Chapter 29 Unable to say
“My Beloved Bastard”
Author by Natalie Ernison
Jasmeen is still struggling with her deadine of the script ...
Ahk… Moaned Jaes when a hand held her hand, and immediately made her float in the air.
“Who?” Jaes moaned, she was very shocked and troubled.
“I miss you so much.” Softly the figure of the man who was holding her and invited her to float in the air.
“Mr. Cullen!” Jaes looked at Cullen's face with his eyes filled with longing.
“I really miss you ..” Cullen whispered and immediately kissed Jaes' lips with inner longing.
Hmmm… Jaes moaned, but this time she didn't seem to be fighting back, but instead, she kissed Cullen back and Cullen hugged him.
“Sir, don't ... you're getting married soon,” Jaes whispered when Cullen laid down the pillow on the mattress, in the resort where Jaes was.
“Have you ever missed me?” said Cullen while getting on top of Jaes's body.
“Hurry honey ...” whispered Cullen, while doing his hot activities all this time, and Jaes' sigh was really all Jaes could bear, until she bit her own lip. Cullen's hand squeezed again managed to continue sighing incessantly.
Jaes retreated silently, and started to think hard.
“If I say that I miss him, will this man give me more false hope ...” Jaes thought.
“No ... I'm also very relieved, because the master finally doesn't bother me anymore.” Jaes said and immediately pushed Cullen's body from above her.
“Be honest with me, do you love me Jasmeen ..”
“No, I don't love you.” Jaes said with a fixed gaze.
“Is that your honesty ...” said Cullen as he walked over to Jaes and hugged Jaes' body tightly. The embrace that he had been holding on for a long time, and wanted to be released immediately.
“Well, I'm very sure .. didn't Mr. Cullen know, if I really hate you sir .. so this is my best answer.” Jaes said without wanting to look at Cullen's face, she even stood her back to Cullen.
Hhhmm ... “I... will wait for you, I don't know until I completely disappear from this world ..” Cullen said, then he went through the window of Jaes' room.
Jaes sat on the edge of her bed. What he said, did not match what was in her heart. Yes was forced to say that, because she was very aware of his current position. Jaes cried over what she had said, she didn't mean what he said, but she had to say it.
The cry even sounded very clear.
Cullen was still quietly outside the window of Jaes' room. Cullen clung to the wall as he always did. He heard the sound of crying very clearly.
He clenched his fists, and leaned back against the wall sorrowfully. He knew that Jaes was not honest with what she said.
***
Yeah… “I'm really happy today!” Said Khim who looked very happy, after they finished playing together on the beach.
“Hey, Jasmeen .. why don't you wear beach clothes like me?” Said Khim while showing her curves to Jaes.
“Ahh, I'm not in the mood to wear it,” Jaes said, even though he didn't want the marks of Cullen's love mark / kissmark to be seen.
“Let's have dinner together ..” Zeros said while walking beside Jaes, as if he didn't want Cullen to approach Jaes.
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“Tomorrow we have to come back, and you two don't forget to come to my engagement with Mr. Cullen.” Said Khim who looked so happy.
“Ohh, congratulations Miss Khim ..” Said Zeros while glancing at Jaes briefly.
“Congratulations on your engagement Miss Khim and Mr. Cullen.” Said Jaes who still survived with his play.
“This woman is so good at acting, just wait for the time you will not be able to survive ..” thought Cullen. Now Cullen doesn't talk as much as usual. He was mostly silent and paying attention to Jaes.
After two full days of enjoying their vacation, now they must return to the real world of work.
***
“The Jasmeen Residence”
Typing and again chasing the deadlines for her script. Sitting in front of a laptop screen late at night.
Drrrtttt… one unread message.
“Hello, don't forget to finish the food and drink that I ordered for you ...” Boss Zeros.
Hmm .. “Boss Zeros…” Jaes muttered. Not long after that, a delivery food delivery person arrived, on behalf of Zeros.
Jaes: “Thank you so much, boss ..”
Zeros: “Yes, eat while it's warm ..”
Jaes: “Fine boss ..”
Zeros: “Tomorrow afternoon, after work, immediately hand over your manuscript and we'll meet at the usual place.”
Tsk .. “You boss, always ask me to meet just for the script ..” Jaes muttered, then resumed her text.
***
After work, Jaes immediately drove to the café where he usually met together at her chatty boss.
“Café xxx”
Hmm… paying close attention, with a very serious look.
“Okay .. your script is good enough, but I want you to liven up the atmosphere even more ..” Said Zeros, who now looks less angry when discussing Jasmeen's manuscript.
“Oh Lord .. thank you boss .. I always take the time to write this script.”
“Well, keep working hard…” Zeros said with a sincere smile at Jaes.
“Boss, what about my bonus ..” Said Jaes with a look of desire.
“Jasmeen, you really don't change when it comes to things that smell like money ...” Zeros touched the screen of his cellphone.
“Check your b-baking ...” Zeros ordered.
Jaes immediately checked the contents of her cellphone.
“Ohh thank you so much boss!”
Jaes looks so happy, because the balance in his account has now increased from the bonus of his novel manuscripts.
“Boss…”
“Hmm, what's wrong Jasmeen?”
“Can this weekend, boss accompany me to mum and daddy's funeral?” asked Jaes.
“Okay fine, if you want me to accompany you ..” Said Zeros happily.
“Thank you boss.”
***
Jasmeen and Zeros go to the funeral of Jaes' parents.
“Xxx funeral”
Jaes sat in front of his parents' funeral.
Sow the flowers that he has provided, as well as the flower water that is in the glass bottle that Zeros gave her. Sitting face down with a very sad face, full of longing so great from the bottom of her heart.
Hahh… moaned Jaes holding back the tightness in her chest, while squeezing the flowers that had sprinkled on the burial design.
“Mother… father… I really miss you right now…” Jaes sighed with tears that he could no longer hold back.
Zeros just stood behind Jaes, he knew Jaes was very sad right now. I wanted to touch that shoulder and give calm, but Zeros was discouraged. He was aware of his position, and shouldn't do anything more than just a co-worker.
Crying to the point of being bored, even being unable to meet each other, that was what Jaes was experiencing right now.
“Jasmeen…” Said Zeros slowly patting Jaes shoulder.
“Boss .. sorry, I miss my parents too much ..” Jaes sighed, wiping her tears.
“Cry, if that makes you better…” Zeros said with a sad face, as if he shared the pain.
Jaes also cried uncontrollably, a longing that he could not express anymore. Because now, he can only look at the names of his parents who are written on the tombstone.
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“You rest ...” said Zeros who had just arrived at the lobby of the Jaes residence building.
“Okay boss, and thank you so much for today. “ Zeros just smiled, and immediately rushed away from in front of Jaes.
Jaes immediately went into her residence.
“Is Zeros the reason you say you don't love me ..” Said a man from behind the door, when Jaes just opened the door.
Ahkk ... ahkk ... moaned Jaes, when her body slammed onto her bed.
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