Chapter 247 Split loneliness into firewood, light loneliness into a torch

"Bibi Dong, stand up."

Suddenly, a voice came.

Bibi Dong raised her head suddenly and saw two figures standing quietly at the window sill of the hall. Qian Renxue was standing in front and the little follower was huddled behind her.

Bibi Dong looked at Qian Renxue and said, "Aren't you guys in seclusion on Liuyi Mountain? Are you here now to laugh at my joke?"

When did they arrive here? Why didn't I notice?

Is Qian Renxue too strong now, or is it because I have become weak because of my worries?

Qian Renxue repeated: "Stand up first."

"There are no outsiders here, so please get up." Qian Daoliu sighed and said, "No one knows that the Pope can secretly shed tears."

"..." Bibi Dong stood up slowly. She was not wearing the papal robe now, but the same attire she wore when she went out before, a very ordinary black and white robe. Even when she squatted down just now, because of the action of bending over and lowering her head, her hat automatically drooped down and covered her head.

Bibi Dong stood up again and looked in the direction of Qian Renxue.

But neither of them spoke for a long time, as if they were arguing with each other.

There was a long silence, and the whole scene was almost frozen. At this moment, it seemed as if time had stopped and only the sound of breathing remained.

Qian Renxue stood on the high windowsill, and the sunlight from outside the window just happened to shine in and hit her back.

Qian Renxue seemed to have just finished practicing the Angel Holy Sword, so the blade was standing quietly aside, and the whole picture was as if a sword was fixed in the sky.

"He's already dead. You killed him with your own hands, right?" Qian Renxue finally spoke up. "He didn't die at the hands of Tang Hao at all."

Bibi Dong's pupils shrank.

"Did you hear our conversation just now?"

"Well, we actually arrived a long time ago, but you just didn't notice." Qian Renxue's expression didn't seem to have changed much. "Grandpa didn't notice it either. Don't think that what he just said, 'because you left this world', was said deliberately to me."

This is because Shi Yueyi and Qian Renxue are in a state of soul fusion at this time.

Although Shi Yueyi's cultivation was only that of a Soul King, the fusion of their yin and yang under such circumstances made them in a state of "chaos", which was a huge improvement in level. With the help of the angel's divine thoughts and affinity, Qian Renxue successfully deceived the two.

"I was the one who killed Qianxunji, not long after I became pregnant with you." Bibi Dong admitted.

"Yeah." Qian Renxue responded softly, "He did do something excessive to you, but I didn't. Why did you want to strangle me to death?"

Bibi Dong seemed a little painful. Now she began to feel that Qian Renxue bore traces of her. Could she still say that this child was a mistake?

"When you proposed to send me to the Tiandou Empire to be an undercover agent, it was a decision made by you and grandfather together. Although it seems stupid looking back now, guess why I didn't cry or make a fuss, but accepted the decision calmly." Qian Renxue said quietly.

"Why?" Bibi Dong asked subconsciously.

"Because you will be the Pope by then, and I don't want to end up as a puppet or jester."

The so-called jesters refer to people who play clowns in the court. Their purpose of existence is to provide entertainment for the emperor.

"I was nine years old that year, but I was much more mature than other children of the same age, so I accepted the decision and went to the Tiandou Empire without stopping. And within the next two years, I directly replaced Xue Qinghe and poisoned the second and third princes to death."

"Because I don't want to fall into that situation again, I will also be worried and afraid. I must firmly grasp my life in my own hands."

“However, going to the Tiandou Empire to lurk is not entirely a useless decision. After all, I discovered the authority of the other half of the sacred power of my angel spirit here, and also found my own support here.” As she spoke, she reached out and touched the little face lying on her back with his head resting on her shoulder.

Their fusion is the mutual fusion of soul power, and it is not a fusion of two into one like the martial soul fusion technique.

"You are indeed lucky to meet her." Bibi Dong said frankly.

"My undercover trip to Tiandou has also changed because of her appearance. Now I have freed myself from that quagmire, returned to the Spirit Hall, and returned to the path I should take. You are right, I am lucky." Qian Renxue continued, "If I were to give a score, this undercover trip would barely get 60 points."

"So you feel like you haven't done enough? Because you didn't become the emperor?"

"No." Qian Renxue smiled. "Being able to live well is already a perfect score. My current score is one hundred and sixty."

Bibi Dong was stunned.

She thought the topic would be diverted, but it cleverly returned to the two of them.

“When I was most resentful, I once thought, who would be willing to die at such a young age? Maybe even when I was still in your belly, you thought about aborting me?” Qian Renxue smiled and then stopped laughing. “But in the end, I still came to this world. The flames forged my body, and grandpa’s embrace also blessed my birth.”

"When I was most resentful, I even thought that one day in the future, my baptism of godhood would be your epitaph. Because I was so lonely at that time, so lonely that I could only talk to the other self in the mirror when no one was around. So I secretly swore that I must chop loneliness into firewood, light loneliness as a torch, and sneer at watching the hypocritical mother body turn into ashes."

She is an actress who can hide deep in the Tiandou Palace. With her acting skills, she can cover up her cruel side and make the whole country believe that this is an amiable prince.

What's more, what about the current self-narration of life?

Bibi Dong covered her face with her hands.

No, it wasn't covering it, it was grabbing his own face, his nails digging into his flesh.

The tears that had not yet dried up once again slipped through her fingers.

"When you were still in my belly, I really never thought of...abandoning you...ah!"

Bibi Dong shouted out tremblingly.

Qian Renxue's eyes flickered: "Later, I met her by chance. Although her martial spirit represents the night, and I am a sun angel. But her stars in the night sky are warmer than the sun. She seemed to know my identity and expressed her feelings to me without hesitation, which made me feel like I was being praised again."

"Because my own dreams were destroyed in an instant." Shi Yueyi rested her little head on Qian Renxue's shoulder and said, "But after meeting the young lady, I had another dream. In the dream, I moved the stars in the sky horizontally and arranged them into her name, and she ignited a sea of ​​fire under the starry sky."

"That dream was so vivid that I can still remember every detail of it. I waited in the passion of the sea of ​​fire, waiting for her to sing a song to me and welcome my return."

Bibi Dong shed tears and said, "So, what you mean is that you don't need me anymore. You came here with a sword today to kill me?"

"You gave me life. Without you, there would be no me. But you almost took my life when I was little. We don't owe each other anything."

"There will definitely be a duel between you and me, but not now." Qian Renxue said, "You are the first soul master on this continent to successfully cultivate twin martial souls. Before you successfully prove your way to godhood, you are not allowed to die."

"You must fulfill your responsibilities and prove to the entire continent the successful method of twin martial spirit cultivation, and prove that this is right."

Qian Daoliu looked at Qian Renxue with approval, knowing what to prioritize and knowing that the ultimate goal of the Spirit Hall was to work hard for the advancement of the entire Douluo Continent spirit master community.

Also, not being overly interfered with by what you think in your heart is the attitude that a qualified superior should have.

"In comparison... our affairs can be discussed later."

When Qian Renxue said this, she seemed to have used up all her strength.