Chapter 10
Maria ( P. O. V. )
After our love making, we took a shower together, right after that we went to have breakfast with the others in the hotel restaurant.
"So how did y'all two sleep." Lola asked curiously, Jason and I glanced at each other.
"We slept well." I answered
I kinda feel embarrassed to tell my friends that I had sex with my Jason..
"Tell us the truth Maria, aren't we your friends." Lola questioned.
"Let's just tell them the truth Maria." Jason responded.
"You tell them." I replied.
I don't wanna be the one to tell them..
I just feel weird about it and anyways, I don't want Lola and Carla to day they signature saying....
"I told you so."
It's annoying..
"Okay guys, this wasn't planned or anything. It just happened, okay." Jason started.
He took a deep breath and continued.
"Last night Maria and I made love, and we got married." Jason revealed.
They jaws literally dropped, they eyes widened. Jason and I looked at each other.
"I think they in shock." I responded, Jason nodded his head in agreement. I waved my hands in front of they faces.
"Guys! y'all heifers! aren't you going to say anything." I yelled.
"We're all just in shock." Adam stated.
"How-w did that happen, and when?" Carla asked in total shock.
"Okay, let me explain." I said to Carla.
I told them everything that happened last night and today, they were shocked out of they minds.
"I can't believe this happened right under our noses." Lola remarked.
"And y'all are married we weren't there at your wedding." Carla pointed out and I chuckled.
"Carla we didn't actually get married remember we used our fake ID's" I confessed, smiling.
"So Daniella Anderson and Andrew White got married last night not us." Jason revealed.
"So y'all not really married." Carla asked, Jason and I both nodded in response.
"Yesterday was a crazy night for you guys uh-huh." Lola remarked.
"You have no idea." Jason remarked.
"So what's the deal with you guys are you together or?" Adam asked.
I glanced at Jason.
"I don't know." I replied, playing with my food.
"I want Maria to be my girlfriend, but I don't know if she wants to be." Jason confessed.
What the heck?
He doesn't know if I want to be his girlfriend...
Dude are you stupid or what?
We had sex last night and today as well, but he still doesn't know if I want to be his girlfriend. His dumb? Really dumb.....
Woah! I think I'm overreacting, I think his just a little indecisive. I don't think so, I know so. His always been indecisive. That's one thing I dislike about him.
"I-I -" Lola cut me off.
"Maria stop stammering and tell him if you want to be his girlfriend or not." Lola demanded, impatiently.
Why is she impatient?
She's not the one that has to be in a relationship with Jason...
Jason looked at me waiting for me to answer, I've never felt this much pressure in my entire life.
I love Jason, I really do, but I just feel scared...
What if our relationship doesn't work out? I don't want to suffer in the end when it all falls...
Yeah I'm a coward.....
"Lola enough stop pressuring her you know that she can't think well under pressure." Jason scolded Lola, not even looking at me.
He knows so much about me, he considers my opinions all the time.
I just feel scared... I don't want our friendship to end if out relationship doesn't work out.
After that no one spoke, we all ate our breakfast in silence, for your information I hate silence and this silence is killing me right now.
"Guys, let's go sight seeing." Carla suggested, breaking the silence.
"Yeah guys, lets go I know it will be fun." Lola agreed, enthusiastically.
"I'm in." Adam smiled.
"Me to." Ben joined in.
"Jason, Maria are you two also coming with us." Lola asked.
"No I'll pass, I just want to rest I didn't get much sleep last I was up all night, y'all guys go ahead, hope y'all have fun." Jason declined, getting up from his sit and leaving.
Now I feel guilty, his mad and it's all my fault....
"How can he when he doesn't know how you really feel, his not a mind reader Maria." My subconscious questioned.
"Guys you go ahead I'm gonna stay in the hotel with Jason." I responded, they looked disappointed.
