Chapter 2059 As long as I can tell you

Can't go wrong.

Another goal of mine is this Naruto world!

Moreover, it is still desperate, at all costs, or in other words, desperate...

Hearing the answer from the young man and the other self with the same meaning, such a thought flashed through Qianye's heart.

Even without touching that part of the cruel memory, from the memory of another self, Chiba can deduce that the Naruto world is not the only world, there are at least two worlds.

As for how many worlds exist, Chiba doesn't know, and even the other self certainly doesn't know.

However, what is certain is that the other self must have experienced more than three worlds. One is the reality he always believed in in his previous life, that is, a world dominated by technology and without any magical power.

One is the Naruto world here.

There is also a third world, which is the experience in the cruel memory. In this regard, Qianye dare not touch it, but it is certain that since the other self can draw a set of theories about the world about the will of the world and the god of the world , then, it must have been through a lot to figure it out.

Even, it is very possible to have close contact with the gods of these worlds or the will of the world.

And this theory has never existed in the previous life. When I came to this Hokage world and differentiated the memory consciousness, I already had such a theory, so that is to say, in that cruel memory and experience, another person who discovered this theory.

As for why gods are used to represent the world, rather than the will of the world directly reflected, Qianye is not clear, and the other self seems to have not figured it out yet.

However, this has already shown that in the cruel memory, the other self must have experienced a world.

After all, after the fusion, Qianye already has the memory of the previous life. Although he doesn't want to touch it, the cruelty is far from that of that cruel memory.

To be honest, Qianye is a little bit thinking now, why did she feel so self-pity back then, making the whole world owe her the same.

This is simply unnecessary and too sensitive and fragile.

Isn't it just that he couldn't make friends, became more and more withdrawn, wasn't it just that he was slandered by people, which led to a series of tragedies?

What is it!

Is it worth drowning in ignorance, self-abandonment, self-pity and self-pity?

Isn't it just that you don't have contact with people?

Isn't it a good thing to be a dead fat house at home?

Fat Zhai will eventually find other Fat Zhai friends. As long as there are like-minded people, as long as there are people who are also victimized by other people's malice and verbal violence, they will eventually meet in the big world of the Internet.

Why bother?

Why make the only family member so worried about himself, and make the already haggard mother even more haggard.

In the end, isn't it just a job?

In the Internet age, there are many ways to make money, and it's not that I don't have some cleverness. Money, if you want to earn, there will always be.

As long as you have income, as long as you can help your mother share the family budget, isn't it all right?

Why do you have to do a job that requires communication that you are not good at?

What you are not good at, what you don’t want to face, just change your way of life.

People who are originally on the fringes of society, people who are marginalized by student society and adult society, people who are regarded as losers in the eyes of others, people who are isolated from the world by the malice of others, why bother to cater to the malice of others, this What about social rules?

Be quiet and live with your mother in an ordinary way, isn't it good?

At this moment, Qianye, who has experienced countless lives and deaths, looks back at these past events, and feels like looking at the dark history of the past.

Things that he paid special attention to, feared and cared about before, but at this moment, in his opinion, they are so indifferent.

Isolation, loneliness, discrimination, indifference, and verbal violence from others, what's the point?

Those who will stay by your side will stay by your side after all.

Because these people will not be disturbed by the outside world, they will understand you, tolerate you, and care about you. What kind of person, whether they get along well, how well they get along, and how their character is.

People who won't stay by your side will eventually leave you for various reasons.

Perhaps, there will be regrets, malice, and slander.

But so what?

What's the use of staying with such a guy who only leaves harm?

Rather, it is my luck that these people exposed their ugly true colors prematurely!

Why are you so obsessed with these things, you can't even live your own life in the end, even after separating this part of the memory, there will still be deep emotional memory residues left, even if the memory of the previous life is actually blank, there will be Because of a certain emotion, some residual memories of when I was alone were aroused.

For example, no girl is willing to talk to herself, why is she always seriously injured by rumors...

In fact, these have been separated, but the hurtful emotions generated by these memories are so deep that even without these memories, the brain will reproduce these memory fragments under the same emotions.

Of course, this also confuses Qianye, so that he has never doubted his memory, nor has he discovered that his memory has actually been emptied.

I don't know, how is mother now?

But thinking of this, searching for the complete memory of the previous life, and at the end of this series of analysis, the picture in Chiba's mind finally stayed on the thin and silent woman with graying temples but stubborn.

That, thin, stooped, but in his own eyes, he always tidy up his room neatly and cleanly.

In other words, after the death of his father, the figure of his mother who raised him single-handedly.

Um?

Wait a moment!

Is it because of mother?

Another purpose of mine is because, mother?

And at this moment, Qianye suddenly felt a sense of loss in his heart, and suddenly thought of something.

"The other me, do you want to return to the original world?"

At the same time, this question blurted out from Qianye's mouth.

The current him recalled his previous life again, and he could feel that if he or another self had any nostalgia for the previous life, and if there was anything to worry about, then there was only one, and that was, mother!

Yes.

He was brought up with one hand, and countless painstaking efforts were devoted to it. Although working as an adult is still worrying, the sudden death of the only son will be a great blow to his mother.

Chiba at this time is almost unimaginable.

I want to meet my mother.

At this moment, such a thought suddenly emerged, extremely strong.

"Back to the original world?"

Hearing Qianye's words, the young man was slightly taken aback, as if he didn't expect Qianye to ask such a question.

no... no?

But looking at the appearance of the young man, Qianye's face was suddenly stunned, obviously he did not expect the young man to react like this.

"You don't want to go back to the original world that much."

Then, the youth's words sounded again.

Between the words, he seemed to realize what Chiba was thinking.

"That……"

And hearing this, Qianye opened his mouth subconsciously, he wanted to ask if this plan had something to do with his mother.