Chapter 11

After I managed to calm myself down in the bathroom, I replaced my wet bath kimono with the bath towels in the bathroom. Then I wash my hands and turn on the sink faucet, wetting my face with the water that flows from it. I looked at my eyes that looked puffy from my crying with a sad face, then I shook my head and wiped my face with a small towel near the sink. I opened the bathroom door that I had closed earlier and I almost jumped when I saw Dominik, who was now back wearing the pajamas I had taken off and standing right in front of me.

"Leah… what's wrong?"

I ignored his question earlier and walked past him. I let my feet continue to walk until I arrived in front of the hotel room window. From here, I can see the night sky filled with stars, but I did not find the full moon tonight. Even though the calendar has told me that today should be a full moon. I leaned my head against the window, playing with my fingers on the glass.

"Leah?"

Dominik walked over to me and hugged me from behind, but I didn't care at all. My mind is still imagining what I did, making the feelings of guilt that had previously disappeared reappear.

"You don't need to feel guilty about what you did to me earlier." he said as if he knew what I was thinking right now.

"No, Dominik. What I did was too far. Even though you didn't ask me to go that far." I whisper, turning my body towards him and resting my head on his shoulder. "It must have hurt so badly, right?"

He didn't answer my question and just stroked my hair slowly while hugging me.

"Remember it's me who asked you to do that. Besides... I like what you did earlier."

I held his hand that was stroking my hair earlier and looked at my dog ​​with a surprised face. "What do you mean?"

"It feels like you are much sexier than before, if that's what you want to hear from me." he replied, hugging me again, linking his hand to mine. Hearing the answer earlier made the feeling of guilt that had appeared before, now it has disappeared without a trace. As if the guilt I felt earlier wasn't real.

Not really. I wanted to say that, but in reality, I couldn't. I know it was himself who requested the "reward" and I had granted it what he wanted. But the problem is not with Dominik; the problem is in me.

Somehow, I felt like I was missing something. There is something stuck in my mind, making me feel uneasy. It feels like I've been in a situation like this; it's just that I can't remember at all. Moreover, the image that had appeared in my mind earlier about Harris Keith, the man I met in the hotel lobby at that time, made me even more confused about what was really happening to me right now.

Actually, what happened to me 3 years ago? No matter how hard I try to remember what was happened 3 years ago, I still can't remember anything. And now, I have just discovered the flashbacks I just saw before finally disappearing. That alone is still not enough for me to revive my memories that disappeared 3 years ago.

I've decided. Looks like I have to go see this Harris Keith and ask him what he knows about me. If he really had something to do with my past, he would definitely tell me. And sooner or later I will definitely be able to get my memories back.

"Leah?"

I snapped out of my daydream and looked at Dominik, who looked at me with a worried face. "Yes, why?" I asked, smiling at him.

"Why are you quiet? Did you not like what I said earlier?"

His sad-looking face actually made him look like a sad dog because the owner felt disappointed with what he had done to please his owner. I laughed softly at his words earlier and stroked his hair slowly. "Not really. I take what you said earlier as a compliment. Thanks."

I released his hug from me and walked towards the bed. Then I lay my body on the mattress that left a strong aroma like vanilla.

Strange. Very strange. I've never met a man with a vanilla scent like Dominik Lawrence. It's not that I've had relationships with other guys before. Or at least that's what I currently remember. I mean, because I've been too focused on my job so far, I don't have time to think about the time to build relationships with other people. None of the men who are clients or employees of Dominik's company smells like my current dog. Sweet, but managed to make me unable to stop inhaling the scent that emitted from his body. I buried my face into the white blanket that wrapped the mattress I was sleeping on, and my nose returned to smell the scent that still lingered on the blanket.

"Dominik?" I asked, turning my body towards Dominik, who was still standing at the window. He turned his body towards me while raising an eyebrow. "Why?"

I got up from the bed that I slept with earlier and pulled his hand towards the bed. Then I asked him to lie on the bed with me. He, who was initially surprised by my request, just obeyed without asking any further questions.

I leaned closer to him and smelled the vanilla scent that still emerged from his body. It seems like I'm getting addicted to his scent which now feels like an addiction to me. Being near him now makes me feel calm, but I feel worried about what I will do with this dog.

