Chapter 11
Fernanda
Oh how I wish I could get that arrogant little smile from that man. I look down and see my passion fruit juice there waiting to be tasted and the desire I had was to throw it in this man's face.
How he had the courage to say those things to me! I am an older woman who is currently not ready for a relationship.
'What are you thinking so much about?' – He asks me curiously.
- In your face! - I declare leaning back in the chair and I just watched him eat. This man was so hot and even though I didn't want anything to do with him my body didn't think that way.
- I did not understand? - He defends himself, I look up, I roll my eyes up.
"You really don't understand?" – I reply with irony.
"Actually, I don't understand!" He responds naturally.
'Bruno, can't you think we're going to sleep together?' — Notice to him.
- And why not? He responds naturally.
“My God, man, don't you understand? - I replied frustrated.
— You who don't understand Fernanda, I want you for myself! - He declares.
— More than damn man, I can't relate to anyone right now! — Notice to him.
“I know you were hurt, by your ex! – He comments.
— I did! And that's why I don't want to relate to anyone.
— Fernanda, I'm not your ex! - He warns.
'I know it isn't! But right now I need to be alone. — I speak to him.
— Fernanda let me take care of you! - He asks taking my hand and showing there in that touch that I could trust him.
- I can not! — I answer firmly to him and continue: — I need to take care of myself! And I don't need anyone else to bother me. — I do.
- Yes you can! - He declares firmly and continues: - Whether you like it or not, I'm going to make sure you stay well and that asshole of your ex looks for you again!
“My God man! I can't think about relationship when I'm still a married woman!
"It won't be forever!" - He responds calmly and running his thumb on my hand.
— Bruno, even if you separate me from Otávio, it's no use thinking that as soon as I sign the paperwork I'll run towards your arms! "I grumble because I need to be alone!"
- My God woman, stop trying to push me away. He asks looking at me steadily.
"Bruno can I ask you a question?" She looks at me curiously.
— Yes, as many as you want! - He replied calmly leaning back in his chair.
"Have you ever been married?" I ask him curiously and am annoyed just knowing that he might have been married.
'I was never married!' He responds calmly and my heart is lighter.
"So you don't know what I'm going through!" - I answer wanting to show him what I felt at that moment.
— Fernanda, I know what you're feeling! He suddenly lets go and I'm curious.
"I thought I heard you never been married?" – I ask curiously.
'I never really was!' I had a relationship with a woman named Carolina, who put me through some cheating situations! - He declares and I get even more curious, about the relationship with this Carolina woman.
"And you were shaken by this breakup?" - I ask curious and wanting to know more about the old relationship.
— Honestly, I was moved! Never been betrayed! - He answers calmly.
'So you loved her?' I ask cautiously and he looks at me curiously and smiles.
"Maybe at first I thought so, now I don't!" - He says shrugging and looks at me and says: - Anything else you want to know about me? - Bruno teases me smiling and I feel my face get hot.
"Oh sorry, I didn't mean to be so nosy!" — I apologize already awkwardly, for having asked so many questions about him.
— Oh, don't worry! - He reassures me smiling and continues: - I'm glad to know that you have curiosities about me, the same way I have about you!
"Of course I have you are my boss!" — I answer quickly.
— Yes, I am, at the factory here I am your boss and here in front of you I am your Bruno! - He declares still smiling at me.
'You can't keep saying you're my Bruno!' — The alert.
- And why not? He asks confused.
"My God man, why don't you run after some girl your age?" - I ask still messed with his words saying it's mine.
— I don't want to run after little girl, I want you! He says smiling even more.
"Bruno..." I warn him and feel relieved just to hear him say that.
- What can't I dream that one day I'll have you for myself? He asks curiously, shrugging his shoulders.
— Bruno! For God's sake, man! - I warn him and I'm frustrated that he is so insistent and at the same time I admire his courage to fight for what he wanted.
"What's going on in your little head so much?" He asks curiously. And I look at him again and not knowing what to say to such a stubborn man. And I look down at the watch on my wrist and I get a big fright:
— Oh fuck! I groan in frustration to see that it was already past my lunch hour.
- What's it? – Bruno asks curiously.
— Bruno I'm late, I need to get back to work. - I comment worried.
"Haven't we eaten yet?" - He warns.
“If you didn't keep talking about wanting me in your life, we'd have had lunch and we'd be at work already. I groan and he smiles even more.
— Don't worry, your boss is very nice! - He jokes smiling and the way he smiles, makes my heart beat fast and when I find myself I end up smiling and relaxing. Our food arrives and the waiter apologizes for the delay, we thank you and we start to eat.
And finally Bruno forgets to keep saying that he wanted me and as much as I was attracted to him I couldn't afford to get into a relationship even more when you're still married. And while I'm eating lost in the battle of thoughts of what I should or shouldn't do, I feel his touch on my hand and I look at him who looks at me very seriously and says:
— I will not give up on you, Fernanda, you are already mine and you know it! - He warns like he's making a promise and very serious and I stare at him and instead of wanting to get up and run away, I was sitting here wishing he would do just that, not give up on me.
Oh damn what is happening to me? I can't relate to a more young man, even more the one who is sitting in front of me, too beautiful and very tasty!
"Aren't you going to say anything?" – He asks me curiously.
“What do you want me to tell you? — I provoke him.
"That you want me in your life, in your bed!" He responds very calmly.
"Bruno, shall we take it easy?" - I warn him cursing me for starting to imagine the two of us in bed and we make madly love and I hear a moan and I wake up from my thoughts and I look at him without understanding anything. - Some problem?
"Damn it, I'm fucked!" - He grumbles moaning and hearing his moan made me excited and his gaze was on fire and made me shift in my chair.
“Why are you all fucked up? – I ask without understanding anything.
- You do not know? he asks curiously and I nod my head not knowing what he was talking about.
— Bruno, what are you trying to ask? – I ask now curiously.
"You have no idea what your face was like?" He had a dreamy expression and on top of that I heard his groan! Bruno responds with a smile.
"Was it and did you hear it?" – I ask curiously and at the same time I hadn't realized that I had let out a moan and I feel my face getting hot.
— Oh yes and I was here curious to know what was going through your pretty little head so much? He asks curiously.
- In nothing! — Quick conversation.
— Ah Fernanda, I can tell you one thing, you don't know how to lie to me! — Bruno warns as if he knows what I was thinking and the challenge:
- Really? What do you think I was thinking? — I provoke him.
- About how we'll make love and one thing I'll tell you, it's going to be perfect and that I promise! - He says with a wink and I blush again.
