Chapter 8 No way back
“My Beloved Bastard “
Author by Natalie Ernison
Remost begged Jasmeen to listen to his story that he had been wanting to tell for a long time, but the conditions made it impossible for him to talk much, especially now that he already had a fiancé.
Jasmeen also agreed with Remost's request who wanted to talk to her privately.
“Jasmeen, I ... want us to go back to how we used to be ..” Remost whispered as he grabbed Jasmeen hands.
“It's impossible Mister, I'm not worth the condition of your brother's family. We can't, and you are engaged.” Jasmeen pulled her hand from Remost's grip.
“I don't love Aine, I never loved her one bit. On the night of the dance I wanted so badly to declare that you were my lover, but a sudden agenda had come into order. Mother forced me to get engaged to Aine, otherwise, you will act recklessly… “said Remost with a teary face.
“Yes .. if it's like that, why else would you meet me, I don't want to add to the problem.”
“Jasmeen, let's fight together ...”
“Stop Mister Remost !! Brother, don't be careless! Your engagement is very legitimate, so don't make me your shield!” Jasmeen pounded the table with an annoyed face.
“Jasmeen ... I know I've hurt you, and even the word sorry will not be able to heal your hurt, but believe me all is not what I want ...” Remost rubbed his face and leaned back on the chair while sighing as if he felt tight.
“I am sorry, dear...”
“I'm too naive and very naive to hope that you will be the man who will accept me.” Jasmeen quietly and her tears were already flowing profusely.
“Jasmeenn! I always welcome you! I never even looked at our social status! “
“Yes, but your family! Brother's parents! What can be done again!” Jasmeen wiped her tears.
“Jasmeen ..” Remost took Jasmeen' hand.
Plakk… Jasmeen brushed off Remost's hand who wanted to touch her.
“That's enough, I want to rest!”
“Jasmeen, wait for dear ...” Remost took Jasmeen' hand forcefully.
“Let go! And come home, then be a good boy.” Jasmeen hurried away from before Remost.
Arrgghhkk… Remost groaned in annoyance and sat back down while massaging his head which felt very dizzy.
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Crying and continuing to cry in silence and helplessness Jasmeen at this time. That was all he could do. She returned to struggling with the script, even in a sad state she was still writing.
Drtt…. Mr. Bastard summoned ...
“Why did he call me at a time like this…” Jasmeen muttered when she saw her cellphone screen, and it was none other than Cullen.
Jasmeen: “Hello, what do you want?”
Cullen: “Hey hey .. why is it so cold honey? is it because you miss it too much ... hahaha ... “
Jasmeen: “If nothing important, I'll turn it off ..” beep.
Jasmeen ended the call from Cullen because she was quite annoyed with everything Cullen had done to her.
“What a cruel sadistic man… ahkk…” Jasmeen muttered while clutching her head. It feels so tight, when I can't get my anger out, she thought.
Whusss… the night wind was blowing hard and also cold. Jasmeen started to snuggle under her blanket and immediately turned off his laptop because it seemed like something unexpected was going to happen, he thought.
“Little cat, why are you hiding? will I not find you .. “said Cullen who is now on her bed, and was sitting beside her.
“Go away! Leave me alone!” Jasmeen said from under the blanket and was still reluctant to get out.
“Want to play honey ..”
Greppp ...
Cullen hugged her body, and slowly got into Jasmeen thick blanket, and now he is on top of Jasmeen body.
“It turns out that my little cat is very naughty now ...” said Cullen while locking Jasmeen's hands.
“Go ... I'm very tired and don't want to serve you,” Jasmeen said with a sad face and almost cried.
“Why does my little cat look so sad, am I being too much ...” thought Cullen.
Slowly Cullen released his grip on Jasmeen' hands.
“Get up ...” said Cullen then sat down beside Jasmeen.
Jasmeen just mourned, and from the look on her face, it was clear that she was sad.
“Why do you men act whatever they want… what do you think women are? Is it just an outlet when you want, then dump it when you are bored.” Jasmeen said with tears in her eyes.
“You do whatever you want, no matter how the woman feels. Whether the woman is happy or even suffering, you never care, and ..---”
Cullen grabbed Jasmeen face and kissed Jasmeen on the lips. He held Jasmeen's body tightly, a hug that was so warm and soft, as well as an unusually soft kiss from Cullen.
“Why are you so cruel ... you already have a woman, but why are you still teasing me ... are you so happy to see me in trouble ...” Jasmeen whispered when Cullen let go of her kiss for a moment.
“Shut up ...” said Cullen with his sharp eyes, then hugged Jasmeen's body tightly.
Jasmeen also hugged Cullen back to her, she cried uncontrollably even he occasionally screamed annoyed, also hit Cullen's muscular body.
Cullen was silent and did not say a word. He just kept holding Jasmeen's weak body, and gently stroked the top of Jasmeen's head, as if to give Jasmeen peace.
“If you just want to see me suffer, you better just kill me now… I don't want to live under this pressure…” Jasmeen kept sobbing sadly.
“It's not that easy, there are still many things you can do in your life. You think death is the end of everything! “ Cullen said with a look on his face that looked annoyed at Jasmeen, he even raised his tone.
“No need to teach me !! If so, don't mess with my life again! You bastard I've ever met!” screamed Jasmeen with a hoarse scream, continuing to sob.
“At least I never promised something that I could not fulfill to you ...” Cullen said, looking down in front of Jasmeen who was lying down crying on the floor of her room.
“What do you mean !! Bastard!”
“Well, all those words I used to listen to, I didn't even hear it for a day, my ears felt hot ..” Cullen smiled at Jasmeen, a smile that looked soft and sincere.
“I can't promise things that will make you happy, because for me the status is not important, but only binding ..”
“Yeah right… you are the best that I have ever met in my life…” Jasmeen said with lips trembling to hold back her passionate anger.
“What's more, Jasmeen Aime… do you want to say I'm a rich bastard! or the lowly beast man! or rich men many women, and very jerk !! “ Cullen said as he grabbed Jasmeen face, and slowly wiped Jasmeen's tears.
“Your tears are too expensive just to cry over a man who doesn't even fight for you…” said Cullen while gently caressing Jasmeen's face.
Plakk… Jasmeen slapped Cullen's handsome face.
“Aren't you a lot more bastard! A man who is already with a woman but still likes to disturb the life of a woman who doesn't even know you! So don't try to mention the mistakes of other people, who you don't know the problem yourself!”
“Yes, I am indeed a bastard man who already has a woman but still annoys Jasmeen Aimee. Then what's the problem with that? for sure I want you to be my woman .. “Cullen embraced Jasmeen's body.
“Let go of me! You animal ... ahhkk ... hh ...” Jasmeen stuck his face across Cullen's broad chest and cried bitterly in the arms of her mysterious man.
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