gave her another list for examination.

Soon, she was running with the checklist in hand.

The doctor took a look and said, "You're not pregnant. As for the next two days, you can try taking emergency contraceptive pills. You should talk to your husband when you get home. Taking contraceptive pills all the time is not good for your health, especially for women."

Yan Luoman breathed a sigh of relief, nodded repeatedly, and said, "I want to get sterilized."

His eyes were firm.

The female doctor was stunned: "You are still so young."

"My mental state is not very good and I am not suitable for having children." Yan Luoman explained with a smile.

Not only was her mental state bad, Fu Sinian's mental state was even worse.

They shouldn't harm the next generation.

She also didn't want to have any bond with Fu Sinian, as that would make things more complicated.

"You should think about it carefully and make a decision after thinking it over."

The female doctor stood up and said, "I'm going to the bathroom first. Please reply when I come back."

Yan Luoman was left alone in the clinic. She had nothing to think about. She didn't like children and she had never even thought about getting married before she got married. She was a selfish person. Not only did she not want to have a burden, but she also didn't have the confidence to raise her own child.

The female doctor was gone for a long time.

Yan Luoman stood up, found a water cup, took out the large bag of birth control pills he had just bought, took one and swallowed it.

This big bag of contraceptive pills was also for emergency use. She was afraid that Fu Sinian would follow her, that Fu Sinian would stop her from having the operation, or that she would not be able to complete the operation, so she bought a lot.

The door behind him was pushed open.

Yan Luoman turned around and was about to tell his decision.

The figure she was worried about appeared.

She smiled at him and took the initiative to explain: "Our situation is not suitable for having children."

Fu Sinian's eyes were dark and unclear.

She couldn't tell if he was angry or what.

But she knew clearly that she was afraid.

She was afraid that he would become so perverted that he would force her to have a child for him.

Fu Sinian stared at her for a long time and saw the things in her big bag that had not yet been put into the black plastic bag.

Time seemed to stand still. He kept his hand on the door handle and showed no intention of coming in.

She became a little nervous and added, "This surgery is reversible. You can regret it later."

Her voice was trembling.

Fu Sinian said nothing and closed the door of the clinic.

She didn't know what he meant.

Soon, the doctor came back and said, "I'm sorry, I just checked the surgery schedule. Your surgery appointment will have to wait until next week. What do you think?"

"reserve."

Yan Luoman did not hesitate.

The doctor made an appointment for her.

"Thank you."

She stood up and left the clinic.

Fu Sinian was not in the corridor.

She walked out of the hospital and called Fu Sinian.

He didn't answer.

She didn't look for him again and drove away.

She went to the mall and bought what she needed. This time she used Fu Sinian's card.

It was handed to her by the bodyguard at the door before she left at noon.