Chapter 2145 Mature

Well... Are you alive?

Alone, live well?

Under the icy white light, she stared at the icy corpse beside her for a long, long time. After a long, long time, Qianye slowly raised her hand, and gently placed the icy hand that was holding her tightly. It landed on the girl with a satisfied smile.

There was no expression on his face.

However, such a thought flashed through his mind.

In the heart that was mixed with grief, frustration, slumped and without any vitality, such a thought flashed through, a thought that seemed to be questioning the girl who could no longer answer, and also seemed to be questioning herself.

Then, he opened his hand lightly, letting go of the hand he didn't want to let go.

Should I thank my past me?

at this time!

Then, after letting go, he stared fixedly at the girl whose skin was almost transparent, and a bitter smile slowly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

A bitter smile that seemed uglier than crying.

If, if I hadn't repeatedly experienced that cruel memory, repeatedly experienced so many deaths, so much grief, and even the kind of grief that almost made me lose my feelings and feelings, I can still maintain the most basic sanity?

Afterwards, under the ugly smile, such thoughts flashed across Qianye's heart.

That's right, the reason why Qianye can still maintain her current sanity, and she hasn't done anything extreme, or even acted emotionally, is entirely because of that cruel memory.

Because of that cruel memory, he grew up.

If it were him who hadn't experienced that cruel memory, at this moment, I'm afraid he was completely hysterical, completely defeated by grief and anger, and it was normal to do any irrational things.

Even, the best, may be to chase out now, to chase and kill Uchiha Nobuhiko desperately, and then, before breaking Uchiha Nobuhiko's head, any terrible things, any bottomless things, will go Do, as long as it can kill Nobuhiko Uchiha.

It is estimated that after Uchiha Nobuhiko's head is unscrewed, he will not be able to bear the sense of emptiness after the revenge, and then he will kill himself.

But now, after experiencing that cruel memory, repeatedly seeing and feeling so much loss, so much grief, and the hysteria that caused the loss of feelings and feelings in his heart, Chiba knew that , I am also very clear that if I lose my mind at this time, the final outcome may be even more miserable and meaningless than my past self.

If he loses his mind now, he is escaping, betraying, betraying Kushina, Hirohiko, and Minato, and even insulting Xue Nai's self-sacrifice!

Therefore, he cannot lose his mind, nor can he be hysterical and desperate.

On the contrary, if he wants to make Xue Nai's sacrifice, Kushina's concern, Hirohiko's heart, and Minato's gift meaningful, he must live.

Live well.

Because, his current life is the continuation of the life that carried them.

It was they who gave up the chance of being resurrected and left him with the hope of survival.

They don't want him to die.

They don't want a world without a traveler named "Taki Chiba"!

This is their "love" for themselves that transcends life.

To be honest, Qianye really wants to be hysterical and desperate, and even wants to use the power of the light ball immediately to cause serious damage to this world although it cannot be destroyed.

However, he can't.

Reason told him, no.

Perhaps, when anticipating the inevitable death of Kushina and Namikaze Minato, and deciding to use the natural technique of reincarnation to revive everyone, sacrifice one of himself, and save everyone, he had already planned in his heart that all plans would fail.

Even if the natural reincarnation technique failed, the plan failed.

All irreversible plans.

At this moment, with the most basic rationality, he even had a feeling that "Sure enough, it has developed into this situation", which was already expected.

It was also this kind of feeling that neutralized the negative emotions boiling in his heart, and made him still have the most basic rationality.

Also, the ability to think.

And precisely because he has the ability to think, he knows that even if he destroys the world now, it will not help.

Also just futile.

It was nothing more than venting anger for a while, followed by endless emptiness.

Even if the world is destroyed, there is only one person left alone.

What I want, I still can't get back!

Could it be that all of this was within my expectations in the past?

So, did I have to go through that cruel memory?

He knows that I, who have feelings, will eventually destroy myself because of feelings, so he let me experience that cruel memory again and again, use that cruel memory to train me, and let me adapt to the pain of losing the most important person .

And, seeing the emptiness after revenge?

Yeah……

is that so?

In the past, although I had no feelings and feelings, I also saw through the two sides of feelings.

Emotions do make people stronger.

However, in the same way, there are advantages and disadvantages. While feelings can make a person strong, they can also destroy a person.

And yes, completely destroying a person.

Then, in the next second, all kinds of emotions flashed through his heart, like a millstone wringing the most basic rational negative emotions, deep in Qianye's heart, such a thought, slowly emerge.

Following this thought, he suddenly discovered that his past self seemed to have arranged a path for himself.

The straightest path leading to the past self in a state of absolute sanity without emotion or feeling.

But now, in this kind of grief, extreme grief, frustration, and extreme frustration, I still maintain a mentality of reason and thinking ability, which is a gift given to me by my past self.

This is what I wanted in the past, not only to have the emotion that can make me stronger, but also to have the real strength of reason and sobriety that even this strong emotion cannot shake?

With the emergence of this thought, Qianye's thoughts also slowly began to drift away.

So, what should I do now?

What can be done?

Now, is it really the end?

Then, as his thoughts drifted away, Qianye seemed to have grasped something faintly, something to get everything he wanted.

This time, it is not simply that there is still hope, nor is it simply not to let yourself down and force yourself to pursue it, or to avoid failure and think about something naive, such as reincarnation from dirty soil, and using reincarnation again Thoughts like innate.

Rather, it is a practical way to get everything you want once and for all!

"Um?"

Then, at this moment, just when Chiba felt something, his gaze, as if he had discovered something, fell on Xue Nai's other hand.

This is?