Bruised soul
I am standing in the bathroom of lucifers and he is sliding down my dress, which is almost torn by that Rapist James, Lucifer brought me home straight after that and I didn't speak even a word, he carried me here to his bathroom
I am numb, I can't understand my surroundings. Where am I, and, what I am doing, I am my mind is completely blank
He pulled away from my dress so carefully so that it couldn't hurt my wounds when I am completely naked in front of him, he started pulling away from that glass pieces Peirce into my arms and side of my head
I just felt someone pulling away from something from my skin but I didn't feel pain, not only pain, I felt nothing
Seems like I am shallow front inside emotions less
He also started undressing soon he is also bare like me, he turned on the shower and started applying body wash gel into my body except for my arms and corner of my time because they are bleeding because of that glass pieces
As soon as water runs into my body, I closed my eyes and feel like blood is washing away
Lucifer takes his took the shampoo and applied it on my hair, washing away blood dried in my hair
He is massaging my hair soothing and gently making my body feel Relaxing
as I closed my eyes
Then, He took shower gel and applied it over my body as his fingertips touch
My skin, felt like pain is vanishing and a new spark is born
Then he turned me towards shower and water cleaned my blood dried body
He joins me in the shower and started rubbing his hands to clean shower gel over my body
He looked at my eyes "I am so sorry, this is my mistake I should have not taken you there in the first place," he spoke while guilt flashed in his eyes
I shook my head "don't be sorry, it was not your mistake" I whispered lostly
He pulled me into his arms hugging me; I felt warmth and security in his embrace
I don't know why but I always feel so secure around him like he will always be with me, takes care of me even I capable to do it but then also
After that, he wrapped a towel around my body; I am still lost and he senses it he kissed my forehead.
"I am so sorry my precious, I can't be able to save you from that bastard" he spoke, but I said nothing because my mind is not in the condition to understand or respond to anything
He senses it and carried me in bridal style and laid me there over his soft King size bed; he disappeared into his closet and comes out carrying a pair of blue sweatpants and a light yellow sweatshirt
He removed the towel around my body and makes me wear them those clothes smells so fresh it's obvious that they are fresh new and comfortable
I am still laying there lifeless
He brings oilment and warm water and cotton cloth, he put oilment into my bruises and applied that cotton cloth dipping it into warm water over my head
I closed my eyes feeling relaxed and I notice he was also wearing his sweatpants and light yellow shirt
He laid beside me, switching off the lights and soon sleep took over me.
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I woke up with the feeling of nausea
I rushed towards the bathroom and empty my stomach with all contents it have, into the toilet seat and rested my tired head over the cold wall of the bathroom, I closed my eyes breathing heavily
I felt someone soothing my back and offers me a glass of water, I gladly took it and gulped it whole
I noticed Lucifer is beside me, having a worried look over his face
I stared into his eyes, feeling so lucky to have him in my life
I hugged him, sobbing
And he hugged me back
"Come, let's have breakfast, " he said to me, wiping away my tears, and I looked down
We go towards his dining room and soon, Janice comes and passed me a warm smile and placed my and lucifer's breakfast tray
My breakfast has green vegetable salad, with a cheese sandwich and milkshake
And his have cheese sandwich with fruit salad and his usual tasteless black coffee
We have our breakfast in silence
After I eat, I stand up to go but he grabbed my hand and I stopped
I looked at him, Confused
He is looking incredibly sad and hurt
"It's all my mistake, I should have not taken you there," he said to me his voice sounds like guilty
I shook my head "It's not your mistake Lucifer, I told you earlier too, don't blame yourself, don't think about it now, I am with you, we are together this is more important" I said to him smiling little
He nodded to me and he wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly as I will disappear; we stayed there in each other's arms
Suddenly, I remember something to talk to about him
"Hey, I want to talk about something to you," I said to him
"Sure" he nodded
"I am going somewhere to spend some time alone, " I informed him and he frowned looking at me
"I am not going to take any damm security guard with me, did you understand" I make it clear to him sincerely
He shook his head "like the hell you will" he said coldly
"Listen, I am not some Damshell-in-distress who need protection around herself like weak women, have you not seen how I faced that James, how I beat him, " I said proudly
He realized something, and his expression changed into understanding
"But....." Before he can complete, I show my hand in front of him to stop him to say any further
"I am more than capable to take of myself," I said to him
He sighed "fine," he said making me smile, I happily kissed his cheeks, making him chuckle, "I know you are my brave woman," he said lovingly while tucking a strand of my curly hair behind my ear
"I love you Mr . Kingston," I said to him
"I love you more, Miss Fleming," he said chuckling, but my face fell
I am Damaris Lavender, not Daniella Fleming, I can't keep him in dark anymore
He pulled me towards him "so, what's next " he asked me
"What," I asked blushed feeling his intense gaze over me
"You was virgin before I make love to you," he asked making my eyes wider
I nodded to him, " how did you know " I asked him
"I can sense it when we are together in that night we came from Washington DC, in my bedroom and then while making love to you can feel it, by your reactions, he said while nuzzling his head over on my neck
I smiled and touched his cheeks with my both palm
"So, how did you feel after that," I asked him, wanting to know his thoughts about me
"Me, I felt so proud that I am your first lover and, I will be your last only, I want it to give you the whole world as much I can, now I realize love is a very beautiful feeling, I never felt like this before "he whispered into my ear
Suddenly, his phone goes off, "yes, I am coming, make papers of everything ready" he said in an intimidating tone, even I can see anger and revenge in his eyes
It didn't take me a second to realize
"Please, I don't want you to do something to that James which can trouble you later, don't kill him," I said worriedly to him
He shook his head "killing him will be so easy punishment for him, I planned something which can kill him alive "he said his tone is hard
"What is it," I asked him
He looked at me and shook his head " nothing" he said and took my hand while I looked at that ring he give to me yesterday, it's so beautiful
I looked down shyly when I realized it's our engagement ring; I am his fiancee now
"My fiance, my precious," he said while kissing me softly over my lips and taking hold of my hand
"I have a surprise for you " he whispered in my ear sending a delicious sensation in my spine
We come outside from the mansion and I gasped when I saw Brand now BMW-7
Lucifer hugged from behind and kisses my cheeks
"For you, I don't want you to travel in public transport, you are having your car now," he said while handing me car keys
"But, this is too much" I whispered to him
Honestly, I can't accept such an expensive ace from him, I will buy by myself once I will get a new job
"Please, don't deny," he said with a puppy face
I looked down "you will spoil me, you know," I mumbled and he smiled and lightly missed my lips
"I want to as much I want too" he whispered while nuzzling his nose with mine
I come towards my room where I am staying
My phone goes off and I received it
"Yes, Dylin," I said
I looked at myself in the mirror while listening to Dylin's next words "time to face reality now".
