I lost him

"l......Lucifer, I can explain " I struggled to say, but he turned around, his eyes have anger and disappointment, I saw the need for vengeance in them, his face have cold emotionless expression, I don't see why but the first time I am feeling so, startled from him

"Your Father is the murderer of my parents. He is the behind their accident, because of him my brother Noah and I have to crave for parents' love since childhood," he spoke to me coldly but his grey eyes show rage and disappointment.

I stared down, a whimper escaped from my mouth

"Sir, this document has her name too, as a fraud in documents and stealing your MacBook, you want us to make a case against her also," the lawyer asked him

Lucifer comes towards me, staring, into my eyes intensely " I can't hurt you, even I want to then also, I can't "He stated, I glanced up in his eyes when my eyes find him; I observed his eyes softened a bit for a second, then again turned into enmity.

"Not her, but her brother will go to imprison, " Lucifer announced looking at them

"I know you want to punish us, for our father's sins so, I am ready to go jail but no one will ever touch my little sister, I am ready to accept all charges against me, " Elvin said in a deep tone

I spun around and watched at him In a panic,

"No" I murmured, approaching Elvin

"You will not do such a foolish thing, I am the one who deceive him, I took his MacBook, I Defrauded him, so I will serve for my own sins not you," I answered dryly

Elvin grabbed my shoulders "go, from here, Sis untill your elder brother is alive no one can indeed hurt a hair from your body, " he said to me while cupping my face

I shook my head "no, it was not your mistake then why did you will suffer for my wrongdoings " I said tiredly as my throat felt so drained and my head appears like someone placed a stone on it, I felt I am about to have a migraine attack

"Damaris, I said go means go, I'm your elder brother is ordering you go now, " Elvin said strictly to me and handed me his car keys

"Return. That car which Lucifer gifted to you and these are my car keys, don't travel in public transport, go home straight " Elvin said while cupping my cheeks.

I shook my head and turned towards Lucifer, silently begging him to leave my brother Lucifer looked away from me "Officer, do your work" he said to the police, and they arrested Elvin and takes him out. I rushed behind them impatiently.

"No, stay there " I shouted and runs behind them but the elevator door already closed

I rush back towards Lucifer's office

"Everybody out, I prefer to talk to her in alone" he ordered lawyers and officials and glanced at me with anger

When everyone goes away, I looked at Lucifer

"I am sorry, what my dad gave to you is indeed very cruel, please forgive us " I stated while I married my hands in front of him begging for his forgiveness

"Did your fucking sorry can return back, my dad and mom, can it bring back that love for which I and my younger brother Noah craved for, I will not take my complain back against your dad" he roared at me while narrowing his eyes

I shook my head " I am still not going to tell you to take it back, do whatever you need to do with him, he earned it, I just need your forgiveness, please, I am so repentant of what my dad did to your parents " my voice cracked at the end

"You Should be " he responded while his hands clenched into fists

I stared down, feeling embarrassed

"I never wanted to steal that MacBook and Deceiving you to sign that documents but they are scaring me, that they will harm / ......Before I can complete

"Stop it, just stop it, " he growled furiously at me, studying in disappointment

"How many lies you are going to feed me now, after all, you have his blood, and blood always shows its color," he said while clenching his teeth

His words felt like a knife in my heart, I felt so pathetic and low

"Please ...." I pleaded to him

"Get out," he said dangerously

"Please, at least listen.." I struggled to express myself, but he drew his laptop and tossed it over floor, making me flinch in horror

"I can't hurt you, get out before I will Losse myself here and hurt you," he said with clenched teeth

I remained standing there "Hurt me, I also want it to see how much, in anger and revenge how much you can hurt me, " I said even tears are now freely falling from my eyes

He closed his eyes and grabbed my arms hard. "We are over now Damaris, you and I can never be together, never show me your face again," he said in violence and drop my arms

I looked at him wide-eyed

We are over; he doesn't love me now, no he must be said this in anger, he can't

"L...listen l....lucifer, you are in anger, we will talk again when you will calm down " I stuttered at him my voice is weak

My head is spinning, my throat is blazing with strange pain and my heart is bleeding now, seems like my limbs don't belong to me, pain is burning my body like fire

"There is nothing to talk Damaris, I loved you, I trust you, I try to give you my entire world which I have, but you didn't even trust me enough to share your problems with me, seems like you are never mine Damaris and now when I got to know that you are a daughter of that man who is responsible for my parent's murder, we are over," he said with a fixed cold, emotionless face and goes away leaving me there in unbearable pain

I fall down over my knees and put my hands over my face

Why god, why this always happens with me, am I this much hated by you that you didn't even write happiness in my life, why god, why you hate me so much since my birth no one, stays with me forever, why everyone has to leave me

I stands up and keep the keys of that car which lucifer gifted me on his table, and runs downstairs, I saw Elvin's car, I unlock it and sat on it

I started driving, my mind is in mess now, I can't think straight, I felt nauseous, I stopped the car and puke on the side road, I coughed and puke again, I emptied all the contents in my stomach, I closed my eyes and went towards the car and remain sat there for some time, I noticed water bottle in the car, I took it and drank it, trying to make my nerves calm and composed myself, my throat burns with immense pain

I sip more water and try to take deep breaths, what is happening to me these days, my mind is whirling around, as I can't think straight now, my mind is a complete mess

I quickly started driving in any direction mostly, I don't know where I will end up

I saw the blue sign, party club, I stopped my car and comes out from my car and entered the club

Music is blasting my ears but I don't care, I felt sweaty alcoholic bodies crushing each other, some are even making out some are dancing around, I pushed them away and made my way towards the counter

I saw bartender making drinks

When he saw me, he smiled politely

"Give me something very strong," I said to him absently watching sparkling lights near the wall

"Anything special," he asked me

I smiled at my fate " yes, today, my life destroyed, I have nothing in life now, I lost everything today, " I said to him smiling sadly

He looked at me with an unknown emotion then nodded and started preparing my drink

Soon, he handed me my drink "I gulped the whole glass in one " I closed my eyes when I felt my throat burn with sharp liquid

I slammed my fist over the counter "I want more and this time stronger " I said to the bartender and his eyes widened listening to my words

"Mam, are you sure," he asked me

"Just give me my drink, " I shouted angrily as I felt the drug in alcohol affecting my brain cells with every nerve of my body

He handed me another drink which is the stronger one now; I grabbed the glass and gulped it again in one

This time; I felt something affecting my body like, my head is started spinning, I felt so light, like I can't feel my weight

I felt someone putting an arm around my waist

"Wanna have fun for tonight babe" an unfamiliar voice Interrupted me

"Leave me, I have Fiancé, I am engaged" I snapped at that man, but my voice comes so low and weak because I didn't feel like I am in my senses

"Come on, no one will get know" that creepy man, took hold of my waist started dragging me towards the upper floor of the club where I can see so many doors, but I kicked him in his legs Making him cry out in immense pain

"Bitch," he snarled and charged towards me, now I panicked in real

I sat down on the floor in fear and pulled my knees up to my chest feeling so broken

Before that man could touch me, someone landed a punch over his face making his face bleed.