Past

Daksh POV

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I am in a bad mood right now. It's all my mom's fault. A few hours ago my mom called me and said that she wanted me to settle down.

Why doesn't she understand? I don't want to get married. I want to enjoy my bachelor life. I'm a playboy. I don't do dating and marriage stuff. I can't be committed to a single girl throughout my life.

I saw many people falling in love and falling out of it very fast. I have seen few of my friends who have had love failures.

Even so, my parent's loves are living examples of what love is. My parents shared with me that the most important success in a relationship is tolerance. No matter, how many differences may stand up between them during the day. They never go to sleep angry.

Oh god! I'm so confused right now.

L O V E !

That word feels very weird in my mouth. I know love is a beautiful feeling, but It’s not My Cup of Tea Right Now.

I value the freedom this new status has given me. It is not expressed out of bitterness but true honesty. I am much happier now.

I leaned back in my seat and closed my eyes in frustration. Suddenly, Divya's face flashed into my mind.

A small smile automatically played on my lips. Her smell, her touch, her smile, her lips, her eyes, her....

Wait! Wait! Why I'm thinking about her?

Oh god! What the hell is happening to me?

The thought of Divya calmed my nerves and made my mood happy.

How come this shorty doll is capable of doing this to me? With just a thought of hers, she made me smile.

Is this called love?

No, this is not love. I'm just physically attracted to Divya. Maybe, I'm lust after her and nothing more.

That's it!

Daksh Mehra can't fall in love. Definitely not with Divya. She thinks herself as a goddess. I don't like her attitude. I hate her and she don't deserve my love.

"Liar" my mind voice mocked at me. I sighed.

In our childhood days, Divya was my everything. It felt very good to speak to her and play with her. She is my doll. A beautiful doll. However, one incident changed everything between us. We had a bad history between us.

Flashback (7 years ago)

I was 18 and Divya was 16. Divya and I were studying in the same school. 24/7 I was near her. I don't know what that feeling is, but I regularly stay with her. Even when she goes out with her friends, I always tag with her. I had lots of feelings for her. I really liked her a lot. Her smile brightens up my day, gives me a warm feeling in my heart. I don't know what it is but I got the feeling that it might be love?

One-day Divya's best friend, Aisha came into my home with Divya. Aisha invited me to her birthday party. But I told her that I couldn't come. However, my doll Divya insisted me so much, and I can't say no to my doll. So I agreed, and they left at their home after inviting me.

I don't like Aisha's character. She has a bad reputation. Aisha always keeps on staring at me and tried to get close to me and touch me. She has dated almost every attractive guy in our school. I already informed Divya about Aisha's behavior, but she doesn't trust me. Not having any other way, I ordered Divya not to talk to her but Divya's problem is, she never takes an order from anyone. I sighed.

On Aisha's birthday, I got ready for the party. Divya and I went to the party together. We enjoyed very much. We danced, played pranks and ate a lot. Divya went to washroom while I stood at the corner of the hall, drinking my juice. Suddenly, one girl told me that Divya was waiting for me in the room upstairs. Without thinking twice, I ran upstairs and went inside the room. Suddenly, someone hugged me from behind. I jerked and turned to seeing Aisha.

"What the hell Aisha?" I yelled at her.

"I love you Daksh. I love you sincerely since we first met. Please accept me and my love. I know you have feelings for that dumb Divya, but I'm telling you, she won’t be fulfilling your needs. You know what Daksh? I hate Divya. It's because of her that you are ignoring me." She told me.

She came close to me and tried to kiss me. I jerked her body, and she stumbled over her feet. She fell on the bed holding my hand. So in the process, I too fell on her completely. Suddenly, the room door barged open and there stood Divya. She saw us together on the bed. Oh god!!

Suddenly, Aisha pushed me and went to Divya. She hugged her tightly.

"Divya please help me. He is trying to force himself on me" Aisha started sobbing.

"You bi***! Why are you lying?" I shouted at Aisha.

"Enough Daksh. How could you do this to my friend? Shame on you Daksh!" Divya yelled me.

"Doll, please don't trust her words. She is lying" I told her, cupping her face. However, she jerked my hand.

"I don't trust you" Divya said, breaking me completely with her words.

My doll doesn't trust me?

"You are cheap. I hate you Daksh! I hate you! Never ever show me your face" my doll said and went away.

"Daksh see, your doll didn't trust you. She is a blo**y bi**h...." Before Aisha could say anything further, I slapped her hard with anger.

"Don’t you dare to say anything about my doll" I roared at her.

