Chapter 34
Fernanda
After I left the vase in the hall, I enter my apartment. And I head towards the kitchen and when I get there, I find the girls already having dinner and the smell of the food was wonderful.
“Glad it was ready. I'm starving. I say and sit down and start serving myself. The girls made a Greek rice, mashed potato, fried fish and god I love to eat.
— Mom, it's really good, even the food! - Kam says putting the food more on the plate.
“For sure, I know you are. - I say inhaling the smell of food.
"Mother, do you forgive us?" Kathy asks awkwardly.
"Of course I do, my loves!" — I speak and I start to eat and I taste the food and as soon as I swallow I say: — My loves, you know that I don't forgive a betrayal and your father betrayed me a lot. It may have been once or not. But at that moment I decided that I didn't want your father in my life anymore.
"So our father doesn't have a chance with you anymore?" Kathy asks curiously.
- I'm sorry, girls like I said and your father we won't be back anymore. — I tell them and keep talking: — I'm completely in love with Bruno.
“You know what that reminds us of, Kathy? – Kam asks with a little smile and looking at his sister and I roll my eyes at both of them.
"So, Kam, don't you want to tell us what you remember?" I ask ironically and lean back in my chair and cross my arms waiting for Kam to speak.
“Kathy, do you remember when we showed Mom her hot boss profile page? – Kam asks looking at her sister, who smiles saying:
- Of course yes. - She says also giving that little smile and I look at her and say:
- You too? I question her and she laughs in my face.
— So mom, do you remember that when we said you could, let's say stay with your boss, did you say you would never stay? - Kathy comments and I roll my eyes at her and say:
— Yes, I remember what I said and it wasn't exactly in those words? - I grumble not wanting to hear I told you.
"So Mom and you got involved with your boss, as we thought you would..." Kam comments and I interrupt her.
“And…” I encourage her.
“And we are happy, because you are happy and in love. - Kathy says smiling and I smile along with her.
"So, are you really happy for me?" I ask curiously.
— Yes, mother, we are happy for you. - Kam speaks and receives a nod from Kathy.
"So... Aren't you sadder that I'm not going back to your father anymore?" I ask cautiously.
— Mom, Kathy and I talked, and we came to the conclusion that we can't interfere in your life, do you love Bruno? - I nod in agreement and she continues talking: - While the lady took the vase downstairs we were talking and we decided that the lady is happiest when she was with daddy and that she deserves to be happy.
- Thanks! — I say and I extend my hand and they touch mine and I smile at them and say: — You have no idea how, I'm happy to see that I love Bruno. I know it was fast, I know he's a younger man, I also know that there will always be someone looking at him with prejudice and I'm willing to face everything just to live this great love.
"Wow..." they say together and I smile.
— Girls one day you will meet someone who makes you feel what I'm feeling right now.
— And you, are you feeling… — they tease and I answer sincerely.
"True love is what I feel for him!" — I declare smiling like a fool and say: — One day your father will find the right woman and he will also be happy the way I am, now.
— I hope, mother! - Kathy answers sincerely and I smile and wink at them and I decide to change the subject and say:
"Now are we going to finish dinner?" I ask, already putting food in my mouth.
— Mom, one last question, was the sex good? Kathy asks and I gasp and I hear them laugh and I take a sip of water and she looks at me curiously and says, “So?
After practically almost choking to death, for my daughters. I just go over what happened and answer Kathy's question and say that the night was really perfect.
I help the girls tidy up the kitchen and we head to the living room and I sit there while we decide what we're going to watch. Passionflix is wonderful and we were looking for what to watch, Kathy wanted a romantic comedy, Kam wanted to watch a romance movie and I wanted a romance on fire and we chose a joint by author Jodi Ellen Malpas the movie is called The Protector.
— Girls what do you think of us making some popcorn and eating while we watch the movie, what do you think? - I ask the girls and soon they agree and even before starting the movie. The girls are deciding who would make the popcorn in the electric popcorn machine and the other one went to get soda and candy.
Because watching a movie and eating popcorn and finishing with sweets and sodas is wonderful. I tell them I'm going to take a quick shower while they go to work and I practically run to my room.
When I get there, I take out my cell phone and notice that there were messages from Otávio and there were threats and the desire I had to delete was great, I just visualize and don't respond and one thing I notice, that if Otávio were to continue to torment me he would never find love. And I sure as hell couldn't wait for him to leave me alone.
Another thing that catches my attention is Bruno's message and my heart starts beating fast. And I smile when I read the message and it was written like this along with emoji:
“Baby, I'm missing you so much,
From your body, from your smell, from your mouth and no,
I look forward to seeing you tomorrow.
<3
I send a message back, saying I was dying too, missing him too and just as he wrote, I sent him back saying the same thing. And when I finish writing, I take off my dress and take a nice, quick shower. I change clothes and put on my pajamas and pick up my cell phone again and there it was written.
"I love you, angel!"
I write back his message saying:
"I love you too and a lot!"
I leave the room and go watch the movie with my girls and when I finish watching the movie with them I go back to my room and I take my cell phone and there was a message that said:
"I want you in my arms, now!"
Oh shit I wanted too and so much. The urge I had to run straight into his arms was very strong.
"I also want my love!
As soon as I finish sending the message, Bruno calls me and makes a video call and when I accept, I feel my legs shake seeing him as he was.
— Wow... You're really mean, aren't you?” I question him and the son of a bitch starts to laugh and I pull my bedspread and lay down and put my cell phone next to me, there imagining that instead of the cell it would be him on the bed. my side. We start talking until the two of us before we end up sleeping we declare ourselves saying “I love you!” and we sleep, with the cell phone on the video call.
The next day...