"Okay I know you two have unfinished business so we'll go for a few hours then come back, I hope y'all two will be done by then because I hate seeing you two mad at each other or y'all being distant, y'all two are the ones that make this squad so enjoyable if y'all two are not on good terms then what will happen to us, please work everything out with Jason, even if y'all two don't date it's fine we all just want y'all two to be on good terms that's all" Carla said, why I'm so emotional, tears were already welling up in eyes,
"Uh, bring it in guys" I said opening my hands for a hug, we all hugged and I instantly felt that Jason wasn't here with us usually his hands were around my waist, his hands are always on me, he was gonna sneak his hands around my waist while all of us are hugging, his so sneaky, I miss him already and he just left a few minutes ago, we spend so much time together that a minute without him I feel lonely even if I'm around people, Ugh! he has bewitched me,
"Okay y'all go ahead I'll go and talk to Jason" I said I pulled away from are embrace,
"Okay" they all sayed in unison,
"Have fun you guys" I said, they waved and I went towards the elevator, I pressed the 12 button,
I reached the 12th floor, then I went straight towards our room, I feel so nervous, I don't know what mood his in, he could be in a bad mood or in a furious mood, oh geez
I knocked on the door and I immediately regretted it, Jason instantly opened the door and he looked mad, mad is an understatement he looked furious,
"What are you doing her?" he asked sternly,
"I-I" I lost my voice, what's wrong with me,
"What are you speechless all over sudden" he asked,
"I asked you what are you doing here aren't you supposed to be sight seeing with the others" he asked still giving me that furious look,
"I-I want us to talk, I think -" he cut me off,
"What makes you think I want to talk to you" he said, I can't believe he said that his being so mean right now, this isn't the Jason I know, his using this behavior to hide his pain, I know it,
"Jason we need to talk I need to explain to you why I was hesitant to answer your question earlier, please I need you to listen to me" I said all in one breath,
He didn't say anything he just went in the room leaving the door opened, I just entered and closed the door behind me,
He went towards the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed, his back was facing me, I entered the room and immediately closed the door,
"I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings I didn't mean to I just -" he cut me off again what's wrong with him,
"You just what Maria, you just what, you only think about yourself you're so selfish, you didn't even think about how I would feel, I love you Maria, I love you, but you don't care about how I feel about you, you only care about yourself" he said standing up, he came over to me and held my arms real tight,
"Ow! Jason your hurting me" I said, he quickly let go of me,
"I-I'm so sorry, wh-where did I hurt you was I holding you tightly, I'm so sorry Maria" he said rubbing my arms, what's wrong with him, his acting like his possessed
"Jason I'm fine you didn't hurt me that badly, you were just holding my arms a little too tightly, it's fine" I said trying to calm him down, he relaxed a bit,
"Maria -" I cut him off,
"Now it's my turn to interrupt you, Jason I didn't go with the others because I wanted to stay here with you, I love you too Jason with all of my heart, I didn't mean to hurt you earlier on I just was scared" I said, he look so confused by what I said,
"Scared why would you be scared, Maria I don't understand, please explain" he said he sat at the edge of the bed, waiting for my response,
I took a deep breath,
"Jason I'm scared that if we date and it doesn't work out we'll lose our friendship and I can't handle that, I won't be able to handle a breakup, I'm just afraid of us not working out" I said with all honestly, he stared at me for what felt like hours,
"That's why you never were in a relationship even when guys in high school asked you out" he asked, I nodded my head, for 20 years I was afraid of heartbreak because I knew I wouldn't be able to handle it,
"Wow, I didn't know that" he said running his hands through his hair,
"No one knew" I said, it's true, not even my mom knows about this,
"Really I'm the only one that knows about this" he said with a smile on his face, why is he smiling,
"Yeah, you the only one" I said, I went to sit next to him,
"Yes, I know another secret of hers" he said standing up and doing a silly dance,
"Oh geez you're a terrible dancer" I said covering my eyes,
"Shut up you party pooper" he said, I laughed and we both ended up laughing, he pushed me and I pushed him, we both fell on the bed, we were still laughing lour heads off,
"I love you so much" he said caressing my cheek, I felt the tears burning my eyes, he always manages to make me cry either out of happiness or out of sadness,
"I love you too" I said, he leaned in and kissed me so slowly and tenderly, his kiss isn't rough like last night it's slow and sweet, I just can't describe how loved his making me feel right now with this kiss, he pulled away from the kiss and I groaned, he smiled
"Yearning for me already princess" Jason said smirking,
I hit his chest,
"Shut up" I said,
"Ow that hurt" he said holding the spot where I hit him,
"Maria listen we can make this work, I promise you that I will try my absolute hardest to make it work, please trust me, please" he said sitting upright,
Should I really give him a chance should I really give us a chance, I would be a coward if I don't and I want to try this out, this would be my first relationship,
"Maria will you please make me the happiest Man on earth by being my girlfriend" Jason said, standing up from the bed and getting on one knee, with a rose in his hand, I instantly covered my mouth I can't believe he...
I can't keep him waiting,
"Yes I will, I will be your girlfriend" I said, he instantly gave me a hug, he pulled away, he kiss me for what felt like hours,
"Here you go my lovely girlfriend" he said handing me the red rose, I smiled,
"Well thank you my wonderful Boyfriend" I said I smelt the rose and it smells divine
"I love you" he said,
"I love you too" I replied, then he leaned in and licked my bottom lip, I instantly opened my mouth for him, he slid his tongue in my mouth and I instantly moaned, oh I love this guy,
These few days will be so enjoyable, I can't wait to explore Las Vegas with the love of my life and of course with the others.
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