Chapter 52 This is not what I wanted
“My Beloved Bastard”
Author by Natalie Ernison
Cullen finally reunited with Jasmeen, but in quite heartbreaking circumstances. Jasmeen at that time wanted to organize her marriage together with Carl, the brother of Cullen. Jasmeen agreed to the marriage because of her revenge on the Kyleer family.
But Jasmeen was wrong, because it turned out that Cullen did not intend to kill her older brother, Timoty. Rather, it was Timoty who begged Cullen to end his suffering. Upon hearing and knowing the truth, Jasmeen was devastated and helpless.
Losing all members of her family, the baby she was carrying, and now the man she also loves so much is in battle. Everything was so suffocating, Jaes could barely survive.
Ahkkk argh hahh ahhhh .... screamed sorrowfully Jaes, with her head looking up at the ceiling. Jaes fell down, holding tight Cullen palm.
“Jasmeen, I love you so much ...” Cullen whispered, sighing in pain. Meanwhile, fresh blood continues to flow from his mouth.
“Please ... hahh hhh ... please save him ...” Jaes shouted hysterically. Jaes looked really messed up.
“I'm happy, because I can enjoy the end of my life in your arms ..” Cullen whispered, he smiled sincerely at Jaes.
Meanwhile, reinforcements arrived immediately. Cullen, Carl, as well as his mother were immediately treated. But Cullen himself was taken to the realm of darkness to be immediately recovered.
“Don't you want to take him where?” Jaes was reluctant to hand over Cullen to the cloaked creatures.
“Madame, Master, must be cured immediately. Sorry ...” said one of the creatures.
Whussstttt .... Cullen's body disappeared along with a gust of wind, while Jaes just fell sadly.
Jaes' sense of destruction is complete now. The marriage fell apart, everything was so chaotic.
“Miss ...” a hand extended to Jaes.
Jaes looked up to see the origin of the voice that was now calling him.
“Master Austin ... Jaes softly. He took Mr. Austin's hand with tears in her eyes. With great effort, Jaes tried to get up from her place.
“Never mind miss .. we go home to rest ..” Mr. Austin also brought Jaes with him.
Tired of crying, Jaes finally fell asleep on way back to her residence.
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“The Jasmeen Residence”
“Miss, wake up ...” Austin said trying to wake Jaes slowly.
Hmm hhh ... “where are we Master?” Jaes opened her eyes slowly. Her face was so puffy from the exhaustion of crying that even her white wedding dress was covered with blood.
“Clean yourself, miss, then rest ..” Austin said, while leading Jaes to her room. Because right now Jaes's body is very weak, because of all the things Jaes has been through.
“Thank you, Master, I'll rest soon.” Jaes took off her wedding dress, then went to the bathroom to clean herself thoroughly.
After cleaning herself, Jaes lay down on her bed.
Staring at the ceiling of her residence, and closed his eyes for a moment.
Drop after drop of tears flowed sadly again. Jaes's heart became increasingly torturous, the pain was very deep.
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Day after day, Jaes lived normally and as Jaes should. All the wounds of the past he slowly erased from her mind slowly.
Jaes returned to work as an employee in a publishing company. With Zeros, the chatty boss, of course.
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“Publishing Company”
“I'm glad you finally got back to work here Jaes ..” Zeros boss said to Jaes, who was sipping his hot coffee.
“Yes, boss, thanks because the boss is still willing to accept me ..” Jaes smiled sadly at Zeros.
“Jasmeen, have you heard any news ..”
“News?” Jaes brought his brows together, making a frown on his forehead.
“Mr. Cullen will get married soon ..” said Zeros as he settled Jaes.
“Ohh yeah .. wow .. good ... quite interesting news, because there will be many women who are heartbroken ..” Jaes said with a smiling face, but that smile felt forced to him.
“I also did not think that Mr. Cullen will finally get married. So, when will you catch up” said Zeros trying to tease Jaes.
Hahha ..
“Boss, I still have to work, so I haven't thought about it ..” Jaes smiled sadly.
Deep down, Jaes felt quite disappointed. Disappointed because a man who has carved many good memories in her life will soon marry another woman. Even the man who gave her a baby, even though in the end Jaes lost the baby.
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All the employees of the office where Jaes worked were seen having fun discussing something.
“Wow .. Mr. Cullen finally got married .. isn't that a very extraordinary thing ..” said one employee who really admired Cullen's figure.
“Yeah right, look at the invitation to this banquet party is very extraordinary, right?” boisterous voices of female employees who were gathered.
Jaes just looked down and tried to stay calm.
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“The Jasmeen Residence”
Jaes sat pensive on the terrace window of her room. She looked at the stars and the shining moon.
In the end Jaes was completely alone, without the people who always loved her. Moreover, she was pregnant with a baby, even though in the end she had to lose the baby.
“Well .. I shouldn't expect much with this life .. everything is gone so quickly ..” Jaes sighed, sobbing sadly.
