Chapter 49 My terrible loss
“My Beloved Bastard”
Author by Natalie Ernison
Cullen is depressed again, in the absence of Jasmeen by his side. He even often hurt himself. Even wanting to end his life is not the right choice, but for now Cullen has to calm his mind.
The separation from Jasmeen really makes Cullen's life shatter into chaos anymore. He didn't know Jasmeen's whereabouts anymore, he didn't know where Jasmeen was now, he didn't even know. Seeking and continuing to search in ignorance, made it worse and worse.
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>>> Flashback <<<
“Poor girl ... how can a good girl like this have to accept bad luck ..” said a woman who was walking through the forest, and found the body of a woman lying down.
“What's wrong my wife, what has distracted you?” Said a handsome man who was the woman's husband.
“Look, this poor girl has fallen from a great height. Can we save it? “ said the wife.
“Of course, let's take it with the other elves ...” the husband also asked the elves to help her carry the poor girl's body.
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“This girl must be my grandson's lover, Cullen. Why should a poor life happen to him too ..” thought the woman who had helped the woman who was lying helplessly.
The woman who helped him was Nathasya who was now in the elven realm. Meanwhile, the woman helped was Jasmeen.
Jasmeen's body is still cold for days, even her skin color is so pale bluish, like a corpse.
“Looks like this girl is not our nation dear?” said the husband (Abed) elf Nathasya.
“Well, it looks like .. then what should we do honey?”
“For the time being, you take care of him. I'll do the work in the fields.”
“Okay honey, be careful on the road while hunting ..”
Cup Abed elf kissed Nathasya on the lips, as a sign of saying goodbye before leaving for work.
“Now Zakra is reincarnated as my grandson, but I know that now my grandson is not as bad as Zakra .. hmm ..” muttered Nathasya. While continuing to give her natural potions, hoping that Jasmeen would soon wake up.
However, Jasmeen has not woken up from her bed for days.
Nathasya looked so restless. Nathasya was worried that if Jasmeen's fate would be the same as her, Nathasya really didn't want that.
“You have to recover beautifully girl, I've suffered enough pain while in the dark family. Don't let you have the same fate as me before ..” Nathasya whispered. She even looks so sad just looking at Jasmeen's current state.
Throughout the day, Nathasya remained by Jasmeen's lying side. She didn't even feel tired to keep waiting for Jasmeen to regain consciousness.
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“Honey, why are you so sad about it? Isn't he just a stranger?” Said Abed the elf.
Ahh, “I just feel concerned, dear ...” Nathasya whispered. She also leaned on Abed Elf's shoulder, still crying sadly.
“If he can't get up again, then we better bury her ..”
“What! Do not talk nonsense! just wait he realized! “ Said Nathasya in a snarl tone to Abed.
“Why do you have to yell at me dear? Do you care more about this corpse than I am your husband?”
“Corpse! don't just talk! we don't know for sure the truth yet! “ Said Nathasya, and turned away from Abed.
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Nathasya ran towards the river area of the Elven Realm.
There he cried uncontrollably, her heart was so broken when he remembered all the memories that had happened to her in the past.
“Seeing that poor girl, my heart hurts so much ... why is the family of darkness beings always this cruel .. damn it!” cursed Nathasya irritably. She shouted at the river bank of the colored elf realm.
“What happened to you dear .. why are you so angry? I'm sorry, if my words make you angry ..” Abed elf who now came to Nathasya, and held Nathasya's body tightly.
“No ... you're not wrong dear .. I'm sorry ..” Nathasya hugged Abed tightly.
“This man is so kind .. how can I be so angry with him .. but my heart breaks to see the state of that woman ..”
Nathasya and Abed elf returned to their humble residence.
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Jaes' body was placed on an order made of natural elves. Beneath the setting is a furnace that is lit, but purplish green.
Uhuhhkk uhuukkkk ... Jaes voice finally opened her eyes, and slightly moved her limbs.
“You're awake, beautiful girl...” Nathasya hurriedly approached Jaes's weak body.
Jaes was astonished when he saw Nathasya's face that looked so much like her. The two also looked at each other as human girls.
“Where am I? is this the afterlife? I'm dead! “Said Jaes.
“You are still a human girl, and ..---” Nathasya began to tell everything he had experienced. Because he believes that Jaes is someone he can trust.
