Chapter 12

DEEP REMORSE

Unknown Person’s P.O.V.

I felt like being swayed on cloud nine. She had a natural fragrance that kept on attracting me towards her. I guessed her aroma blossomed from her head to toe. I was sure as hell that I could never get tired of kissing her the whole night even after dawn.

She uttered something, but it ended up vague to me that I was not able to understand it. All I knew was I removed the only thing that covered her amusing breasts.

Even though I couldn’t see those, I eagerly claimed the right while caressing the other. Nothing could stop me from doing this to her as if there would never be tomorrow. Her breasts were so huge that I ended up slurping her alluring peaks even more.

Curling my fingers on her hair, I pressed my lips on hers again. I tried to be gentler as much as possible, despite whatever longing I was feeling. I didn’t understand anymore why I was craving for more.

God, please forgive me because I no longer knew what was happening to me at this time! Forgive me because I could no longer restrain myself from the mortal sin I was about to commit tonight.

She seemed to be crying, but I did not care. I could not stop it anymore, so I stood up, hurriedly took off all my clothes, and threw them somewhere in my room. Lust was enveloping my entire body, and my sex drive was rising with intense fervor.

She spoke again, and her lines were quite longer than what she had told me a while ago, but I still could not understand her. The level of my comprehension gradually became low. I ended up moving my head lopsidedly but did not utter even a single word. I just took off her pants despite her squirm. It led her feet to hit me over the face and head.

Touching her legs up to her thighs, I proved that her skin was very smooth and soft. The pleasure of holding it over and over again crept up on me. She kicked me, however, I was numb when it comes to pain... but responsive when it comes to lust.

Gawking at her while it was dark, I tried to remember her face as she was sleeping on the sofa earlier. And because I remembered how beautiful she was, it brought again an eccentric warmth to my body I could only feel for her.

I couldn’t control how I felt right now. I knew within myself that I didn’t want to wait any longer. I licked her thighs vigorously before sinking between them. After that, I deliberately removed her panty, which was the only item covering her entire nakedness. I was able to finger her despite her refusal, rudely slid my wet index finger in and out from her core, which caused her to fidget even more.

Nothing could ever stop me. I want her now!

Standing up as I felt my burning reflexes on my neck, I had decided to position myself on top of her. Indeed, her body was so hot that it only made my feelings even flaming with desire. Because of that, I buried my face in the crook of her neck, before licking my tongue at the portion of her smooth skin.

Thinking about how our bodies were sticking like magnets, I would have gone crazy soon if I would not be able to fulfill the urge inside me. Because of that, I kissed her again. This time, I wanted to prove to her that I was doing this with love. But somehow, I got hurt when she did not respond to any of my kisses. She didn’t even want our lips to meet, as if she loathed me so much.

My lips went down to her neck and her breasts. Her mountains were amusing me so much that I wasn’t able to control myself from squeezing them tighter. It was like those were made just for me. I trailed kisses down to her stomach, down to her belly, and to the delicate gem in between her legs. And now, I had a newfound favorite place.

She screamed and was able to kick me again, but it was as if my conscience left me that I seemed to like it even more. I torridly claimed her lips again as I prepared to enter my throbbing weapon into her midpoint. My crotch got harder and longer than earlier, making me even happier.

I shoved myself into her, but I got stunned.

Why is it— damn!

My hips almost stopped from pounding against her because I felt that her core was still too tight.

I struggled as I began to thrust uncomfortably. I just kept going in and out of her until her nerves were stretching slowly as I pleasingly stabbing her to fulfill my cravings.

While enjoying what I was doing, I wasn’t capable to notice her pain. I continued lunging on top of her sultry body while letting out a few moans of satisfaction and relief. It was truly delicious, most especially how I felt the warmth of her insides until I could no longer understand the next thing that happened to me.

My desire increased so much more that I continuously banged her intending to reach for my climax. Something was coming from my proud member, and I released all of them while I was inside of this woman.

Man! Why does it feel so great? Fuck, I only experienced this for the first time, but I want more!

I sluggishly untied her wrists from the headboard and started claiming her lips again. And since I could still not control myself away from the lust that was hugging me like a dark cloak, I ravaged her body over and over. Our sexual intercourse brought me too much happiness that my spirits soared higher. I couldn’t remember if there was a time in my life that I could be happier.

Tonight, I felt so powerful on repeatedly claiming what I believed was my possession. I could not get enough of her. I lost count of how many times I waited for my breathing to get steady because there were so many times that I ended up panting on top of her body. I could not think straight, but I remembered that I ended up hugging her before I was able to sleep soundly.

After reminiscing the past, repentance drew my chest again like a knife slashing my heart. Deep remorse enveloped my mind once more as if searching for her could be damn so hard. Something ached inside me because everything felt so wrong. For three years, I only lived my life in chaos.

No matter what, I needed to find her. I knew that the callous and traumatizing act that I did to her was something unforgivable, but I was ready for whatever punishment she would inflict on me. I might have shattered her dreams into pieces, so I must now face the consequence.

I would be very much willing to do anything for her. Even if she would sue me in court and put me behind bars, I would accept it with open arms. For the second time, I just wanted to see her. I didn’t care about what might happen to me anymore, I just wanted her to know that I fully regretted what happened to us three years ago.