Chapter 95 I am dead, not sick

Shi Wan buried her head very low. She seemed to understand why Zhan Xu had avenged her regardless of his future in the previous life. It was because he had no future either.

Shi Wan was distracted, took out his cell phone and called Pei Cheng.

Pei Cheng was slow to respond.

"Wanwan." His voice was still gentle.

Shi Wan was trembling slightly, staring at Zhan Xu's film absentmindedly, and asked in a dull voice: "How long can he live?"

Pei Cheng's heart choked, and he said slowly: "As long as we don't meet, he won't die."

So these small holes were created when seeing her?

"He knows?" Shi Wan's voice was unsteady.

"he knows."

"Why?! Why do you do this to me?! And why do you treat him like that?!" she screamed at the top of her lungs.

Pei Cheng remained silent, not wanting to tell Shi Wan the real reason.

Shi Wan seemed to have no strength to stay on the stool anymore, and he slid to the cold ground and collapsed.

After a long while, Shi Wan thought of a fatal question again. She asked with trembling lips: "What if I die? If I die, what will happen to him?"

Pei Cheng felt his heart suffocate again, "Wanwan..."

"It was also done on the day we first met, right? Zhan Xu stayed at home for two months to recuperate before coming out, right? He did it for me? When I fell asleep that night, I wasn't actually sleeping, but fainted from the pain and numbness? So Zhan Xu became like this because of me?"

Shi Wan's voice changed from certainty to unacceptability. She looked like a madman at the moment, her eyes full of disbelief, joy, and resentment.

It turned out that there was a reason why Zhan Xu had been sleepy since then. It was because of the pain that she needed relief, and because of the pain she was tired. She could hardly bear it after experiencing it a few times.

Where is Zhan Xu? Why doesn't he run away? Why does he stay with her every day? He has countless excuses to leave!

"Wanwan..." Pei Cheng called her name with heartache.

"What will happen to him if I die?!" Shi Wan shouted madly into the phone.

She was very scared. If she died, would Zhan Xu still be able to survive?

Pei Cheng did not answer.

Shi Wan became even more panicked, and suddenly cried and begged: "I will die... Pei Cheng... I only have less than two years... Please help me save Zhan Xu, please help me save him..."

He Lingwei was dumbfounded. There was too much information, it was overwhelming.

Pei Cheng?

Is it only two years now?

Something happened to Zhan Xu’s health when he was in his third year of high school?

"Wanwan, he won't die. He won't die as long as he doesn't see me."

But Shi Wan didn't believe it. Why did Zhan Xu want to avenge her regardless of his future? Why did he look like he didn't want to live anymore?

"Don't lie to me..."

Shi Wan's voice was trembling as she cried.

"Wanwan, I'm sorry."

Shi Wan laughed suddenly again, "Pei Cheng, I hate you so much, do you know how I died in my previous life?

Do you know what Zhan Xu did after I died?

Why are you doing this to us? We can be fine.

Do you know that in this life, Zhan Xu easily brought my brother and mother back to China? My brother would not have been tortured to death, and my mother would not have committed suicide.

Do you know that in my last life, I couldn't deal with Jiang Yifeng even with all my strength, but in this life, I easily defeated him?

Do you know how much Zhan Xu's escape affected me? But he ran away just because he was afraid that I would be hurt! ! "

Shi Wan felt amused yet speechless, and raised his hand to cover his heart.

So empty.

It's not pain, nor is it any other feeling.

Just empty.

I want to see someone, as if only seeing him can drive away the emptiness.

"I know." Pei Cheng said in an unstable voice.

But these three words angered Shi Wan: "You don't know!"

How could he know? It's just talk, who wouldn't know?

Shi Wan hung up the phone and stared at the ground in a daze, like a madman. His first thought at this moment was to see him.

She clenched her fists so tightly that her nails dug into her flesh.

"Shi Wan, you are so selfish!" Shi Wan cursed coldly.

He Lingwei stood beside the table, staring at Shi Wan blankly, not daring to go up and disturb her, especially because of what Shi Wan had just said.

What previous life? What about Fu Jun being tortured to death? What about Fu Wan committing suicide? What about Shi Wan dying miserably?

what?

The ringing of the cell phone broke the deathly silence in the office.

Zhan Xu called.

She was just thinking about him when he called.

Shi Wan stared at the phone screen in a daze.

At this time, another message came in.

Pei Cheng: "If you don't love, you won't feel pain, and it won't eat your heart."

Pei Cheng: "Wanwan, I'm sorry."

Pei Cheng typed again: Wanwan, I love you.

However, I hesitated for a long time after entering the message and ultimately did not choose to send it.

Shi Wan looked at Pei Cheng's message and found it funny. She and Zhan Xu hadn't been in touch for so many years, but he still loved her? How could he not love her? Was the heart so obedient?

Zhan Xu's name disappeared from the phone screen.

The next moment, another message came: "Where are you? Don't force me to check your location."

Shi Wan seemed to come back to her senses suddenly. She picked up her phone and replied, "I'm packing my luggage. I'm going to Lin City tomorrow. I'll tell you when I get back."

The next moment, Zhan Xu called again.

Shi Wan coughed lightly to clear his throat and answered the phone: "What?"

But his voice was still hoarse and his nasal tone was still very strong.

"what happened?"

"sleep."

Zhan Xu was so angry that he laughed: "Is this how you fall in love? You don't even come to see me during a day off?"

Shi Wan was also so angry that she laughed: "Aren't you the same? You haven't even called me for so many days, and you still have the nerve to talk about being in a relationship? Forget it!"

Zhan Xu chuckled, "Call me when you wake up and I'll pick you up."

"do not want!"

Shi Wan hung up the phone and was about to get up when she suddenly realized that He Lingwei was also there. Her legs instantly went weak and she sat back on the ground.

I just lost my mind. What did you say?

He Lingwei raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "Is it really like seeing a ghost?"

As he said that, he came over to help her.

"He Lingwei." Shi Wan inexplicably called her name.

"what happened?"

"He Lingwei, I..." Shi Wan didn't dare tell anyone about her rebirth. If it was just a rebirth, it would be fine, but what would happen if they knew that she only had two years?

Shi Wan didn’t dare to imagine, maybe he would treat her like a critically ill patient?

Life has lost its center and I only pursue a moment of warmth.

Then what is the meaning of her rebirth? If nothing changes, what is the point of her rebirth?

He Lingwei squeezed Shi Wan's numb and cold palm: "I know, I'll keep it a secret."

Shi Wan let out a long breath, relaxing her tense nerves. She raised the corners of her mouth and said, "Actually, I think it's not bad for Zhan Xu to marry you."

He Lingwei subconsciously slapped her on the back: "I find that your mouth deserves a slap."

After the fight, she seemed to realize Shi Wan’s fragility, and worry appeared in her eyes.

Look, look! That's it.

"I am dead, not sick. I am in good health! Don't act like Lin Daiyu." Shi Wan was helpless.