Complicated
90. Complicated
🤍🖤💜 Jacob 💜🖤🤍
When I was about to leave for school this morning, Dad happened to be in the garage.
“Where were you last night?” He asked in a strange tone.
He never asks me anything unless… Well, unless he is worried about my sexual orientation, I guess.
I pondered whether to mention Natalie to him. But before I could respond, he said, “I hope you remember what we discussed last time. I won’t take it lightly… Jacob.”
I did not respond and got in my car. If he keeps up this assholish behavior, I would be happy to let him keep guessing in misery.
…..
As the admin staff told me, Natalie does take too long in the principal’s office. My own meeting was a little strange. As if they were trying to figure something out without asking me directly. As expected, I got reprimanded for being late for classes and skipping half a day yesterday. Then he said I should keep my behavior appropriate for school. Because these things affect a girl’s reputation far more than boys. My face turned pale. I thought he somehow knew all the rebellious and improper things I had done with Natalie at school. Then I realized he was talking about my first kiss with Natalie.
Odd but ok.
I guess that stupid video made its way to him. Students kiss around in the hallways so often, we usually forget that it’s prohibited.
I am dreading if he will talk to Natalie about it.
Then he asked if I noticed there has been any suspicious behavior or sales of drugs in school. I didn’t know this school had drug problems! It was a huge issue at my old school.
Probably there will be a drug test soon. Especially for athletes.
….
Natalie meets me at her locker after half an hour.
“Don’t you ever touch me at school again!” She hisses at me.
I look at her face amused and slip my arm in her waist, “Really?”
Her cheeks are red with embarrassment. Looks like the Principal did give her a lecture on inappropriate kissing in hallways.
I lean in and whisper in her ear, “Where am I supposed to touch you, then? I think it’s high time to sneak into your room every night?”
Her eyes lit up at my comment, and I know the idea thrills here.
“But how will we be quiet?” She asks.
I tilt my head at her.
“Stuffing my dick in your mouth worked well today. Didn’t it?”
Her face flames, and her breath quickens. “I could hold your mouth while fucking you. Maybe suffocate you a little.” I add to flush her more.
Her lips part, and she turns her face away. If I get a chance to slip my fingers into her jeans, I am sure she will be soaking wet. There is a strange thrill in arousing her like this.
Damn! No kissing & touching at school anymore.
It’s barely been a few hours since she confessed about her kink. And I want to try it already. I couldn’t help but jerk off in the shower just thinking about it this morning.
….
“Why did it take you this long?” I ask her as we walk towards the next class.
She is hesitant at first then says, “uhmm the counselor came to see me in there.”
That’s odd. I want to ask why, but Natalie doesn’t like to talk about her counselor meetings, so I drop the topic.
When we sit in class, waiting for it to start, I see her looking at West. Then she whispers at me, “Did they ask you about drugs sale or- ”
“Yea.. Is drug sale a problem here?”
She shakes her head and says, “It’s the first time I have heard about it.”
I hope it’s not some big issue. Or whoever is doing this will stop after these questionings. I am sure we are not the only ones being questioned.
“Are you coming to his party?” I ask her as I catch her glancing towards West again.
She looks perplexed, realizing I was noticing her.
“I think… I will come.”
“Ok..“ I grab her hand to assure her. I know she wasn’t thrilled with the idea at first.
…..
Rest of the day goes ok and we head home in my car.
“What happened to you?“ I ask her when I see she is being quiet.
“uhmmm…. Jacob… Why haven’t you told your parents about me?” Natalie asks me out of the blue.
Oops!
“Are You ashamed of me or something?” She adds.
WHAT?
“What?? Noo.” I tell her. “Wait, we need to talk. It’s kind of complicated,“ I say, biting the corner of my lips.
I drive towards the nearest convenient store. I don’t want to be distracted talking about it. I have some explaining to do.
“I… I had a guess, you know… I didn’t want to mention it, but I don’t know. It didn’t make any sense, Jacob, “she says while I park my car.
I turn to her and say, “Yes… I haven’t told them. But why would you assume I am ashamed of you? I thought you knew… I want to fucking show you off!”
She looks remorseful but says, “I know! But Mom told me that your mom has no idea we are dating. She was kinda disappointed. To be honest, I got a little wary, too.”
She hesitates, then adds, ”Maybe that’s one of the reasons I snapped at that server yesterday.”
Oh! Fuck.
I scratch the back of my neck and say, “The real reason I haven’t told them is because… I am bisexual.. and my parents are kind of homophobic.”
She looks a little shocked at first, then frowns and mumbles, “But I am a girl.. “
I chuckle and say, “Yea, I noticed.”
She raises her brow at me then whines,” Explain…. I still don’t get it…”
“Do you remember our first night together? At my old place.” She nods.
“That day, Dad threatened to disown me if I tried to be in any relationship with some boy.”
She gapes. “That’s… terrible Jacob!”
I shrug.
“So I am kinda torturing them with the possibility that I am likely dating some guy.”
She blinks, then bursts out laughing.
“That’s juvenile!“
“Well, technically… we are still minor.“
…
Then we head home and she asks me after a while, ”Have you ever been with any guy before?”
I shake my head. ”No Sweetie, apart from kissing, you are my first for everything.” I tell her, grinning. “My first kiss was a guy.. and yes, there was some attraction with a few guys I had known long enough.”
She grins and nods.
“Does it mean… you are more into guys?“ She asks after thinking for a while.
I frown and think about it.
“I don’t know…“ I guess it’s sheer luck that I wasn't attracted to girls often.
“Maybe… I am not sure.“ I add.
“Any guy in particular you liked?”
I wince and admit. “uhmmm West…“
“WHAT! “ she almost screams.
I rub my ear and exclaim, “BEFORE! I liked him before! But, after joining here, I realized how much of an asshole he can be.”
She rolls her eyes. “Oh well, you are right about that!”
“Apart from West, Who else do I need to worry about?“ she asks, eyeing me.
I roll my eyes and say, “You might not realize it, but I do have some morals Natalie.“
…
“So nobody knows you are Bi?“
“Nooo…“
“Why?“ She asks cautiously.
“My old school was famous for harassing queers.”
“Oh my God… Did they?”
I shake my head. “Not exactly, but I had to be careful there. I guess it became my nature to hide it.. conceal it...”
“Although I will tell my parents about us today.” I promise her. “Then maybe we could have a family dinner or something.”
She grins and says. “That’s ok. If you want to torture your parents a few more weeks.”
I chuckle and reply, “Ok we will see about that…“












