I'm posting a chapter to express my grievances.

After hesitating for a long time, I decided to say something. On the one hand, I want to apologize, and on the other hand, I feel guilty. This book has been written since March last year, and it has been more than a year. I originally developed it from interest to work, and then completely integrated it into my life. Yes, writing books has become a part of my life. Every day when I think that I haven't written anything yet, I can't put my mind at ease to do other things, but it's also because I'm tired. Now I'm really writing like I used to deal with work. It's said that the three-year itch has arrived. I think it has been more than three years since I first wrote.

But to be honest... I feel guilty. This book has so many words now, and there are still about one or two hundred readers who have been following it. They have been with me from last year to now. I feel guilty for not being able to provide you with satisfactory content and not being able to make your money worthwhile.

Sometimes, I also think that I can write when I want to, and forget about it when I don't want to, and it doesn't matter if I stop writing or something like that.

But on the one hand, the economic pressure, the 1,000 yuan for full attendance is still very attractive. I just left the line of failure and I can't ignore the full attendance award. On the other hand, I really don't want to let my readers down. My old readers all know that since I started writing books, I have never stopped updating, and I haven't stopped for more than three years. If I just give up, what will you do with us? What about the money you spent on my book?

Of course, saying so much is actually just to vent my recent depression. I am not good at writing, and I am not good at playing. Just take it as a vent. Readers who can persist to read here should not criticize me for deliberately selling misery, right?

What I can say is that I will try my best to stick to it. Writing novels is my hobby and has become a part of my life. It is impossible to give up. This book is expected to be completed by the end of this year. After the 30th Robot Wars, it will be the OG of Robot Wars. After that, I want to choose a few works to merge into a Robot Wars world, just to round out some regrets that were not written well in the early stage, and then it will be the final battle.

Thank you for always accompanying me and supporting me. I hope you can believe me. I will do my best to write the following stories.

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!