Chapter 9: Bad Gurl Talk 2 of 2

Keya P.O.V

Yahaira was 14 and she lived with her dad and older brother, her mom had left them because she couldn't stand the abuse anymore. And Yahaira didn't like being at home because she said they were always drinking, fighting, and touching her. So she spent most of her time over at Sarai's place.

Sarai asked me, "Keya, do you know how to do braids?"

"Yeah, but I don't know how to do designs yet, just regular cornrows."

"That's cool," Sarai said. I did both of their heads in tiny cornrows and put red, white, and blue beads in the design of the Puerto Rican flag. It took a few hours while I did their hair and I learned that they were boy crazy. That's alllll they talked about boys, boys, Boys! And sex. I didn't say much as I hadn't 'done it' yet. But I wasn't tryna do anything until I was older and married.

They were talking about their favorite positions, how it felt when it was hitting up against their cervix, and how good it was in their butt! What?! And how good they were at swallowing nut! Goodness Gracious! I wanted to run outta there quick, fast, and in a hurry!

Then Sarai turned to me asking, "Keya, how many guys you've fucked?"

Gasp! I had a feeling they were gonna ask me sooner or later. "None! I'm waiting till I'm married." I said matter-of-factly.

"What!? Married?! Chica, you crazy tryna wait that long just to get some dick!" She scoffed.

"I'm not TRYNA wait that long, I AM gonna wait that long!" I told her determinedly.

"What you gonna wait for Keya, it's just sex, damn, you act like it's special or something?" Yahaira says rolling her eyes.

"Because to me it is special, I only want to be with one guy that's it! I've seen my mom with too many guys and that just doesn't seem right to me." I told her honestly.

"Well, I understand that, but.. don't you ever get horny or anything?" Asked Sarai.

Duh, I'm a Scorpio. Being horny is like breathing, "Of course I do! I.. relieve myself but I'm not trying to find a man every time I'm horny, that's crazy!" I told her incredulously.

"Shit, gurl you crazy, I could never wait that long for some dick, I need it like everyday." Yahaira said laughing.

"Hell yeah, that's what I'm talking about gurl!" Sarai agreed. They low-hived each other Sarai had her tongue between her teeth laughing raucously. "And it's gotta be a big one, because I don't want no teeny little short dick man.." And they started singing that song by 20 Fingers ft. Gillette called 'Short Dick Man'. These girls smh.

I rolled my eyes and sucked my tongue loudly at them. "Don't y'all care about getting pregnant?" I knew lots of girls my age that are pregnant right now and I wasn't tryna follow in their footsteps.

They looked at each other then at me, "Ain't you ever heard of condoms Keya, damn gurl live a little!" Sarai says incredulously.

I shook my head in disbelief. These girls were wild. "Yeah, you ain't gonna get pregnant if you have him put on a condom gurl." Yahaira told me.

"Speaking of condoms let me remember to bring me some." Said Sarai looking through her top dresser drawer. Sarai was always cheating on her boyfriend, Erik. I could never do anything that disrespectful to my man, NEVER!

"Sarai, pass me some too. You know we gon need them at the carnival tonight. It's finna be too many fine muthafuckas there." Yahaira says merrily.

Sarai gave her some and then turned and handed me some. I put my hands out pushing her hand away, shaking my head.

"NO! I don't need them. I told you I'm not doing anything!"

"Look, it's always better to be safe than sorry, Keya," Sarai says. She's right, ugh so I took one condom and put it in my backpack. But I don't plan on it being used today, I really just wanna chill and have some fun.

"Not even if it's with Steve?" Yahaira says, looking at me slyly.

'Gasp' I jumped at hearing his name. Not too many people knew that I had a major crush on him, but unfortunately, she did. If he wasn't so rude, he might actually be a good boyfriend, but he was so aggressive all the time. I wriggled uncomfortably in my chair a little. "No! Not even Steve!" I was a bit shy, saying his name made my face hot. I'm sure I was blushing. They just laughed at me, "Keya, you are such a fuckin' tease gurl, but some guys love girls that play hard to get you know." She said, smirking with one eyebrow raised.

"So you telling me," she clicked her tongue loudly, "that if you meet a fine ass dude tonight you ain't gonna do anything with him?" Sarai asked.

"I mean, I'll talk to him. I don't wanna be rude or nothing, but I'm not tryna 'do it' with him." I sincerely told her.

"Not even if he was fine as hell, had a gorgeous ass body, money, and a big ass dick?" Sarai asked curiously. I thought about it for a while... all that sounds awesome! But I ain't ever gonna meet anyone like that and if I did, I'm sure he'd want someone else, definitely not me. And I don't know why but that Manny guy popped up in my head..

"I don't think I'll meet anyone like that tonight. He sounds too perfect to want to be with lil ol' me."

"Well, what if you did meet someone like that tonight? Would you fuck him is all I'm asking?" Asked Sarai.

OMG, THIS GIRL! I thought, rolling my eyes. "NO, I WOULDN'T!" I told her, getting aggravated.

"It's gonna happen one day, so it doesn't matter who it's with." Yahaira chimes.

"Well, to me it does! There's more than just good looks and money that I expect from my future guy. I'm not materialistic and shallow and I don't want to be with a guy that's like that either." I said. "Ok, whatever. Let's go." Sarai said, and we left to go to the Carnival.