Chapter 5
Lily and Chris lied on her bed, his arms wrapped around hers while her head rested on his shoulders. They didn't have sex but they had oral sex.
They both pleased each other till they came into each other's mouth. They felt so good and showered in Lily's bathroom before lying on the bed all cuddled up.
Chris knew there was no turning back now that he let her give him blow jobs twice. He didn't know where they stand and as much as he would love to clarify everything, he was worried.
"Chris," Lily got up from the bed, now sitting down on it. "Let's talk."
He heaved a sigh, "Go on."
"How about we keep doing this? Me and you...you know?" She said.
"Miss..." She cuts him off.
"Call me that again and I promise to chop off your balls," she threatened.
"Lily. Firstly, you and I are impossible. We can't and it won't. You are my boss and your father would have my head."
She scoffed, "You are always saying my father. Can you let his name off your mouth for a minute? Firstly, what he doesn't know won't hurt him. I know you feel this connection between us. I know you feel what I feel and I really want it to keep going."
He chortled, "You are funny." He said firmly.
"What?" She folded her arms across her chest, confused by his statement.
"You keep saying there is a connection between us when in reality it's just lust. Firstly what we did shouldn't have happened but it did and there is no going back. Also you and I won a workout. I mean take a look at you and I?" He pointed at her and then at him.
"You are rich and I am not. You are my boss and I am your bodyguard. What you think can't happen. We can't." He stated sternly. She got up from the bed and took his pants from the floor.
She scoffed, "You have got to be kidding me right? So you mean nothing will happen between us?" She asked.
"Yes. Nothing. You will obviously be engaged to someone of higher status soon or get involved with a man worthy of you."
"And you are saying you are not worthy of me?" She asked him.
"Yes." He replied swiftly.
"You and I won't work. It will end the pain and most especially for me as I will be kicked out or killed. But mostly killed.
"I won't let that happen," she said, hoping her words were assuring enough.
"Isn't that what you will say considering your state now. Lily got over it. In Fact this thing that happened now won't ever happen again so I'd appreciate it if you forgot about it because I sure as hell have forgotten it." He said.
"And you expect me to believe that? I'm not foolish Chris!" She deadpanned.
"You are just worried about my father but I'm telling you nothing will happen. We will keep this between us."
He buttoned his shirt up. "Nothing is hidden forever. Sooner or later we will get caught and I would be the one losing because no harm will come to you. Stop it already and act your age." He spat out. She felt her heart clench from his words.
She didn't know why he was so adamant. She didn't know why he didn't want them. She knew he felt everything she felt and it wasn't just her father that was scaring him.
"I won't ever forget it. I will get you Chris, it might not be today but insure as hell will get you. You will be mind." She spat out.
He snorted, "Keep dreaming. You have to to this dreaming for the sake of mine and yours." He left the room without turning back to look at her.
He felt his heart break the more he moved away and he wished this wasn't their case but he knew it would hurt him more than it hurts her.
Lily broke down in tears when he left. She hasn't known this guy for too long yet it felt as if a big part of her left when he left. She has never felt so vulnerable before.
She didn't know what he had that made her really want him. He might have saved her from being raped and appeared like an angel but she didn't know what he really had that enticed her.
She really wanted him and now that she had gotten to taste him, she knew it wasn't lust anymore. She was starting to like him more than she should and it seems he wanted nothing to do with her.
When Chris got down the stairs, he saw Lily's friends. They were all engaged in a deep conversation that they didn't notice when he walked away.
Not too long Lily came down the stairs, her eyes a bit red but okay. Ariana folded her arms across her chest as Lily came closer.
She was so pissed at her friend for shunning her and sending her out of her house. "I cannot believe you!" She spoke, getting Lily's attention.
Lily expected her to have left but here she was waiting for her. Lily folded her arms across her chest too as she looked at her three friends.
"Why are you still here?" She asked Ariana.
Ariana snickered, "Are you asking me? OMG! I cannot believe you Lily!" She deadpanned as her mouth formed an 'O' shape.
"What was that all about?" Stacy asked.
"You know what guys, I'm not ready for all of this," Lily said firmly.
"Really? You took all of us by surprise. Firstly he is just a bodyguard and I was just trying to seduce him to make you make it seem..." Lily cuts her off.
"He is a bodyguard and so? Does that man get to trespass and touch him when he said to respect yourself?" Lily asked, the skin between her brows creased.
Ariana clapped her hand. "Says the bitch herself!" She spat back.
"What did you just say?" Lily furrowed her lashes.
Ariana moved close to Lily. "You want to tell me you haven't tried getting into his pants? And do not give me that bullshit that you haven't because I know you very well Lily. You definitely have and I'm sure he rejected you which is why you are scared I might get him too and you lose again to me as usual."
Lily closed her eyes, trying to keep her temper at bay as she clenched her fist. After a while, she laughed hysterically. "You are ridiculous!_ she spat out.
"You think everyone is a whore like you Ariana? I do not go around trying to fuck everything!" She spat back.
Dorothy and Stacy gasped. "You did not just say that?" Ariana sneered.
"Oh I did!" She retorted.
Both girls' eyes looking into the others, non-backing down.
"I see the kid is now a Lion. So tell me Lily, since when have you had it in you to fuck a man?" She asked.
"Oh, now I remember. You haven't fucked a man before because they only know how to eat you out and leave because your pussy smells so bad and you probably weren't satisfying," Ariana cooed
Lily's heart clenched. She suddenly disliked Ariana. Ariana has always been the one who knew best amongst her group of friends. Ariana was more experienced and taught them all they knew.
Unlike her other friends, she has never had sex before. She only did oral sex and she didn't have sex not because she couldn't but because she didn't find it right to loose it to just anyone.
"You are a bitch!" Lily deadpanned.
A lopsided grin formed on Ariana's face. "I've always been a bitch! But I bet I do better than you in everything! You are just a spoiled little princess who gets everything done for her. You can't do anything without whining to your daddy!"
"Enough!" Lily exclaimed. She had enough of Ariana's insult and rant.
Lily smiled, "It's fine. I am a privileged kid and all and you are a Lion who is for the entire nation but what does it make you?" Lily paused, looking deep into Ariana's eyes.
"A puta." She said, emphasizing on her words.
"That's what you are. You have no class, no nothing at all. You literally depend on your daddy too! You think you are the boss of everyone because you get things to work out for you easily but guess what you are not!"
"Thankfully Chris rejected you to let you know you aren't it at all! And guess what, the man who you badly seduced and was rejected by ate me out. I sucked his dick and he came in my mouth." Lily moaned, making sure her words hurt Ariana's just as hers did to her.
"Fuck out of my house and never dial my number anymore. I never want to see your ass and the same goes to you too Dorothy and Stacy."
"We will gladly walk out of your life Lily. You obviously offer nothing to the group. You are replaceable!" Stacy smirked.
"Enjoy your boring life alone bitch!" Ariana spat out before walking away with Stacy following behind.
Dorothy gave her a sympathetic look before following the girl to leave. As soon as they left, Lily breathed out.