“What? so madam is Mr. Cullen's grandmother, and the mother of Mr. Great Fhilip! “
Sehhhttt ...
“Keep your voice human girl, if my husband hears it, then we will be forever separated ..” whispered Nathasya softly.
“Sorry madam ...”
“You guys rest .. I'll go hunting ...” said Abed elf, then hurried away.
Meanwhile, Nathasya continued her story with Jaes.
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“Mrs. Nathasya, why are our faces so similar?”
“I don't even know human girls, now you have to recover your situation. Because in the human world there are so many problems that we have to solve.”
“Not!! I don't want to go back there Madame .. I've suffered enough .. I don't want to come back… “Jaes sighed with sad tears.
“There are only two choices! You choose to stay with me in the elven realm, but with a lifetime of regret. Or you go back to fix everything and live with the man you love.” Nathasya insisted on Jaes.
“But Madame, I'm tired of my life ... even now I have to lose my baby ..” Nathasya whispered.
When she fell from a high cliff, she could still be saved. Because of the power of the baby of darkness that he was carrying. However, the baby had to return to the dark wind, and could not be saved.
Jaes continued to cry sadly, he was very sad because he had to lose the baby he cared for so much.
“Jasmeen! I fell into deep sadness, because of my separation from the man I love so much. That man even sacrificed for me, as did the man who had abused me. Does that experience of deep wounds have to happen to you again?” Nathasya said convincing Jaes who was now on the verge of hesitation.
“My whole family even died because of that damned creature! my brother is the only family I have all taken away !! “ Jaes screamed innocently.
“Jasmeen, calm down! We will find a solution to this problem ..”
“No, Madame! You have even lost my baby, so what else am I looking for! just let them all die! “
“Jasmeen remember! There is a man who loves you to death, are you happy to let that happen!”
“No, Madame! but I just want to live in peace .. “Jaes quietly.
“Well, I know! Tomorrow I will go with you to the human world, but I have to ask my husband's permission, for various reasons ..”
“No, Madame! I'm afraid the madam will be in trouble. “
“What are you afraid of! Can help someone who has the same fate as me is a joy for me!”
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“Flashback finished”
“Master ... why Master ..” Mr. Fhilip.
“Fhilip !! Did you forget, how the life of Master before! Now you want to make one woman suffer again !!” snapped Mrs. Nathasya's, making Mr. Fhilip office tremble.
“Master, my goodness Master! Please forgive me !!”
“Isn't Cullen your flesh and blood! Don't just because half of his soul is the reincarnation of darkness, the enemy of the Kyleer family, you want to kill him slowly!”
“No Mommy .. I just want Cullen to be more mature ..”
“You are too much Fhilip! Master is working hard to defend you so that you become egotistical like this! Master is very disappointed in you!”
“Please please don't be like this .. give me one more chance to fix things ..”
“After many lives lost because of you hahhh!”
“Master I will do anything for our family Master ...” your father Fhilip fell in front of Master Nathasya.
“Think about it yourself!”
Whuussstttt ... Master Nathasya's body disappeared with a gust of wind.
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“Jasmeen, this is all I can do, live well, and face everything that happens ..” echoed Nathasya's voice, as Jaes returned to his original residential apartment.
“Thank you Madam.”
Hmm ..
“Starting from scratch, it's very difficult ..” complained Jaes, now he returned to the human world.
However, Jaes was reluctant to leave her residence. Because every day there is only fear shrouding her mind, when remembering the events that have happened to her family.
“Timoty .. at least I can see the funeral?”
Jaes rushed to the area of Timoty's residence.
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On arrival there ..
“Why ... why is this ...” Jaes collapsed right in front of the Timoty residence area, which is now only ruins.
Hahh hh .. arhhkk ... Jaes screamed hysterically. Her heart was very broken and broken even more.
“Why don't I just die .. I can't live like this anymore ... Timoty ...” Jaes whispered. She fell almost helplessly.
“There's no use lamenting all that has been lost, miss.” Said a man from behind Jaes.
Jaes turned around as a human girl to see where the sound was coming from.
“Mr. Austin ...” Jaes mumbled when he saw a tall and handsome man, who was Austin, Timoty's trusted assistant.
“Come here miss ... do you want to take revenge on the young master who died horribly because of that damned creature ...” Austin gave his hand to Jaes.
Jaes looked up, then smiled vengefully.
“Yah Master ...” Jaes took Mr. Austin's hand ...
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