Confessions 2 of 2

Manny ☆ & Keya ♡ P.O.V

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"So we get to our room and we've never really done it before. We've only played around like me and you do. But she had already told me months before that after Prom we were getting a room and gonna have sex." "So were you both virgins?" "Yeah we were, we had only started playing around in our Junior year. She invited me over to her parents’ house and we were doing homework. And all of a sudden she puts on a damn porno. I had heard of them but never seen one before. She goes, locks her door and gets undressed, laying on her bed and tells me to take off my clothes. I do and real talk. I'm nervous as fuck!"

"We start watching it and the people on the video were giving one another head. So we tried it. I did her first and seeing how she enjoyed it, shit, I enjoyed it. Up until our Junior year, we had only kissed or felt on each other. Like that's it but this was more way more and I loved it! I was falling in love with her and I thought she felt the same way about me. But she didn't, anyway, when she told me that she wanted us to have sex while we were at the hotel. I took it as a sign that we were becoming real serious in our relationship. So I went and bought her a wedding ring and was gonna ask her to marry me at the hotel that night." I sigh deeply, remembering what happened, but I continued.

"She had pulled out a condom and I asked her why. She said because she didn't want to have kids by me or at all. That shit hurt. It cut me real deep, hearing her say that she didn't want my kids. I told her that I wanted to marry her and showed her the ring. She liked the ring but she laughed at me, saying she'd never marry me. I was so fuckin hurt!"

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His voice cracked, and he grabs his chest near his heart and I see tears on his face. He looked tortured and his breathing was heavy. I wanted to hug him to make him feel better, but I didn't really trust him right now. He quickly became angry, like really angry,

"It made me sad that she hurt me. And being sad instantly pisses me off. So I ripped that $2000 dress off of her, tossed her on the bed and fucked the daylights outta her all fuckin night! I didn't give a shit about her crying or begging me to stop or her complaining that it hurt! Just like she didn't care about hurting me or using me for Years I didn't care about her pain! As far as I'm concerned, we were even. I fucked her for hours nonstop and when I was done. I threw the ring at her and broke up with that bitch. I told her never to talk to me or fuckin look my way. I ain't want shit to do with her anymore." I was petrified and prayed that he never did no shit like that to me!

"I saw her in school the last few weeks and ignored her completely. It just really irked me that she had used me all those years. And it irked me even more that I was naïve enough to let her.. I never and I mean Never told her No! Anything she wanted I gave it to her, no problem at all. She was my girl, so why would I ever deny her anything? But that word would constantly come out of her mouth to me. It was always what she wanted to do or wanted to go. Fuck what I wanted!"

"I spent thousands of dollars on her. Tens of thousands and she never bought me anything. For a graduation gift, I was gonna buy her that expensive car she wanted. I think it was a Porsche. She wanted to attend some fashion design college Downtown, and I was going to pay for it." He looks so hurt, so sad. I don't like seeing this face on him, so we won't be bringing up this trifling bitch anymore.

"After I graduated, I went to the Marines and focused on myself and my future for a while. I didn't want to get involved with anyone and go through that pain again. Then one day I felt this pulling sensation in my abdomen and smelled you. GOD, you smell good! And the.. individuals, as you call them. Kept screaming Mate, when you were around me. But I knew that you were the only one for me when you touched me. I bullshit you not when I said that my whole world changed. Keya, I don't want or need anyone else but you, okay? And I'm really sorry that I almost lost my patience with you. That won't happen again. We promise you!" And I see his eyes change into so many colors. So I knew it wasn't just him promising me this, but all of them. I nod. "Okay Papi, I'm gonna hold you to that." That makes me happy.

Well, I guess it's my turn. "You know that I played football my freshman year, right?" He nods, "Well, you know how teammates hit each other on the butt to congratulate right? Well, because I was the only female on the team. They sorta took it to the extreme." He bristles and I can see and feel his anger. Oh shit, "Whatchu mean Ma?" He asks sternly with a hard look on his gorgeous face. I think this was a mistake. "Are you gonna be ok?" His nostrils flare and his eyes narrow, but he nods, his voice growing deeper, "Yeah, I just Hate anyone touching what's MINE! Continue!" I saw Kane when he said Hate and Mine.

He demands and I breathe deeply, "Well, they were also doing it.. off the field as well. I'd be on my way to class and one of them would approach me and put me in a bear hug. I didn't know what the hell was going on. Next thing I know, Wham someone smack me on my butt! It started off with just 7 or 8 of them once a week. But once they discovered that if they hit me in a certain area multiple times. It causes me to climax. It was a done deal. It ended up being half of the team and several times a day. It was insane!" I had been looking down at my hands, which were tightly gripping the soft sheets.

So it startled me to suddenly feel the bed shake. I look up and he's red as hell, shaking in anger with black fur coming from his caramel skin! And the next words he said was the whole reason I didn't want to tell him about this, "Where do they live!?" He demands enraged and his eyes were many colors again. They were all pissed!

Author's Note: Hey y'all Lioness Keya here and real talk, I did play football my freshman year and my teammates did this shit to me. And it's literally why I love being spanked now. Crazy how shit begins right lol. Leave me a comment. I want to know y'all thoughts on the story.