Chapter 200 Lieutenant Liang Yuming requests to return to the team!
The windows and doors were wide open, and the bloody smell from outside was pouring in. The smell of tobacco that had been lingering in the office for more than half a month was finally blown away.
Just now, Liang Yuming stood on the balcony and watched the entire suppression process almost numbly. Everything seemed to have nothing to do with him. He was like a bystander in the center of the storm.
It was not until the moment when the body of the internal security soldier was dragged out of the crowd that his eyes could not help but surge with emotion!
No matter from which angle I looked, the remains of each soldier seemed to be staring at me, with an expression that seemed to be asking...
"Captain, why would the people we are protecting wave their knives at us..."
"Captain, why don't you save us? Why don't you save us?"
"Captain, I'm still young, and my mother is waiting for me to come home..."
.....
As long as he closed his eyes, the young faces of those soldiers played repeatedly in his mind like slides. Even his nephew stood among them, looking at him silently.
"Uncle, my mother asked you to take good care of me before she died..."
A huge sense of self-blame tortured him like crazy, and his heart felt like it was being cut into pieces every moment...
One general's success is the result of the sacrifice of thousands of soldiers, which is true...
But whether you succeed or not, you have to bear this heavy burden.
Liang Yuming looks back on his military career
An ordinary soldier joined the army, participated in foreign wars, survived a life-and-death battle, won meritorious service and was awarded. He refused to retire and chose to be promoted, starting as a squadron leader and gradually became a colonel and detachment leader.
He never made any mistakes and almost always completed the tasks assigned by his superiors perfectly. He is an excellent internal security leader...
But why did it become like this...
Liang Yuming couldn't understand why he was so soft-hearted when he should have been ruthless. He was definitely not a soft-hearted person after all he had fought on the battlefield.
That led to such a huge mistake!
If the army from the Yeda gathering place had not intervened in time, would the Wanfu gathering place have been destroyed by his own hands?
By this time, Liang Yuming had already understood that the culprit who had turned Wanfu into this state was not the thugs, but himself.
You are their biggest protector!
It was I who condoned their destruction and prevented the internal security from suppressing them...
Everything is my own..
It's all my own fault..
If it weren't for me, the inner guards wouldn't have sacrificed so many people, and my nephew wouldn't have died in battle...
So it's all myself..
I was wrong..
I was really wrong..
Liang Yuming opened his bloodshot eyes wide, tears silently flowing down his face.
Kata~
The lock opened, and he took out a shiny pistol from the drawer with trembling hands.
ZB-78 pistol
Liang Yuming took it in his hand and examined it carefully, his eyes full of nostalgia, as if he was looking in a mirror, or looking at an old comrade-in-arms.
Over the years, with the comprehensive development of Zhou Bang's military technology, the performance of this antique has long been unable to keep up with the development of the times, but Liang Yuming has always cherished it and almost never puts the gun down.
Because it is more than just a pistol, it also carries Liang Yuming's golden and brilliant faith.
This was the gun he was issued when he officially became a cadre. The person who awarded him the gun was the squadron leader at the time.
As I recall, the squadron leader’s voice was very loud!
"Liang Yuming!"
"To!"
"Louder! Haven't you eaten yet? Liang Yuming!"
“Here! Here! Here!”
"Are you willing to become a glorious internal security officer and live the rest of your life without any selfish motives?"
"Dedicate your life and loyalty to the country and the people! Fight for the cause of the Zhou state and the nation for the rest of your life!"
"I do! I do!"
The young Liang Yuming responded with a passionate roar, and his voice echoed throughout the entire training ground!
The golden sunlight cast a golden glow on his naturally dark skin.
The contract is done!
The young Republic's Internal Guard recognized him!
Now, the oath made many years ago turned into a bullet, hitting him right between the eyebrows
bang~
The old ZB-78 pistol made a mournful sound from the muzzle....
"I, from the old era, can no longer board the ship of the new era. Only by getting off the ship can you go further..."
The wound between the inner guards and the survivors of the gathering place can only be healed by his death...
In the moment when life fades away, time passes so slowly that it almost stops.
Without warning, a golden light came in from the window, which only he could see.
He was the squadron leader who had died many years ago. His voice was still rough and bold, but surprisingly calm. There was no questioning or blaming. It was more like a conversation between old friends.
"Comrade, I find that your will is somewhat shaken!"
"We have always been here, watching the Republic and you from underground..."
"I'm sorry..I'm really..really tired..."
Facing the voice in the light, Liang Yuming, with his head full of white hair, was like a child who had done something wrong, his voice full of fatigue and helplessness.
"Captain...am I...a deserter?"
"of course not!"
The captain's voice was firm and decisive.
"You are a loyal soldier defending the Republic!"
As soon as the words fell, Liang Yuming, who had been strong all his life, burst into tears like a dam bursting...
His life
It was not negated because of this mistake!
"Lieutenant Liang Yuming, requesting to return to the team!"
Amid the sound of the wind, the aged Liang Yuming coincided with the one who was bathed in golden light that year!
"Approved to return to the team!"
..........
bang~
The half-open door was knocked open by the panicked guard.
"Chief! Chief..."
The two guards who broke into the room stopped shouting halfway.
Liang Yuming lay quietly on the bloodstained office chair, his expression peaceful, without any of the ferocious look of someone committing suicide.
If it weren't for the bullet hole between his eyebrows, he would really look like he was asleep.
"Shh!"
"Keep your voice down, the commander is asleep!"
With tears in his eyes, the guard whispered to his comrade beside him, and then the two of them carefully left the room and gently closed the door.
This may be the only good sleep the captain has had since the end of the world...
It was not until half an hour later that the guard at the door reported Liang Yuming's suicide to Zhao Lei.
This is their selfish desire. This half hour is the greatest peace they can get for Liang Yuming...
"suicide?"
After receiving the news, Zhao Lei's eyes went dark, and the overwhelming pressure made him breathless...
The leader committed suicide. What should we do next?
Luo Cheng could hardly stand on the side, and he stretched out his hand to support himself on the armored vehicle beside him, barely able to steady himself.
"Suicide? Leader... Leader committed suicide?" Luo Cheng kept muttering, unable to accept this blow.
From now on, the sky of Wanfu Gathering Place and Night Market Inner Guard has collapsed! There is no one above them anymore, to protect them from the wind and rain!
For a moment, the two of them stood there at a loss.
Or when Lu Chong took the initiative to remind
"Let's go check out Captain Liang's body first."
Lu Chong's tone was also somewhat sad. Although he had secretly cursed the other party in the process of dealing with the riot, calling him a useless old man who had been a soldier for so many years in vain, only to be ridden on and shitted and pissed on by a bunch of unarmed ordinary people!
But think about it the other way around, everyone can look up when in power, but how many people can bow their heads?
He really treats ordinary people as his own children and is unwilling to kill any of them. Even if they are thugs, he only sees them as bad kids who have gone astray and wants to save them!
That's why he was reluctant to swing the knife!
What if it was someone else?
In the apocalypse, would someone who possesses absolute power still be so restrained as to listen to the voices of ordinary people?
I'm afraid he would have killed them all a long time ago?
It is said that power changes people, but Liang Yuming has not. He has never forgotten his original intention for decades.
until death
It’s still Lieutenant Liang who swore loudly at the training ground that day!
He truly devoted his life and loyalty to the country and the people!
