Chapter 46 But I Can't Control It

The next day was Saturday. Although I still had to go out for social events and visit stores, I didn’t have to get up so early.

Yan Luoman slept until eleven o'clock and got up. When she went out, she saw Fu Sinian in the open kitchen, doing something clumsily.

"What are you doing?"

"Cooking." Fu Sinian replied.

"Didn't we have some left over from yesterday?"

"I want to make you some porridge."

Seeing that Fu Sinian had changed a lot when he returned this time, Yan Luoman felt indescribably sad.

"You don't have to be like this." She walked over and saw that he could burn his hands while making porridge. She sighed softly, "How much injustice have you suffered these days?"

She was not only sad, but also distressed.

Fu Sinian hugged her without saying a word.

Yan Luoman patted his back and said, "I really can't stand it. I have another room here. You can stay here for the time being!"

Fu Sinian still didn't speak.

"Don't feel embarrassed. Just visit my mom more often."

Fu Sinian still held her tightly and said nothing.

"Then...I'll give you another thousand pocket money?" she asked tentatively.

Even though the two agreed to divorce, Fu Sinian was able to bring happiness to Yan's mother, so the thousand dollars was worth it.

Fu Sinian smiled.

Yan Luoman breathed a sigh of relief, "We are husband and wife after all. There is no need to hide your difficulties. I will definitely help if I can."

Fu Sinian sighed deeply, loosened his arms, and just smiled and looked at her quietly.

Yan Luoman was helpless, "Actually, you're quite well behaved when you're not crazy."

After that, she patted his back comfortingly, "Grown man, don't be a coward!"

Fu Sinian took another deep breath, went to the bathroom, and stayed there for a long, long time.

Yan Luoman thought he was crying, so she walked to the bathroom door and continued to comfort him: "Grown men should not cry! I'm going to work. If you want to eat anything, just tell my mother. She will be eager to make you something delicious. If you have any problems, just tell me. I'm about to become a strong woman. If you still have difficulties, I will give you a little more pocket money. If you think it's okay, just say yes."

"Ah."

Yan Luoman breathed a sigh of relief.

"Then I'm going to work. You should just treat this as your own home. I won't give you any cold shoulder. Just stay here and enjoy yourself."

After saying that, Yan Luoman went to work with her bag on her back.

I realized I wasn't wearing any makeup until I got in the car.

I also realized that I hadn’t washed my face.

That man was poisonous. When she saw him being wronged, she forgot everything.

She really felt that he was being wronged outside. After all, he was once a favored child of heaven, but now he was kicked out of the Fu family. She didn't know what kind of injustice he had suffered outside these days that made him humbly make breakfast for her just to stay.

The night ended early, and she passed by a barbecue stall. She thought about how she hadn't eaten for a long time, and remembered that the person at home must not have slept yet.

She called Fu Sinian.

He didn't answer.

She parked the car, selected some skewers, and sent him another message: "Want to eat barbecue? I'll bring some back."

He didn't reply until the barbecue was ready.

Yan Luoman did not eat at the barbecue stall, but packed up the food to take back.

The house was dark.

"Fu Sinian?" She called him. As for why there was a question mark, it was because she was sure that he would wait for her to come back before sleeping.

She searched every corner of the room, but Fu Sinian was not there.

She had no choice but to sit down and eat the barbecue by herself.

It was not until she went to get her pajamas that she realized all of Fu Sinian's things were gone.

She froze in place.

What does he mean?

If he was leaving, why did he look so pitiful and beg her to take him in this morning?

She called him again.

He still didn't answer.

An inexplicable feeling of uneasiness surged in her heart, and she asked Li Yuan to give her Shen Shaoren's phone number.

She dialed the number without thinking too much.

Shen Shaoren glanced at the unfamiliar number and asked his assistant to answer it first.

The female assistant answered the phone, "Hello."

"I am Yan Luoman, Fu Sinian's...legal wife." She used very official words, fearing that Shen Shaoren would misunderstand.

The assistant covered the phone and said, "Young Madam."

Fu Sinian had just finished the competition and came over. He frowned slightly and asked, "Which young lady?"

Shen Shaoren teased, "Besides your wife, who else is worthy of me calling her Madam?"

Fu Sinian stretched out his hand.

Shen Shaoren's assistant took the initiative to hand over the phone, but was met with a cold stare from Shen Shaoren: "Is your last name Shen or Fu?"

"My last name is Yu." The female assistant answered expressionlessly.

Shen Shaoren widened his eyes and expressed his dissatisfaction with her attitude.

Fu Sinian put the phone to his ear and asked, "Looking for me?"

He asked, checking his phone, which had several missed calls and many messages.

The corners of his lips were raised.

Yan Luoman heaved a sigh of relief when she heard his voice: "I thought you were desperate. You scared me to death."

"Why do you think so?"

"Weren't you kicked out of the Fu family? You were looked down upon, and you came back so well-behaved this time. I thought..."

Yan Luoman thought that his sudden change of character was a way for him to say goodbye to her properly.

"You don't want me to die?" Fu Sinian's voice was very soft.

"Isn't that nonsense?" she almost blurted out.

Fu Sinian was silent for a while.

Yan Luoman added: "In fact, I also know that choosing Shen Shaoren is the right choice for you. After all, you are used to enjoying wealth and glory. But if you feel wronged, there is no need to stay with him. Do you understand what I mean?"

He smiled, "Then you will support me?"

Yan Luoman was stunned. "I admit that I don't have much money, but I won't let you suffer any injustice!"

She said this with no other intention. She had no intention of pursuing him at the moment. She just simply didn't want him to suffer any injustice.

Fu Sinian took a deep breath.

To Yan Luoman, it sounded like he was holding back tears.

"Don't cry. I don't mean for you to leave Shen Shaoren, but I am your last resort. Please don't let it get to you, okay?"

She soothed softly.

Fu Sinian took another deep breath and said, "Don't call me anymore."

Yan Luoman was stunned, then hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I was too reckless this time, and I was confused because of my concern. Tell Shen Shaoren that I called you just to say that there were things at home, and asked you to come back and get them when you are free. He shouldn't be so stingy. After all, he is the person you like, right?"

Yan Luoman finished speaking and hung up the phone in a hurry.

Fu Sinian could imagine her panic after hanging up the phone.

He put down his phone and stood by the track for a long time, listening to the roars.

Fang Yu walked behind him and said, "Actually, there's no need for you to let her go. What we've done is 90 percent certain. Even if we fail, it won't affect anything."

Fu Sinian smiled, "I don't want to be like that old witch."

Fang Yu was stunned, with shock in his eyes.

Fu Sinian added: "But I can't control it."

His voice was weak.

Fang Yu then understood why Fu Sinian let Yan Luoman go.

They were afraid that if their plan failed, Yan Luoman would have to return to the Fu family to become a young lady, and then be tortured by the old lady. Her final outcome would be the same as that of the lady, who was forced to leave the Fu family and her whereabouts are still unknown.

He let her go only because he already had a desire to control Yan Luoman, and he was afraid that if he didn't let her go now, his desire to control would become more and more perverted.

This is Fu Sinian's self-rescue and also the best choice for Yan Luoman.