Chapter 85 She Doesn’t Want to Save Herself

"I want her to shut up." Yan Luoman said lightly.

Mother Yan was impatient. She had intended to let the father and daughter have a good chat, but now she interrupted: "Can't you just tell her to shut up? If Aunt Li and I hadn't had a good relationship, you would have been in jail by now!"

"I'd rather go in! My freedom of life has been restricted, so you can let me go!"

Yan Luoman had originally planned to stop losing her temper, but today her father came and she felt so much grievance that she wanted to vent.

"I let you go? What did I do to you? Did I let you work hard for a car and a house like Li Yuan and Wu Yijia? Or did I let you support me? Your Aunt Li is right! I deserve it! I raised an ungrateful person like you in a wealthy family!"

Yan Luoman raised the corners of her mouth lightly again, and instantly restrained her temper: "Yes, Aunt Li is right, your sister is right, and your mother is right. What your husband and I said is all wrong. Then we won't say anything. It's wrong not to say anything. Who forced us to be like this? Have you ever thought about it?"

Yan's mother was so angry that she was shaking. She smashed the ashtray in front of her and yelled at Yan's father: "I told you not to smoke! I told you not to smoke at home! Don't you understand?"

Father Yan was stunned. He didn't expect that the fire would instantly burn him, but he said nothing. He stood up, walked out and smoked in the corridor.

Yan Luoman smiled weakly, not wanting to say a word anymore. Let’s just let it go!

Seeing Yan Luoman acting like her father again, Yan's mother was furious: "I forced you?"

"You didn't. It's all our fault."

When Yan's mother saw Yan Luoman's unwilling look, her heart ached.

"Then get out if you have something to show for yourself! Don't ask me for a penny!"

"Okay, I'll return the house and car to you, and I'm leaving."

Yan Luoman stood up.

Mother Yan's chest heaved up and down; she was angry again.

Yan Luoman walked to the door.

Yan's father threw away his cigarette butt, saw the determination in her eyes, and held her back.

"Are you trying to piss off your mother again?"

"Dad, why doesn't anyone care if something's wrong with me?" she asked, tears falling.

"What can go wrong with a young person? Go tell your mother right away that you are wrong, then you can live a better life."

Yan's father pushed Yan Luoman into the house.

The panic in Yan's mother's eyes disappeared instantly, and she looked arrogant again.

Yan Luoman walked up to her and said, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Mother Yan watched TV and didn't say anything.

"You should go to work quickly too. Today is not the weekend." Yan's father urged Yan Luoman to go to work again.

"Your daughter resigned. Isn't that a good thing?" Yan's mother asked in a deliberately sarcastic tone.

Yan's father was stunned. "Do you know how tight the economy is this year? How can you just quit your job?"

"I am not in a good condition to continue working."

Yan Luoman explained calmly.

“You can’t resign!”

"I'm tired."

Yan Luoman didn't want to say anything more, so he went into the room and locked the door.

Yan’s father cooked lunch at noon.

He knocked on the door and asked Yan Luoman to come out for dinner, "I don't want to eat. I'm not hungry."

Yan Luoman's weak voice came.

"Don't worry about her! She knows to eat when she's hungry!" Yan's mother deliberately spoke loudly.

Father Yan sighed and said nothing more.

In the afternoon, Aunt Xu came.

"Old Yan is here too?" Aunt Xu then realized that the situation was indeed serious.

She sat next to Yan's mother and said, "I just heard about it when I went to the vegetable market today. I can't believe it. Did Manman really do such a terrible thing?"

"What? Everyone in the market knows about this? I am so ashamed!"

"What shame? I just talked about this with Yijia and his wife at noon. Yijia's wife said something and I was still terrified!"

"What? I told you not to play with me?" asked Yan's mother.

"How can that be possible? Yijia's wife said that Manman might be suffering from bipolar disorder. It's better to take her to see a doctor before it gets serious. By then, she won't even be in a mood to get angry, and you'll have something to cry about."

Mother Yan was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "She grew up in a pampered environment, what could she be dissatisfied with?"

"Children nowadays are too pampered, so they have these problems. I came here to tell you this, so you should pay attention to it."

Aunt Xu was about to leave after saying this.

Before leaving, she reminded Father Yan again: "Old Yan, stay a little longer this time. Your family's affairs still have to be taken care of by you, the pillar of the family, ah!"

Mr. Yan did not respond.

Aunt Xu sighed and left.

Not long after, Yan's mother knocked heavily on Yan Luoman's door, "Look for yourself! Look at what these aunts are like when they come to our house now? They are afraid that they will do something to you! You are a terrible monster!"

After hearing this, Mr. Yan stood up and went out to smoke a cigarette.

Yan Luoman heard it all, but didn't want to respond.

In fact, she could have survived today. The person who could save her was right in front of her, but she didn't want to be saved.

Just like when she first met Fu Sinian, she acted like she had made her mother regret it and went crazy.

She knew that human nature could not be easily changed unless a major event occurred.

Her marriage and divorce were not enough to change Yan's mother's mind, so she allowed herself to sink.

Forget it, let’s all enter the abyss!

She is a devil, she doesn't want anything to go wrong.

On the third day, Yan Luoman didn't even leave the house.

Except for going to the toilet on the first day, he locked himself in the room all the other time.

Mother Yan was anxious and knocked on the door: "Who are you doing this for?! If you want to die, go outside!"

Yan Luoman opened the door.

"Mom, isn't this the same trick you used on me before? You tried to make me compromise by showing me how desperate I was.

"I compromised quickly, didn't I? I gave you the marriage certificate, didn't I? It's been three days now, have you compromised? I'd rather die than you lose face, right?

"Do you...really love me?"

She smiled faintly the whole time, and her voice seemed to be without a trace of soul.

Mother Yan looked at her and saw that she was pale and thin, her hair was greasy and messy, and there was no life in her eyes. She just looked at her, and she didn't know what to do first.

Should I feed her a meal?

Or should I give her a glass of water first?

Or hug her.

But she didn't do any of that. Instead, she slapped Yan Luoman in the face.

I am angry, but also heartbroken.

"Your body and hair are given by your parents, and this is how you show filial piety?!"