"Looks like it's better if we don't do it often, Dominik." I said, hugging his body slowly so as not to hit the scars from my whip earlier. Or at least reduce the pain caused by my whip earlier.

Now it is Dominik's turn to be confused about what I said. "What do you mean?"

"Maybe we should cut back on our current activities for a while. I'm worried about you, Dominik. What if I move beyond your limits? What if ..."

He didn't let me continue my words and locked my lips with his index finger. "Are you disappointed that I can't have anal sex the way you want? If that's what you want, I can learn it for you, Leah ..." he said, stroking my hair again.

I shook my head. "That's not what I mean, Dominik. I mean, what if I can't control what I do at all? Luckily I heard your voice, which isn't really that clear. Otherwise?"

I shudder with horror at the thought that I would continue to force him to do it without heeding Dominik's warning. What if I tortured Dominik much worse than I am currently doing? What if I hurt my beloved dog even more?

"You don't have to worry about me. I know my limits, Leah."

"Can I keep your word? If one day I start to get out of control, please stop me at all costs. Even if it will hurt me."

He shook his head softly. "How dare I do anything that could hurt my girlfriend?" he said, kissing my forehead.

"I'm serious, Dominik. Promise me to stop me when that time comes. Yes?" I asked, pointing my little finger at him.

He links his pinky finger to mine and smiles at me. "I promise."

"Good. With this, we won't do it for a while." I said, turning my back on him.

"Why, Leah? I still want to play with you, Leah..."

Ugh! My dog is really cute!

I turned my body back towards him. "Just kidding. How could I do that? Just the smell your body makes me unable to take it anymore to continue our game which had stopped earlier. What do you think? Still want to continue?"

"Sure! I really want it! When? Right now?" he replied with sparkling eyes like a dog delighted that its owner invited him to play with him. I laughed at his honest answer and pulled him closer to me.

I bit his left neck like a vampire sucking the blood of its victim. I imagined that I was currently sucking on the scent that was in his body right now until it was gone. If only I could have the vanilla scent wafted from Dominik's body right now, I wouldn't leave it to anyone. He moaned while screaming as soon as I bit his left neck this time. I removed my bite from his left neck which left a kiss that looked red, then forced him to look at me by holding his cheeks with my two hands.

"Listen, Dominik. You are mine, and will remain mine forever. Do you understand?"

"Understood, Master."

"Very nice." I said, then followed by the hard slap that I sent him to his right cheek. He was surprised by the slap I slapped on his right cheek and grabbed onto his right cheek. I quickly took his hand away from his right cheek and slapped him again in the same spot so many times that I could see the corner of his lips which started to bleed a little.

"Master…" he said in a terrified voice.

"Shut up!" I snapped, making my dog ​​suddenly mute and lowering his head. I raised my right hand and slapped his left cheek with all my might until the corner of his left lip now started to bleed too.

I stopped my slap and wiped the blood that was appearing from the corners of his lips, licked it with a satisfied smile. "Perfect. I like the taste."

"Taste? What did Master mean by that?" he asked with a confused face.

I brought my lips closer to the corners of his lips which still spit out a little blood while licking them. "You didn't realize it? You smell like vanilla and it's so addictive to me."

"What do you mean, Master? I don't understand at all."

I shook my head at my dog's question that sounded so innocent while kissing the wound on the corner of his lips again which gave off the scent that now became my favorite scent. "Smelling your scent right now makes me not want to hand you over to anyone. Including the female employees who always surround you whenever you are in the office."

"I told you before, right? If Master wants, I can keep my distance from all of them. I will do everything as long as Master promises not to leave me." he replied, letting me kiss the wound in the corner of his mouth while letting out a moan that sounded so sweet to my ear right now.

"That sound of your moaning too. Don't show it to anyone. Everything in your body is mine. Only I can see and hear everything that comes out of you."

"Yes, Master. I will not show it to anyone but the Master who is in front of me right now."

I stopped kissing earlier, then leaned my head on his chest. "I feel so I want to take this scent that comes out of your body from me and make you completely mine."

"Yes, Master. I, Dominik Lawrence, will forever belong to Master. You don't have to worry about that."

"Good dog." I said, stroking his head gently, making him close his eyes and enjoy my hand stroking his head.