Her tears could no longer be counted. Almost every night Jaes always cried sadly, when remembering every memory she had with Cullen.
Cullen, who is the only man who has touched and touched her, even had a baby in her womb, which was the result of their love. Now Cullen is getting married soon, Jaes can only accept her situation.
Jaes returned to struggling with the script of the novel. Jaes poured everything in her heart and everything Jaes experienced into the contents of the script.
Unmitigated, so many comments from readers regarding the story Jaes wrote. So many readers feel cut off by the plot and content of the story.
While writing, Jaes's tears continued to flow. Jaes wrote the true story of her life into a fantasy novel.
Hahh ahkk hhh ... moaned Jaes. She was barely able to continue her story.
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Zeros brings Jaes to a banquet.
“Boss, are we going to a dinner party with company clients?” said Jaes, who was now in the car belonging to the boss of Zeros.
“Well, we will attend an important event, and I hope you will be willing to this ..”
“What do you mean boss?” Jaes frowned.
“Later you will find out for yourself ..” Zeros seemed to focus on driving, while Jaes was still filled with curiosity.
At a joint dinner party ...
All the guests who attended looked so elegant. Jaes entered the party room feeling uncomfortable.
“If you feel uncomfortable, then hold my hand ..” whispered Zeros to Jaes.
“Ahh .. no Master, I'm fine ...” Jaes did not obey Zeros's orders, he chose to remain confident.
“Ladies and gentlemen, we will watch our main stars tonight .. applause for the couple who will make you feel jealous .. we welcome together, Mr. Cullen and Ms. Shien ...” said the host.
Meanwhile, applause accompanied the steps of the two people who were now descending the steps.
A handsome man, along with a graceful woman. The two of them held hands, making the women who adored the man feel very heartbroken.
Cullen with a tall woman, like a model.
Walk towards the main room, so that attention is focused only on them.
“Incredible future bride Mr. Cullen .. that woman if I'm not mistaken, is a famous model ..” muttered, the guests present.
Jaes looked at the two couples, who was Cullen along with his woman. Jaes also applauded Cullen's presence with his partner. He tried to keep smiling.
Meanwhile, Cullen looks so manly and continues to spread his handsome smile to all the invited guests. One by one people came to him, just to congratulate him.
Jaes was already quite claustrophobic at the sight he was seeing.
Sick, hurt, broken ... that's an apt description of Jaes' heart state.
Jaes slowly began to step out of the room at the banquet. However ...
“Jasmeen ... you want to go home?” Zeros held back Jaes' steps.
“Yes, boss, tomorrow I still have a lot to do, as well as the deadline for the script, Master ..” Jaes said, Jaes looked very sad. Even though Jaes tried to keep smiling, the look in her eyes and facial expression were clearly visible.
“Ohh okay .. I'll take my car ..” Zeros seemed to understand the state of Jaes' heart. He hurried to get his car from the parking lot.
Again Jaes looked into the party room area. It looks like Cullen is so happy that night, and for a moment Cullen looks at Jaes who is now standing. But Jaes turned her body, the tightness in her chest became more and more torturous.
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Zeros also led Jaes to return home. Jaes was very sad, but she could only cry and kept on crying. Because that's all she can do now.
A few days later...
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“Cafe xxx”
“Jasmeen, your novel is selling well. Incredible, now I no longer need to force you to submit a script ..” Zeros said with a chuckle.
“Yes, boss, don't forget my bonus ...”
“Of course ...” The two of them were in a café to discuss work together.
Drrtttt .... Zeros's cellphone keeps on vibrating.
For a moment Zeros grabbed his cellphone, and immediately saw his cellphone screen, Zeros immediately looked closely at Jaes.
“Why boss?” Jaes looks very curious, and staring at Zeros's cellphone screen, it turns out ...
A message depicting two people (couples) who are seen wearing a wedding dress and a wedding suit. In the picture none other than, Mr. Cullen with Mrs. Shien, the future bride.
Jaes's face suddenly turned stiff, and very flat. Even without accident, her elbow nudged the glass filled with float mocca onto Zeros' jeans.
“Sorry boss, I really didn't mean it ...” regretted Jaes, he immediately grabbed the tissue box to clean the mocca drink spill.
“Never mind, it's only water ..” Zeros pushed Jaes' hand back, and it turned out that Jaes was already crying.
Well, Jaes is very sad to see the two bride and groom in Zeros's message. A wedding invitation.
“Sorry Master, I can't lie to my heart ..” Jaes sighed, Jaes looked down sadly, with tears that never stopped dripping.
“Cry, if that makes you better ...” Zeros said as he patted Jaes' shoulder.
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Jaes' hope of being with Cullen was completely dashed. Cullen is no longer the same as the Cullen he knew before.
Cullen has now been with another woman, who is indeed from a prominent family. Will everyone end up feeling so deeply hurt ...
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What would you do, if someone who really matters, loves more than anything else, go out with other people and be happy?
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