Chapter 79 Don’t want to live anymore?

Zhan Xu's hand, which was wiping his hair, stopped at the side of his head.

Shi Wan quietly felt the changes in his heart. It did feel a little better, but it still hurt.

Zhan Xu frowned and looked at her: "Are you kidding me?"

"I really love you, I'm sure." Shi Wan climbed out of the bed and explained casually yet seriously.

Zhan Xu threw the towel to her: "Then try loving me alone."

Shi Wan suppressed the heartache, took the towel, and sat down on the sofa obediently, waiting for Zhan Xu to bring over his head.

Seeing this, Zhan Xu chuckled, walked up to her and sat on the carpet in front of her.

The moment Shi Wan's fingers touched his hair, he felt an even more excruciating pain in his heart.

She closed her eyes slightly to ease the pain. After a long time, she opened her eyes again and said, "Zhan Xu, I love you."

Zhan Xuwei closed his eyes and said with a smile: "What the book says is not wrong."

"Ok?"

"A woman will fall in love with whoever she gives her body to."

Shi Wan's face suddenly turned red, her heart still ached, and she thought of the second thing, that it would hurt if she wanted to get close but couldn't.

She suddenly hugged Zhan Xu's neck from behind.

Zhan Xu felt the softness behind him and opened his eyes. "Are you unsatisfied?"

Shi Wan was still feeling the changes in his heart. A warm current passed through his heart, and it felt sore and soft, which was very comfortable. However, it still hurt, even more.

She reluctantly let go of Zhan Xu and stared at the back of his head in a daze. Is it so painful to love someone?

She thought of the third option: pretend that she didn't love him. It would hurt.

Shi Wan lowered her head and kissed Zhan Xu on the top of his head.

Zhan Xu felt the softness of her lips and his whole body trembled.

Her soft voice fell: "Zhan Xu, I really love you."

"Shi Wan, say whatever domineering thing you like, you're trying to provoke me." Zhan Xu said lazily, but he did not hide the emotion in his nice voice.

Shi Wan smiled: "Can you remove the middle sentence and say it again?"

Zhan Xu was so angry that he laughed. He stood up with one hand and looked down at Shi Wan with an ambiguous look in his eyes: "You are provoking me."

Shi Wan looked up at Zhan Xu, her eyes wandering, her heartache not diminishing. Was the last one so fatal? She wanted to be with him forever, but it could only be short-lived.

Zhan Xu put away his toys, leaned over, lifted her chin, and looked directly into her watery eyes: "What are you thinking about?"

She smiled: "I don't know either."

Zhan Xu kissed her lips lightly. This was the first time he took the initiative.

Shi Wan responded consciously, climbed onto the back of his neck, and deepened the kiss.

It hurts, so much so that I can’t think, but I still want to kiss.

this is Love?

The ringing of a cell phone interrupted the next step of the two people.

Zhan Xu released her lips, his eyes were drawn, his thumb rubbed her swollen cheek, his voice hoarse: "Go take a shower."

Shi Wan's eyes were blurry, and he looked at Zhan Xu in confusion, nodding reflexively.

Zhan Xu seemed a little reluctant to leave. He kissed her on the lips again before getting up to answer her call.

Shi Wan hurried into the bathroom. The moment she closed the door, she slowly squatted down, holding her heart.

If it had happened in the past, she would not have been able to endure this kind of heart-piercing pain. No wonder she fainted from the pain the first time she felt it.

It’s just that she had been through so much over the years, and the physical pain she had experienced was much greater than it was then, not to mention that she had also experienced a heart-wrenching death.

That's why she was able to remain calm despite experiencing such heartache this time.

This pain is not normal, very abnormal.

Beside the bed, Zhan Xu glanced at the two words flashing on Shi Wan's phone screen, leaned over to pick up the phone, and pressed the answer button.

"It's so late, is there something wrong?" Zhan Xu asked first.

Pei Cheng didn't seem surprised and said slowly: "Don't you want to live anymore?"

Zhan Xu chuckled, stood up to get a cigarette, sat down on the sofa, took out a cigarette, lit it, took a deep breath and then slowly said: "It seems that you also have backlash."

This sentence is an affirmative sentence, and Zhan Xu has no doubts about it.

"My legs are broken because of you."

Zhan Xu took another puff and slowly exhaled a smoke ring, "What about your body? Who gave you the backlash?"

Pei Cheng did not answer, but reminded: "You should have more important things to do. Losing your life for love is not the choice you should have."

Zhan Xu leaned back on the sofa, staring at the ceiling with complicated emotions in his dark eyes. He took another deep puff of cigarette and did not speak for a long time.

Pei Cheng waited for a long time without receiving a reply from Zhan Xu, and then said, "You two can never be together in this life."

Zhan Xu raised the corner of his mouth, his dark eyes were now covered with a layer of mist, "This is all thanks to you."

It's as if there is a next life. How ridiculous.

Zhan Xu hung up the phone and maintained the same posture as before, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

After a long time, Shi Wan came out of the shower. This time she was also wrapped in a bath towel. The undried water droplets formed steam around her body. At this moment, she seemed to be surrounded by fairy air.

Zhan Xu looked up and frowned slightly, but it was only for a moment. Soon he narrowed his eyes and said teasingly, "Is it seduction?"

This was the first time that Shi Wan wore only a bath towel in front of Zhan Xu. The time at noon did not count, as that was an accident, but this time it was intentional.

She was a little embarrassed. Her cheeks were already red from taking a shower, and now it was even redder to her neck. She looked dazed and said stubbornly, "I don't know who is seducing me all day long!"

Zhan Xu raised his eyebrows: "Oh? Found it?"

Shi Wan blew out a breath of air through his nostrils and said angrily, "I'm going to sleep! I have to get up early to go back to the crew tomorrow, so you should also go to bed early and send me off tomorrow morning!"

After saying that, she deliberately shifted her gaze and stopped looking at his lazy body. Although she didn't want to describe a man like this, the way he lay half-lying was indeed quite charming...

Shi Wan turned his back to Zhan Xu, swallowed, and crawled into the quilt.

Zhan Xu smoked another cigarette before walking to the bed. He turned off the light and lay down.

There was some distance between the two of them, but they could feel each other's body temperature.

The night is surprisingly quiet.

The breathing of both of them has not yet calmed down.

After a long, long time, Shi Wan was about to fall asleep, she murmured: "Zhan Xu, are you a man?"

Zhan Xu pretended not to hear and did not respond.

She tentatively put her hands closer to his body.

But Zhan Xu caught it accurately, "Don't move."

His sexy voice was husky.

After these few teasings, Shi Wan already knew that this was the sound of his arousal. She paused and her whole body became hot again.

Zhan Xu held her hand and gently stroked the calluses on her palms, which were neither thick nor thin.

In the two years since he left her, she has changed a lot. She used to find carrying a shopping bag too heavy, but now she has calluses on her hands.

In addition to being sexy and beautiful, female characters in Hollywood also pursue the beauty of strength. Now with the rise of female thinking, everyone is pursuing a character like the heroine.

The fact that Shi Wan was chosen as the leading lady by a big director within just two years shows how hard she has worked in the past two years.

Zhan Xu just gently stroked her palm but did not take any further action.

The two of them maintained this posture for a long time.

Shi Wan suddenly turned over and stuck to him like an octopus.

Zhan Xu trembled all over because he clearly felt the touch of her skin.

Shi Wan blew hot air into his ear and said ambiguously, "You frustrate me."