Chapter 89: He Needs To Move On

At first, she ignores the phone, but it keeps ringing. Finally, she gets up off the cold tiles and answers it. As she wipes her tears off her cheeks she asks, "Kelly what's up?"

"I was worried about you. I hadn't heard from you, so I was just checking up on you. Isn't that allowed anymore?"

"Yeah." Samantha looks out the window and watches as it starts to rain. The trees bow and wave back and forth as the rain starts to come down harder.

"You don't sound like your o.k. What happened sis?"

Samantha sighs, "I think I just ended it with Jonathan. He lied to me and then he finally told me the truth. I can't be with someone who lies. Not to mention he just found out he has a five-year-old daughter, and the mother is back in the picture too. She tried to seduce him a couple days ago and he shut her down because of me. But I can't be the reason he doesn't try to make a go of it with the mother. The little girl deserves both of her parents together."

"Wow, heavy. Can I come over?"

She hesitates because she's not too sure she can handle company right now, even if it's only her sister. "Alright, I guess you can come over for a bit. I just am not up to a lot of company right now. I feel like my heart has been shattered into so many pieces I will never be able to put it back together. Funny thing is I don't think I ever want to fix it." She sits down on the couch and turns on the T.V.

"Well, look. You’re the reason why Ben was so happy, you can make someone else happy too. You need that. Just take some time for yourself. Well, I'm on my way. I will talk to you in a few. Love you sis." she ends the call and Samantha sits there staring at the television, feeling so miserable that nothing will be able to get her out of her funk.

She hears a knock at the door about fifteen minutes later and gets up to unlock it. When she opens it, she sees Kelly looking back at her with a worried look on her face. "Oh, Samantha." She gives her a big hug and then walks inside.

"The sad thing is, if he would have leveled with me and hadn't lied in the first place he would be here right now. I am pretty sure I could deal with the complications a kid brings from some other woman but when he lied it was done for me. It reminds me of so many of my relationships that went bad because someone lied to me. If I had believed him and then he told me later, I would have been devastated. So, in a way I am glad I found out now."

Kelly rubs Samantha's back and sighs. She knows that Samantha really loves Jonathan if she actually considered being in a complex relationship like that. The other woman would of course try to cause problems, but Samantha no doubt would have been able to deal with it. She is a strong person underneath it all.

"You know it's probably for the best. If he lied about something big like that, then others would have followed. When we get used to lying it makes things easier sometimes. In his case though, all it would have done was make you never trust him again." She looks so sad for Samantha as Kelly gives her another hug.

Samantha gets up and walks to the window. She stares out into the rain, watching the drops slide down the window. Lightning hits about a block away and she jumps back. "Shit! That scared me."

Kelly comes running over. "Are you O.K?"

"Yeah, I'm just tired and really ready to just sleep for days on end. I haven't slept for a while. I guess it's catching up to me."

"Well, o.k. I will let you get some sleep. Do me a favor and call me when you wake up. I want to make sure you're o.k."

"Alright, I promise. Besides eventually I must call Aaron and let him know too. He made me promise to tell him what happened."

"Oh? Has Aaron been coming over?" Kelly raises an eyebrow and smirks.

"Yes, Kelly we had sex. Are you satisfied?"

"No, I want details when you're more awake. You must give me a call when you wake up. Details." She smiles.

"Yes, details. You have to make sure you don't get upset though, because he told me it was the best sex he's ever had too."

"Wow."

"Yeah. I don't honestly know what happened. I think it was because I was so upset but then it happened again when I wasn't." She looks out the window again and then laughs.

"Well, then. Sounds interesting." Kelly laughs and heads for the door. "Call me. Love ya sis."

"Love you too Kelly." Samantha walks her to the door and gives her a huge hug, then Kelly drives away as Samantha finds her way to her bed. For what seems like days she sleeps like the dead except for the fact that she has vivid dreams of Ben.

One dream stuck out. She wakes up as Ben brings her breakfast, he kisses Samantha, and she can feel the tenderness in his lips. The way his hands caress her cheeks makes her weak in the knees and hot all over. His eyes stare into her soul and she feels so much love when she realizes that she is seven months pregnant.

Her baby bump is big, and she can barely move around, but not complaining. She loves it even more because Ben treats her like a princess as he feeds her by hand, then she watches as he removes the tray and massages her feet and legs. When he's done, he helps her to the side of the bed and lays her on her back.

He has her raise her legs and rest her feet on his shoulders as he kneels in front of her, gently kissing any skin that is exposed. His hands slide up her thighs to expose her wet folds and he leans forward to lick them with the rough of his tongue. Samantha's mouth opens and she gasps as his tongue goes from licking her folds to the tip plunging in her wetness. He laps up her juices every time it comes out.

She starts to moan louder as she's close to the release, so he slides in two fingers and sucks on her clit. She almost bursts as she releases so hard that her body trembles. He continues to finger and suck on her till her spasms have stopped. All the time trying his hardest to not just stand in front of her and take her hard as he feels her clenching his fingers tight.

When she's finished, he stands up and looks at her all spread out on the bed. She looks like an angel as her golden locks lay on the bed arranged around her head like a halo. Her skin glows from being pregnant and she's out of breath from having an orgasm. "Beautiful." He utters as he watches her.

"Take me, please." She begs as he stands in front of her with his hard shaft just leaking with pre cum.

"Baby, you know I would do anything for you. So yes." He answers as he nudges his tip into her swollen wet lips and slides in fully. He pulls her towards him as he gently rocks back and forth filling her, then he takes a hold of her hips and starts to move faster as the pressure builds deep inside of him.

He can feel her clenching down again just as he climaxes, and they both go over the edge. Feeling like his legs are about to give out, he quickly pulls out and lays next to her on the bed. Otherwise, he’s scared he was in danger of falling on top of her and hurting the baby.

"That takes the cake. You are the most loving man I have ever met. You’re the best at everything, and you will be the best dad too." She says as tears well up in her eyes.

"Thanks for the vote of confidence. It really makes me feel better, but I still won't be."

"Why don't you think you're going be a good dad?"

"Maybe because I can't be. The only way you are ever going to have a child is to move on and let me go. I must find the light again. Hopefully if you finally tell yourself that I am dead then you will let me be. Then I can leave for good."