Chapter 58 How long are you willing to support me?

When they reached a safe place, Fu Sinian stopped and looked at the high heels on her feet.

"Are you tired? If you are, I will carry you."

Yan Luoman shook his head and said with a smile: "Fortunately, I didn't fail in the critical moment!"

Fu Sinian didn't say that he might be able to run faster with her on his back than by holding her hand.

The road ahead of the two was illuminated by the blazing flames behind them, and two figures stretched out long in front of them.

They walked quietly, looking at the two figures.

It seems like I have seen a peaceful future.

After walking for two hours, Yan Luoman could no longer walk.

Fu Sinian squatted in front of her.

She didn't act pretentiously and lay on his back.

He carried her on his back and continued walking towards home.

After a long time, she suddenly said, "I will exercise."

"how?"

"I won't hold you back anymore."

Fu Sinian didn't say anything.

Yan Luoman thought he had hurt him again and said, "I mean I have to be strong from now on and not let down in terms of physical strength, right?"

Fu Sinian smiled and said, "How long are you willing to support me?"

She thought about it seriously for a while: "It will take at least several years!"

He was speechless.

At three o'clock in the morning, the two arrived home.

Yan Luoman asked Fu Sinian to wash first. She collapsed on the sofa and didn't want to move at all. It was too tiring.

I used to think going crazy just meant risking one’s life, but now I didn’t expect that going crazy also requires physical strength.

When Fu Sinian came out of the shower, Yan Luoman was awakened by the noise. She stood up and walked lazily into the bathroom.

She didn't even bother standing in the shower and just laid down in the bathtub.

After a long time, Fu Sinian didn't hear any movement from her, and then he heard the sound of water from the bathtub flooding onto the floor in the bathroom.

Fu Sinian knocked on the door: "Yan Luoman."

She didn't respond.

He knocked harder.

Still no response.

He kicked open the bathroom door, quickly lifted her out of the bathtub, and performed CPR and artificial respiration.

She coughed for a long time before gradually regaining consciousness, with a dazed look on her face.

Fu Sinian suppressed his anger. No one could face his anger, and he was afraid of scaring her.

But the tone of his voice was still not very good, "Do you know that you almost died just now?"

Yan Luoman didn’t realize what had just happened. He looked down at his body and said, “Ahhhh!!!”

She suddenly curled up and hugged herself tightly.

Fu Sinian raised his hand and threw the bath towel she had placed aside on her, then stood up and walked out.

After a while, she walked out.

"thank you!"

Fu Sinian resisted the urge to lecture him and said, "Let's sleep together tonight."

She hugged her chest suddenly, "Goodbye!"

"I'm afraid you'll have sequelae."

After saying that, Fu Sinian put down the book, lifted the quilt next to him, and patted the seat beside him without question.

What he said makes sense.

But it was indeed a bit bad, she just confessed today: "Do you mind that I like you?"

she asked tentatively.

"If you like, I can do anything you ask me to do. Why would I mind?" he explained in a calm tone.

She really didn't want to remind him not to belittle herself anymore, so it seemed she had to give him confidence through her actions.

She lay down beside him.

For some unknown reason, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

It’s not like we haven’t slept in the same bed before, so what happened today?

Yan Luoman turned over and faced away from him.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally realized that there was something wrong with what he said.

What he meant was that she could kiss him if she wanted to, and even if she wanted to sleep with him, he would be willing to cooperate.

How can this not be exciting? Pah! Nervous?

Fu Sinian turned off the lights and lay down.

After a long time, he pulled her into his arms.

Yan Luoman was shocked and too nervous to speak.

"Will you stop having random thoughts if I hold you while you sleep?" he asked in a calm voice.

Could he still tell that she was daydreaming?

She became uneasy again in his arms. Help! This will make it harder to sleep, okay?

Fu Sinian loosened his arms, lowered his head and kissed her lips accurately in the darkness.

She was shocked.

Did he ignore everything she said?

Although I wanted to question him, I couldn't resist the urge to kiss him.

She gradually raised her head to make it easier for him to kiss her in a comfortable position, but once the position changed, her whole body was pressed against Fu Sinian.

Fu Sinian's body temperature was rising rapidly.

He released her lips and kissed her ear again, biting and licking it gently.

Yan Luoman felt completely powerless.

"Fu Sinian..." She called his name hesitantly.

His voice was hoarse, and he asked while kissing her ear: "Do you want to continue?"

The palm of his hand on her back burned her skin, and his breath fell behind her ears. She was a little irrational because of the heat.

At this moment, I was unwilling to say no.

His kiss fell again, along the neck to the collarbone...

He bit her gently through her nightgown.

She froze, then came to her senses and pushed him away.

Her head felt like it had exploded at this moment, and she had no idea what they had just done.

Fu Sinian did not continue, but just sat beside her.

In the darkness, she couldn't see his expression, but she was surrounded by endless shame. What had she just done?

After a long while, Fu Sinian asked, "Don't you want it anymore?"

She sat up silently and tried to escape.

Fu Sinian accurately grasped her wrist and pulled her back to the bed.

She didn't know what to say. She knew why Fu Sinian did this. Fu Sinian was just feeling uneasy.

But what about her? She shamelessly took advantage of his fear of being abandoned by her and made him do something that would make him feel sick for a long time.

The two were silent for a long time, and Yan Luoman apologized: "I'm sorry."

Fu Sinian paused, confused by her inexplicable apology, and then he remembered how she saw him.

The corners of his lips curled up slightly, "Don't leave, I'll be uneasy."

His voice was still hoarse with lingering emotions. He was irrational today. He wanted to possess her and she belonged only to him.

Yan Luoman sighed softly and lay down.

Fu Sinian also lay down beside her.

After a long time, Yan Luoman asked softly: "Do you know why I was able to pursue Jiang Fanghua in the first place?"

The smile on Fu Sinian's lips disappeared instantly.

He turned her around and hugged her waist, her back pressed against his chest.

A burst of scorching heat made Yan Luoman feel comfortable.

It seems that my period is coming and I am starting to feel cold.

She thought about it and laughed at herself for still being distracted at this time.

Fu Sinian no longer needs to make excuses for his behavior because she will find reasonable reasons for him.

For example, this strong and possessive embrace.

In Yan Luoman's opinion, he was afraid that she would dislike him and turn to find Jiang Fanghua.

Yan Luoman smiled: "What I mean is, when I was pursuing Jiang Fanghua, I never asked him to agree to anything or respond to anything. I didn't put any pressure on him. He felt very comfortable with this kind of relationship, so I was able to win him over."

He got closer.

"I like you, I'm not kidding. You scared me when you were crazy, but now I know why you were crazy. I accompany you, all of this is my own will. You don't have to feel that you have to give me something in return to feel at ease. Do you understand what I mean?"

Fu Sinian didn't say anything. He understood, of course he understood, but even if he understood, he couldn't stick to her or kiss her anymore.

She turned over to face him and raised her hands to touch his face.

No tears on the face.

She thought he was crying.

She hugged him in a friendly manner and patted his back, "It's okay to cry, don't hold it in."

Fu Sinian smiled and said, "Go to sleep!"

He quietly placed a kiss on the top of her head.

She was shocked all over, and then seeing that he didn't react, she thought she was wrong.

Just like that, she patted his back, as if she was coaxing him to sleep.