13 (Pov Febrian)
I saw him going to get rope from the cupboard. He tied my hands and tied them to the iron bed support. He put a metal necklace on me, he would do BDSM on me by force. I'm pretty sure he was very angry with me for doing something like that
"Vero, slow down. I don't want to be unable to walk."
I felt him move away from me. I couldn't see what he was doing. I saw him put five sleeping pills into my mouth, forcibly making me drink them.
"Brat."
I was very weak, all my energy was drained on the bed with my body wrapped in a blanket, my body felt really crushed. I don't know how many rounds he had done that to me. I didn't realize it after I got five sleeping pills from him.
"Vero, you want to leave me after you made me like this?"
"Not."
I saw Vero who was sitting next to me with a cell phone in his hand and he was busy playing.
"How many times have we done it?"
"Hmm, not sure. I guess, ten rounds.”
"Are you crazy!! Make my body like a tool for your lust!”
I saw him not caring about the babble that came out of my mouth, his hands stopped playing with his cellphone. He looked into his eyes full of surprise.
" What is it?"
I lifted my body to look into his cellphone. I saw myself naked with a man who was with me at the bar that night.
"Look!"
Vero immediately deleted the photo, making me very annoyed. I pulled his hair tightly, making him wince in pain.
“Let go of Febrian!”
"You suck!! How can I find him if the photo was deleted by you!”
I cried so hard he made me very angry with me. He kissed my cheek and hugged me.
"Without you knowing who he is, your heart has already found him."
“You bastard Vero!! It sucks how now I have no evidence to find his whereabouts. I love him so much, I miss him Vero!!”
I feel my body in Vero's tight hug. He pats my head lightly.
"Shut up, it's late, don't scream."
I felt my stomach that felt like it was being shaken, I had gone out and entered the toilet several times to get rid of all the food that was in my stomach.
"How about we go to the hospital?"
"No! I don't want to." Slowly I started to cry
"What if the doctor says I'm pregnant?"
My tears are seeping out of the corners of my eyes, I feel Vero hugging me tightly and stroking my hair
"I'll take responsibility. I really want a baby, I really like small children."
"You never know what it's going to be like. It's so embarrassing!!"
Vero looked into my eyes with his eyes full of love
"To me, you will still be the most beautiful man no matter how big your belly is."
"Bastard!!"
Vero kissed my lips he covered my mouth with his kiss
"Shut, don't talk like that you will surprise him."
Vero's bastard hands are still rubbing my flat stomach every now and then he kisses my stomach
"Stupid Vero!!"
In a cold room with a white background and the smell of chemical around the room makes me even more dizzy and want to throw up again. Vero gave a massage on the nape of my neck and it really helped. The doctor asked me to immediately meet him in the room, I walked away with Vero following the doctor
"Please lay down your body."
"Well."
I lay down, the doctor's hand held the gel that felt cold he rubbed the gel on my stomach and then put the instrument down to see what was going on in my stomach. I saw Vero's eyes filled with happy surprise
"Is it a fetus?" What he said took me by surprise.
My body lying down immediately got up to look at the scan monitor, I looked at the monitor there was something round and small moving in my stomach, making me just shut up and take a deep breath I saw Vero who smiled happily seeing something in my stomach .
*****
Vero POV
After coming home from the hospital, I saw Febrian, who had been silent all this time, he was not angry, did not speak harshly and did not throw a tantrum.
"Febrian."
I tried to call him but he just kept quiet and chose to be in his room immediately
"Febrian, I will marry you!! I will be responsible as the future father of our child."
"No need."
I was a little surprised by what he said, he said I don't need to be responsible for what I have done to him?? Does he not believe that I really love him?
"Febrian. I love you."
He just stared into my eyes, I didn't see any sign of anger or hatred in his eyes
"Why are you just silent?" I asked him again
"Use that sentence for someone you really love. This was all just an accident. I don't even know who the guy who fucked me at the bar was. Vero, now I'm very tired maybe because I didn't get enough sleep, can you leave me alone in the room?"
I didn't want to disturb his rest time, I chose to go out of his room. I make food for him, I don't want him to be hungry because he hasn't eaten since night.
I took a plastic bag of flour, milk and a little chocolate I started to stir and mix all the flour in a bowl and stir it slowly, the flour accidentally hit my face
"I will make you happy, Febrian. Even though I am not romantic like other men but I will still try to make you happy."
The sweet aroma of cake has wafted throughout the room, I'm sure the cake I made will make Febrian like and enjoy this cake
"Has it performed perfectly?" I smiled at the sweet cake that I had managed to make.
I heard the sound of the door opening, I saw Febrian running towards the toilet to spit out his stomach again he was in a state of severe drunkenness probably because his pregnancy had just entered the first week.
"What the hell, are you cooking?"
I smiled seeing him frowning at me with a cynical look
"I made your favorite food. Sweet cake."
"Throw it away! I don't need it at all."
That sentence really hurt my feelings but that's Febrian even though he tried to hurt me but I still love him no matter how painful his words are.
"Dear, I made this for you. How about we eat together?"
"Shit!! Didn't I tell you to throw it away? Are you dear? Are you stupid!"
I looked into his eyes which looked very sad now, does her still not accept that he is pregnant with my child? That's for sure, because he's obsessed with that Bar figure. But, why didn't he see with his eyes open that the man was so close to his?
"What do you see?!"
I put the sweet cake on the table, I walked over to the sweet man who had always been angry and spoke rudely. I looked into his eyes and whispered in his ear
"Can you speak nicely, dear?"
I returned to using a soft voice that can always make him melt forget his anger and hatred for me. Now, he's starting to look restless and tightly gripping his hand
"Bastard Vero!!"
I lifted him I carried him like a baby koala then I made him sit on my lap, he is now very spoiled by leaning his head on my chest and hugging my neck
"Open your mouth." I feed him the sweet cake I just made
"Nice?"
He just nodded, looking so adorable made me smile and he hugged me tighter
"What do you want, dear?"
There is no answer from him, now he is sleeping very soundly like a baby, I gently patted his back and occasionally rubbed his stomach
"Don't give your papa any trouble, okay?"
I accompany him to sleep, he looks so sweet like a cake makes me really want to eat it but no I have to hold back the taste because there he is pregnant with my child. I smiled at him and rubbed his head a few times. The sound of the doorbell made me rush to go see who was visiting at this hour.
"Yes?"
I saw Febrian's two friends who came holding the ball in their hands
"You two?" Febrian rubbed his eyes a few times then he yawned
"Did you just wake up?"
Febrian nodded he saw the ball in Aji's hand
"Let's have a ball."
"Sorry, but Febrian and I have an important schedule tonight for tomorrow's race. Next time, okay?"
I immediately closed the mansion door not allowing them to stay in and forcing Febrian to come out to compete
"Let me go, I want to play with them."
"No. Currently, you are pregnant."
"You troublesome! Do you know, you're just a pest in my life!!"
His sentence was so harsh it made me very angry with him. I saw him go back into the room to sleep
"I can't just stand by, I have to tighten my guard on him I won't let him do what's harmful to him and the womb."












