Chapter 59

“What?” He exclaimed as he pulled away from me with wide eyes. As if he had forgotten our mind blowing orgasm. “You love me?”

I roll my eyes before replying. “I have always been in love with you. It's the reason why I easily spread my legs for you.”

“Can you be serious for once?” He said with a frown. I knew he was doubting my answer.

I laugh. “I assure you I’m serious about that.”

He then pulled away to sit up. I moaned at the feeling when he withdrew his shaft from me. I grabbed his neck and pulled him back against me with a shattering kiss. He succumbed for a few seconds but then pulled away again and quickly sat up.

“Cara, please… I really want to talk. You telling me you love me changes everything. I came here to say goodbye to you completely. I decided to accept that you will never feel the same way. But then this happened and here you are telling me you love me too.” I could see tears glistening in his eyes as he rambled.

I sighed. “Is that so?” I paused for a second before continuing. “Well, let’s just say you were quite persistent.” We looked at each other for a while. He was waiting for my explanation. “I didn’t want you here, Dylan. I realized that when I burned down an entire organization. You don’t deserve to be with a monster. You’re pure, innocent and you care so much for your family. It was the reason my heart is weak for you.”

“Cara…” His face softened as he watched me.

I didn’t want him to speak yet so I resumed. “I didn’t want you to come after me so I’d rather break your heart. The night at the parking lot, I never lied to you. I was being true. The only time I did lie, when I was convincing you to stay away from me. I know it’s your decision whether you wanted to be with me or not but can you blame me for wanting to protect you?”

He leaned down and brought his face to mine. “All I want is to be with you. Please let me decide. I promise you I will not put myself in danger. If you want me to just stay here, I will. Just… let me be with you, Cara. I appreciate the protection but I’d rather appreciate staying with you.” He said the end with a bit of shyness.

“Do I have a choice?” I asked with a playful grin on my face.

He quickly shook his head. “Even if you have, I don’t agree with it. You’re just going to push me away just because you think I deserve better. No one’s better than you, Cara. I will never find anyone who’s better than you. And I will never find happiness the way you make me. So please… don’t leave me or tell me to leave you. Don’t push me away. I don’t want to feel the pain of losing you again.” His eyes were full of sadness and pain. It reflected his feelings from his heart. And that made me feel his pain despite my reason for leaving was for his own good. He sighed before speaking again. “And besides… you never gave me a choice either.”

I don’t remember the first time I felt guilty but this is probably the first time that I feel it again. My eyebrows were knitted together in a frown. I love him. I really do. But I truly didn’t want him to put his life in danger just because I wanted him in my life.

“I’ll ask you again for the last time. Do you really want to be with me?”

He quickly nodded with conviction. “With all of my heart.” He said, taking my hand and placing it on his chest. “My body, my mind… my life.” There’s something about the way he said it brought tingles down my core; the way his hooded eyes looked at me like he could devour me whole.

Before I could even speak, he crushed his lips to mine. We never have conversations after that. I guess I could say we’ve been doing it until we both passed out.

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Dylan

I woke up with a satisfying ache all over my body. I noticed the hint of light from the sun right before we finally fell asleep. I have exhausted us to the core. I honestly didn’t want to stop. I have missed her so much. I didn’t want to let her go. I didn’t want to fall asleep and wake up, realizing it was all just a dream.

I snuggled closer as I felt the comforting softness. I soon realized it was her naked chest that I made us a pillow. I missed these twins, too. I sucked the daylight out of these two last night. I couldn’t get enough of it.

I inhaled her addictive scent. God, how I missed her so much.

“You creep, what are you doing?” I blushed knowing I got caught with my stalkery gestures. Her hoarse voice only added to my morning erection. I want to fuck her before showering.

“Engraving you in my mind.” I went higher to look at her face, dipping my lips to capture a good morning kiss. “Good morning, Cara.” A huge grin appeared in my face, proving my overwhelming excitement and happiness.

Her eyes opened. She looked at me in a daze. I could see how exhausted she was but I don’t feel guilty about it though. I want to tire her more until she passes out again.

“I know that look.”

“What look?” I asked, still smiling. She turned to the other side without answering my question. I kissed her shoulder while my fingers danced against her pale white skin. It dipped on her hourglass figure until it reached between her thighs.

I blinked, the next thing that happened, Cara was already straddling me. “For the first fucking time, will you fucking let me sleep!” She growled at me.

I laughed when I managed to piss her off. I look like a moron right now but I don’t care. I’m just so happy. She could choke me again out of anger, my dick will just respond out of desire.

“Good morning.” I breathed with a grin. My hands started to skim her luscious body, up until her huge breasts. I massaged and tweaked it. I want to own her again and again.

“I heard you the first time.” She groans.

I leaned up towards her and captured her lips with a passionate kiss. Despite her scowl, she returned my kiss with equal fervor. I stopped seducing her when we both came twice. I let her sleep after that. I remember Franco saying she hadn’t got any sleep. Here I am, taking it away again because I was too selfish.

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I watched our clothes scattered on the floor from our deed last night. I picked up my trousers and searched for my phone. I sat on the edge of the bed, careful not to wake Cara up. I feel water droplets fall from my hair. I just got out of the shower wearing nothing but a towel below. I just realized I had nothing to wear.

I saw a message on my phone and realized it was Franco saying my suitcase was placed outside the bedroom. I felt embarrassed at the fact that he knew where I was and of course, I clearly ditched him last night. I sneakily looked behind me, trying to see if she’s awake. She’ll give me hell of a tease if she sees my red face. She loves to see me torture in embarrassment and awkwardness. I would’ve assumed she’s a sadist if weren’t for the fact how she loves to be dominated by me during sex.

I went to pick up my suitcase and even surveyed the hall for guards. It would only add to my embarrassment if they caught me in a towel, obviously from fucking their boss. Several of her men knew me but I’m in her den where she originally lives. All of her men are here.

I looked at the time after getting dressed and noticed it was already eleven. I stole a glimpse at the sleeping beauty who was still sleeping so soundly. I decided to go prepare something for her to eat. I missed doing things like that for her.

I was glad that I came across Franco in the halls. His wide grin was unusual. It made me happy and hopeful deep inside. His movements and words show that he is supportive of our relationship. I’m at least not a fool not to see that.

“I was on my way to knock on your door.”

“Hey, I’m sorry about last night. I didn’t expect things… to, you know.” I could see he was suppressing his smile.

“No worries. Where are you going though?”

“Oh, right. Where’s the kitchen here?”

“Just turn to the right.” He said while pointing in the direction.

I followed his instructions but was surprised to see that I ended up in the living room. He wouldn’t give me the wrong one. He literally lives here. And I’m sure I told him the kitchen, not the living room. I was taken aback when I met with a pair of dangerous eyes watching me.

He was sitting on the sofa so haughtily, power and money emanating from him. It was easily noticed that he’s not one of Cara’s men. They were all respectful. But not this guy. He looks at me as if I am an ant.

“You don’t look like one of the guards here.” He said in an arrogant voice.