"Master? May I have something?" he asked, causing me to raise my head and stare at his two eyes that seemed to suck me up without a trace.

"Yes, but depending on your request." I replied, stroking his cheek slowly.

"Can you touch my cock with your feet?"

"You mean… you want me to do a footjob for you?" I asked, pinching his cheeks, which were flushed from the mark of my slap earlier, making him grimace in pain.

He nodded his head. "Yes, Master. That's what I mean."

"Hmm… maybe we should save it for our next meeting. What do you think?"

"But I want it right now Master…"

I pulled his hair roughly and brought his shocked face closer to me. "Noisy! You think I'm actually asking your opinion? I told you, you are just my dog. Nothing more!" I snapped, stopping his mouth which was about to protest my way.

"If you don't want to, just find someone else who will do it for you. And if that happens, don't expect me to continue our game all this time." I threatened, while still pulling his hair.

He gripped my hands tightly while shaking his head. "Don't do it, Master! Yes, I was wrong."

"It's good when you understand. Okay, another time then. Now shall we sleep first? Tomorrow we still have to go to the office early in the morning."

His face looked sad when I mentioned the office as if he didn't want to go into the office tomorrow and continue the game we were doing. I squeezed his ass which still has my whip as hard as possible.

"Ah! Ah! Master! It hurts!" he screamed, begging me to stop the movement of my hand earlier, which of course I ignored.

"Doesn't it hurt? I can't believe it!" I said, squeezing his ass back, sticking my nails into his ass, making him scream in pain again.

"It hurts like this and you said you still wanted to continue our game, huh?" I said, releasing my hand from his ass.

"So ... Is Master worried about me?" he asked, grimacing in pain due to my nails stuck in his ass earlier which were actually not that hard.

"Yes. That's why we better rest now." I said, burying my face in his chest and enjoying the vanilla scent emanating from his body while hugging him, ignoring the lash scars on his back.

"Oh yeah. Almost forgot." I said, immediately got up from our bed and ran to take my bag which I put in the hotel wardrobe. Then come back with the aloe vera soothing gel jar that I bought a few days ago as a gift for him and the first aid kit that I always keep in my bag.

I then threw it at my dog, who immediately caught it with both hands. He then twirled my gift with a confused look, while I returned to our bed and took it from Dominik's hand.

"This is for treating your lashes. Show me your back."

Obediently he obeyed my order and showed his back. Then I opened the first aid kit, cleaned the wound with alcohol and cotton wool. He grimaced in pain as I patted the cotton filled with alcohol on my whip marks earlier, which I ignored. When finished, I applied the gel to his skin.

"How do you feel now?" I asked, closing the gel and putting it on the nightstand with the first aid kit.

"It's cool. But it feels good." he replied, still lying down.

"Wait until it is completely dry before you can change positions." I said, playing with his hair and stroking it slowly.

"Yes, Master."

After making sure the gel that I applied to the scars of the whip had dried, I told him to turn around. He obeyed my orders and turned around for a few moments before he approached me and hugged me tightly.

"Thank you, Leah. I feel like I love you even more." he said, kissing my lips and smiling at me.

I returned the kiss earlier and rubbed his head. "You're welcome. Now shall we sleep?"

He was silent for a while hearing my invitation earlier. Then he looked me in the eye before he started to open his mouth. "This is real, right?"

"What do you mean?"

"That we are dating right now. This is not a dream, right?" Dominik asked me with a worried face that made me want to laugh because it was too cute for me.

I pinched his cheeks. "Everything that happened today is real, Dominik. Indeed, the pain I gave earlier is still not enough to prove that this was not a dream?"

He shook his head. "Not yet. I'm afraid when I wake up it's all just a dream."

Has he ever had the experience of being left behind by someone valuable to him before? I thought as I looked at my dog's face with a worried face.

"Okay. You can hug me as much as you like tonight."

"Can I? Then I won't hesitate to hug you all night." he replied, tightening his embrace even more. I just laughed at his current behavior and let him continue to hug me as if I would disappear if he didn't do it to me.

Before I really slept, I could hear Dominik's voice whispering softly near my ear, thinking that I was sleeping right now.

"I love you, Leah. Don't go away from me." he whispers, stroking my hair and kissing it.

His movements earlier made me feel very comfortable. Without realizing it, I finally fell asleep in his arms.