CHAPTER 12 PART 1

C H A P T E R - - - - E L E V E N - - - - R E I D A N

Reidan had to suppress the urge to growl, his heart picking up in his chest as he heard Selena’s answer. She sounded soft and maybe even a little unsure, like a girl about to embark on her first sexual experience. Maybe, in a way, she was. There was “sex”, and then there was true liberation, true freedom, truly shucking off every last emotional and physical shield and letting another person inside of the real you. That’s what Reidan was about to do, but not before he was certain that Selena was really prepared for it.

“Red, yellow, green?” he asked, clearing his throat as he pressed a firm, hopefully reassuring, hand on Selena’s back, smoothing over her spine until her shivering became a little less intense.

Selena was quiet for a long moment, apparently struggling to answer the question.

“Hey,” Reidan said, leaning over her body until he was whispering in her ear again, reaching up to pull some of her hair away from her face before kissing the side of her chin. “We don’t have to do this right now if you’re not ready for it.”

Selena cleared her throat and shook her head. Again, Reidan wasn’t sure how to interpret that. He decided to stay silent rather than push. He knew that it was important to make sure that she didn’t feel pressured. Honestly, his whole body was quivering, his dick so hard it felt like it was about to explode, but he knew he could pull back and give her space if she needed it.

He would be able to hide his disappointment, just to make sure that she felt safe. He just didn’t want to scare off another woman. If she decided to walk away from this, to end it as early as she possibly could, he wouldn’t resent her for it, even if it would crush him to be rejected again after getting his hopes up so high.

“I can do it,” Selena finally whispered, straightening her head to press it against Reidan’s shoulder, her back bending and unbending, probably adjusting to avoid cramping up after spending so much time in the same position.

“You don’t have to,” Reidan said, keeping his tone light and casual, making sure that he didn’t seem too pushy or overbearing. As far as Reidan was concerned, the only thing that mattered was making sure that she really wanted to do this before he pressed himself inside of her. Because once that started, there would be no holding back. He couldn’t trust himself to stop once he got started.

“I want to,” Selena replied after a short pause. “Really. Green. I mean it.”

“Are you…”

But before Reidan could ask if she was really sure, Selena cut him off, sounding vaguely irritated, like he was annoying her by checking in too much. “Just listen to me, okay? I want it. I really, really fucking want it. So fucking fuck me already.”

Reidan grinned, liking the petulant tone of Selena’s voice, the way her back muscles tensed up as she snapped at him. She was a spitfire, all flame hidden under a carefully constructed mask of coldness. He couldn’t wait to explore the hidden parts of her, to see if she really was flaming hot on the inside.

“All right,” Reidan said, sliding his teeth against the sensitive spot under her ear, just to make her wince from overstimulation. He liked driving women to the edge, making them see how much they could take. Selena would be no exception.

He pulled back a second later, though, unbuckling his belt and undoing the clasp on his pants before shoving them to the ground. He kept his shirt on, if only for the sake of time, and then shoved his hand underneath Selena’s body, yanking her torso up to the right angle that would let align himself up with her cunt.

“So wet already, aren’t you?” he whispered, grinning into her hair when she nodded in response. He felt her dripping onto the head of his cock, his pulse pounding in the most sensitive area on his body as he pushed inside just the slightest inch, already feeling the muscles of her inner walls contract around him.

“Give it to me,” Selena said, grunting under her breath.

“What was that?” Reidan asked, pretending that he hadn’t heard her. One of his arms was around her waist, keeping her in place as he got used to the incredible tightness of her cunt around him. But he snaked his other hand up again, wrapping it around her neck. She seemed to like that before, and this time was no different. He felt her inhale against his palm, making him feel a rush of pleasure as he realized how receptive she was to his domination. God, she was fucking perfect, letting him do whatever he wanted, in whichever way he wanted.

“I said, give it to me,” Selena repeated, sounding a little nervous.

Reidan felt her pulse against his fingertips, blending in with his own heartbeat, making it beat faster. He wanted her to fall apart completely, to surrender her mind, to lose her ability to speak and become mere flesh, bonded together with him.

“Please,” she added in a desperate-sounding whisper.

“Well, since you asked so nicely,” Reidan said teasingly before shoving the entire head of his cock inside her tight, dripping little cunt.

“Oh!” Selena cried out, her hands scrambling forward on the desk, probably trying to grab onto something for leverage. Reidan decided to help her out. Maybe this position was too rough for the first time out. But it felt so good, feeling her around him at just this angle. He couldn’t give it up. Instead, he shoved her head down until it was pressed right up against the desk and stepped back a little himself until he was almost upright. Now he had her truly bent over the desk, her legs trembling as he shoved them further apart to give his cock better access to her insides.

“Red, yellow, green?” Reidan hissed, moving his hand around from her neck to grab a fistful of her hair, tugging on it until she answered.

“Green. Definitely green,” she gasped out, rolling her hips back a little to take in an extra centimeter of cock.

“That’s good. You’re such a good girl, my good girl,” he mumbled mindlessly as he felt himself throb inside of her, pressing up against secret spots that he imagined very few men had ever had the privilege of touching. He shifted his hips a little, creating a new angle that made Selena’s spine stiffen and a howl rip out of her throat, pulled out of her almost violently. “Yeah, that’s it. Let it go. Scream for me, baby.”

“Unnnh, unnnh, oh!” Selena cried out, her hands slipping on the desk in front of her as she scrambled for something to hold onto. “Jesus Christ!”

“Jesus, you’re so fucking tight,” Reidan grunted out as he rolled his hips forward, letting another inch of his dick sink inside of her. “God, fucking hell, I can’t wait to blow inside of you.”

“Oh, please, please do it. Please, I need it.” Selena rambled, visibly shaking underneath him as she backed her ass up, rubbing up against his crotch and the bottom of his shirt in the process.

“Shh, shh, patience. You got to be patient with me. Trust me; I’ll give you what you need,” Reidan promised, jerking forward and back to begin thrusting in and out of her tight little hole. “But first you got to give me what I need.”

“Anything, anything, I’ll do it, please,” Selena said in a rush, turning her neck to look over her shoulder at Reidan, her eyes alight with a fire that Reidan had never seen in them before.

“Hold on tight,” Reidan warned right before he shoved his entire length into her, spreading her open as far as she could go.