Chapter 15 Physical contact

Shawn was holding me, I tried to fix my position but he was not helpful. He kept staring into my eyes before he viciously attacked my mouth searching for a way in. I gave him permission, as I was feeling emotional at that time; he kept trailing his tongue throughout my mouth exploring every corner.

His breath had a sweet taste of chocolate and his hands slid to my butt, he grope my behind pulling me closer to his chest. I felt my insides melting from his touch; his hands were roaming all over my body finding their way to my abdomen, thighs, back and my nape. His thing was rubbing against my waist as he was holding me even stronger.

I flinched when he suddenly fondled my breast, heading to my neckline placing kisses all over my upper body; he sat on his knees licking my abdomen in a very sexy way that dragged me insane. He pulled my thigh in a motion that caused me to fall on his lap, he placed his hand on my nape forcing his way in to my mouth as he bit my lips licking all over them.

His hands got even braver as he slid his hand beneath my bra; he was grabbing my naked breast. I have to be honest; at that point, I had already given up to his touch, and that was what made me restless though. The problem is that I would never allow such a thing to happen if I was not already attracted to the one in front of me.

I was not only sexually attracted to him; I started falling in love with his personality. My curiosity towards him and the several weaknesses I show when I am with him is a solid proof that I am in danger, I can't fall for him. I could not convince my body to listen to this reason as I circulated my arms around his body pulling him in a hug.

I could not break the kiss but even played a big role in keeping the wheels rolling. I could feel something hard beneath my butt, I do not know whether he is sensitive or if I am that good to turn him on.

" Want me to help you with that?" I asked shyly looking down.

" I would pretty much appreciate you giving me a hand." He replied.

We knew that we will not do it just yet, we cannot even risk trying to have sex outdoors, and any student could pass by any minute so we had to hurry. I also was not ready to lose my virginity this way and by Shawn, I guess he knew it as well so he chose to just let me help him finish his business instead.

It was my first time touching it, I felt hot and my hands started shaking. I do not know what to do exactly. Shawn grabbed my hand and showed me the correct way to do it in order to relieve it. I started repeating the hand gesture he showed me over and over again, his breathing started getting faster and he dug his head into my neck inhaling my scent.

I noticed that he was getting closer to his climax; I fastened my hand motion pressing on its tip gently but applying pressure. He was holding back a moan that managed to slip from his vocals when he finally came.

" I am sorry." he said when he noticed that he came in my hand. He pulled out a handkerchief from his pocket and cleaned both my hands, he quickly stood up and searched for wet wipes, he continued cleaning my palms when he found them.

I did not utter a single word, my face was so red already and as if I lost the ability to speak, I kept silent. Shawn noticed that I am embarrassed, the rush of adrenaline that I felt earlier faded away which forced me to think with my brain, what the fuck have I just done? I asked myself.

" You look even cuter when you are embarrassed; you become meek as well which oppositely to your usual self." He chuckled.

" I am not embarrassed; I just remembered that I have a class to attend now. I have to go." I lied.

" C'mon I will take you home, all classes have already ended," he answered back.

He hugged my figure transferring his heat to my body that was already overheated. I let him hug me since I was in dire need to hide behind something right now so I just covered my face with his shirt. He grinned, we enjoyed spending time together and our relationship was getting stronger by the time.

I followed him to his car and he drove me home, Gerald was waiting for us at home. He knew that I did not go back with my driver. As soon as we stepped into the mansion, we ate lunch together and I headed to my room. I called Tony to ask him for details.

" I was waiting for your call." Tony began.

" What did you find?"

" Jack has been tracking you these last few days, he doubted what he heard from your friends and his doubts were confirmed, he took pictures of you..."

" Yeah I know that, anything else?"

" Nope, that is it. I do not think he planned for anything yet. Gerald's family is not a family that he can mess with at all."

" Okay, I understand. Thanks Tony."

" Don't mention it."

I had a plan in mind, I needed to speak with Gerald regarding a few terms that would help him understand his son's need and how to win him back. I know that Shawn would not like it if I did that but I did not have any choice. As I said before I am not ready to marry an arrogant dead rich fellow, that is not the life I imagined nor wanted.

We may be attracted to each other but since we come from very different worlds, this variance would cause us a problem sooner or later. I do not want to be indulged in a loss game, I never did and I never will. I will have to rush things up and get out of this mansion as fast as I can. I will prepare for a plan B in case things went south.

I will have to secure another escape route just in case Gerald had an ulterior motive and did not allow me to peacefully walk away.