"How can you slap me for her? What does she have which I lack? I’m more beautiful than her" Aisha yelled at me.

"My doll is beautiful inside and outside. I like her because she has a very good heart and truly innocent, unlike you and that's why she trusted you. Her intensions are good not like you, lying selfish bi**h. I know she does't trust me, but she trusted you and your words more than me. You don't deserve my doll's friendship" I told seriously.

"Listen carefully Aisha. If you ever try to hurt my doll, the result will be very bad and trust me. Hereafter, you will not talk to her, nor seat beside her. And if I see you near my doll, I won't hesitate to kill you with my bare hands" I threatened her and left the house.

When I was back home, I saw Mom and Dad in the living hall. Divya too was there, looking at me with disgust in her eyes, which once used to adore me.

"Daksh baby, Divya is saying that you tried to molest her friend Aisha? I trust you baby boy, just tell me the truth" my mom asked.

"Mom –" I was cut off by Divya.

"Pari maa I told you the truth. I saw it with my own eyes. He tried to force himself on my friend. He is such a playboy" Divya said venomously. It was a hard blow to me. Tears were flowing down my mom's eyes because of Divya's false accusation.

I hate Divya to make my mom cry.

"Mom and Dad, please trust me..." before I could complete, Dad cut me off.

"We trust you champ. My son will never commit such mistakes in his life" Dad said proudly and my mom nodded her head in agreement.

"I think you misunderstood him Divya" Dad said and Divya looked at us with shock.

Before she can open her mouth, we saw Divya's another best friend Rashi entering our living hall.

"Daksh is innocent, Divya" Rashi said.

"What are you saying, Rashi?" Divya asked her confusingly.

Then, Rashi told the truth to Divya. Rashi saw everything happened at the birthday party. She told how Aisha tried to force me to accept her love. How she planned to make Divya believe it.

When she completed saying the whole truth, my mom and dad sighed in relief but Divya's face was full of regret and guilt.

I don't care for her anymore. I decided one thing that I will never forgive her.

Never! Ever!

I hate her!

I gave an angry look at Divya. "I hate you Divya Mathur. I hate you so much. Never! Ever show me your face to me" I repeated her words and left to my room hurriedly so that I don't see her crying face.

I sat on my bed, thinking about her. The fact that she didn't trust me is killing me inside. She never trusted me. She even called me cheap.

Suddenly, my door opened. I turned and saw Divya standing there with a sad look and tear stains on her cheeks. I glared at her.

The nerve of her!

She closed the door behind her and walked closer to me.

"I... I am sorry Da... Daksh" she stuttered. I got angrier. Her every word and accusation was replaying in my mind. She thought. I was a playboy.

Playboy?? That word hurt me the most.

"Yes, you're right" I told her. She is looked at me confused.

"You're right, Divya. I'm a playboy" I said and stood up infront of her.

"Now I will show you what a real playboy can do" I said and pulled her waist. I grabbed her face with my other hand to move her body closer to me. Her breast crushed to my chest. She tried to pull her body away from my grip, but I held her strongly against me.

"Daksh leav....." I didn't let finish her sentence. I forcefully pressed my lips on her soft pink lips.

I was angry and rough. She tried to push me back, but I stood on my ground. I pinned her on the bed. I squeezed her tiny br**st and she whimpered because of my painfully torture. She bit my tongue hard. I immediately loosened my gripped on her wrist.

Smack!

She slapped me hard across my face. I got my sense back.

"I hate you Jerk" she said venomously and ran away covering her mouth. Tears were flowing down her eyes as she ran away.

Damn it! What I have done?

Flashback Ends ________________

I was brought back from my thoughts when there was a knock at my cabin door. My PA Rahul came in and handed me some files and went away. I sighed.

After that incident, She moved into London. She ignored me completely as if she had forgotten that I existed. I, on the other hand, remember her well. I will remember her for the rest of my life because of her, I changed into a playboy and ruthless person. She will never understand the depths of the pain, she had caused me. Being wrongly accused of terrible things hurt like nothing else that's ever happened to me. I did like her with all my heart, but she broke me...but not no more. She's can't break my heart this time, because, now I'm a heartbreaker.

YES, DAKSH MEHRA A HEARTBREAKER!

Fate brought us together again. Let's see what will happen this time.

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Precap - "Sorry guys, I'm late" A voice said from behind me, and all of our heads turned to see a guy behind me. He seemed to be in his mid twenties. He had black hair and grey eyes. He was handsome but not as handsome as Daksh.

How is it?

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