Chapter 38 Our night

"I thought that you didn't like me anymore so why are you doing this?" I asked.

"Who said that I didn't like you?"

"You were acting cold towards me..." I pointed out.

"I wouldn't marry someone that easily if I didn't love him very much, silly."

"What?"

"I am saying that I love you, Lily," he confessed.

My first reflex was to cover my face with my arms; my heart would not bear anything more.

He distanced my arms as he hugged me tightly patting on my back gently.

"I know you love me back judging from how I can hear your heartbeats this strongly but I need to hear you say it," he purred in my ears.

"I love you too, I am just afraid that bad things will result from this," I explained.

"Don't worry about your friends; I have assigned my men to watch over Gerald's men, they will make sure that no harm hit them. Also, I will take care of my dad myself," Shawn clarified in a firm tone that lacked any doubt.

"Now can you say it again?" he added.

"I love you, Shawn; I am the happiest when I am with you. You always understand me; even today, you knew exactly how I was feeling and what I wanted. You are more than perfect in my eyes that I feel I do not deserve you,"

"I am the one who doesn't deserve you, my family has wronged your family big time and my dad is rude enough to keep tormenting you. I am surprised that you are that kind-hearted to actually let that slide,"

He got it wrong, it wasn't that I was warm-hearted or anything, I just learned at a young age in the society I was living in to not associate anyone with his family. Everyone in his life has that member who always fuck up; it is not fair to judge his whole family just because of that filthy individual. I never held Shawn responsible for what his dad has done and I'll never will.

"You are Shawn and he is Gerald, two different beings with two different actions," I clarified which made him smile.

The mood was totally set, he kept trailing kisses all over my upper body. He took off his sweater. His hands were big; he moved them sexily along my naked back and stomach. He then reclined the seat back as far as it goes turning me around so that he was towering over me with his body.

"You do have a kink with cars, don't you?" I joked.

"This time you won't be the only one to cum..." he huskily replied.

Shawn slid the sunroof open and I could see the stars shining above us, it provided that sexy moonlit glow on our bodies. Shawn used my scarf and buckled both my hands to the headrest of the seat. I looked at him a bit surprised, anything would surprise me at this point, it is my first time after all.

"Leave it to me, I will make us both feel really good," he whispered in my ears as he slid the dress I was wearing up above my breasts. I really didn't know that would happen but I guess it was the right thing to do to wear this dress. He unzipped his pants and for the second time, I spotted the little him.

He was hard and in a hurry but still spent a nice amount of time preparing me down there. He then thrust it inward slowly and repeatedly. I lost track of time, I could not feel anything but his hot body rubbing against mine. He fastened his pace and I couldn't disagree, I was feeling something that I have never experienced in my whole life.

"You need to see your face, you look even sexier," he said as he shoved his thing deeper.

"Untie me, I want to cover my face, I am so embarrassed,"

"No way, I like this view the most," he smirked devilishly.

One hour, two hours, three hours have passed before we fixed our positions and started wearing our clothes. It was too late by now, I wanted to stay with him like that for the end of my life but we had to go back to our current reality.

"You okay?" Shawn asked as he headed to the mansion.

"How couldn't I when I’m with you," I flirted.

"How cute, you don't want me to stop the car again, do you?"

"No way, I had enough for the whole week," I retorted.

He laughed so hard at my comment and slid his hand to caress my cheeks while he had the other on the driving wheel.

"You are my angel," he smiled.

We soon returned to the real world and I walked up the stairs, we both stepped into the main room, as we had no reason to sleep in separate rooms anymore. We took a shower together and Shawn grabbed this chance to continue what we were doing in the car. I can't believe that he still wanted to do it. I guess he was holding back for a long time now.

"I want to sleep," I moaned in his grip.

He lifted me up after drying my body and placed me on the bed, he gave me a goodnight kiss and we swiftly gave up to our exhaustion and slept soundly hugging each other.

The next morning, Shawn headed to work and I was left all alone in the mansion. I was speaking with Jessy, my beautiful kind friend in this mansion when suddenly I was called out by Gerald's assistant. He wanted to speak with me in private.

I headed to his office; he was sitting on the long sofa next to the door. I did not feel good about our meeting; I felt that I would be informed of something bad for some reason. I clenched my jaw waiting for him to start the conversation.

I watched him as he stood up from his seat and walked up to me throwing a white envelope in my face.