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I lead Ferlan to go into the room, I let him sleep in his room

"Febrian, thank you."

"Sorry, for leaving you."

"No, you're not wrong. Please, let me sleep okay?”

"Yes, Sis Ferlan then I'll go."

"thanks."

In the middle of the night, I heard Ferlan's sobs sleeping beside my room

"where are you going?"

I was very surprised to see vero sitting on the bench he watched me sleeping

"Vero, please don't bother me. okay?"

"Febrian."

"please, okay?"

“Whatever, go if you want like that.”

I smiled and kept walking towards the room next to mine. Before I got there, I felt I wanted to pee so much I finally decided to go to the toilet

"So relieved.. it's finally over."

I walked out of the toilet, I passed the living room I saw Jack who was sleeping on the bench and I saw Vero who was sitting in the park, midnight tonight? He's in the garden!!

I walked up to him, I saw he was smoking the cigarette on his finger, I sat beside him

"you haven't slept yet?"

"You smoke, I thought you didn't."

"If I'm stressed I will do anything beyond your expectations. Last time, I went to get drunk there I finished five bottles, drank like a person who is not afraid of death, finally the angel helped me.”

"ferlan?"

I heard him chuckle a little and then took another sip of the cigarette on his finger

"What your daughter said is true, you really love Ferlan Sis."

"she is not my daughter, but he is Ferlan's niece. Me and Ferlan, we…”

"we?"

"We're not married and I'm not the father of his child."

I'm still confused, my head feels dizzy

"Who is Ferlan's son?"

Eros just kept quiet, as if not wanting to answer my question leaving me to keep this question to myself in my mind

"You really love him, don't you?"

"Love or not it will not affect him, he only loves the father of his child."

"Is it Jack?"

I lead Ferlan to go into the room, I let him sleep in his room

"Febrian, thank you."

"Sorry, for leaving you."

"No, you're not wrong. Please, let me sleep okay?”

"Yes, Sis Ferlan then I'll go."

"thanks."

In the middle of the night, I heard Ferlan's sobs sleeping beside my room

"where are you going?"

I was very surprised to see vero sitting on the bench he watched me sleeping

"Vero, please don't bother me. okay?"

"Febrian."

"please, okay?"

“Whatever, go if you want like that.”

I smiled and kept walking towards the room next to mine. Before I got there, I felt I wanted to pee so much I finally decided to go to the toilet

"So relieved.. it's finally over."

I walked out of the toilet, I passed the living room I saw Jack who was sleeping on the bench and I saw Vero who was sitting in the park, midnight tonight? He's in the garden!!

I walked up to him, I saw he was smoking the cigarette on his finger, I sat beside him

"you haven't slept yet?"

"You smoke, I thought you didn't."

"If I'm stressed I will do anything beyond your expectations. Last time, I went to get drunk there I finished five bottles, drank like a person who is not afraid of death, finally the angel helped me.”

"ferlan?"

I heard him chuckle a little and then took another sip of the cigarette on his finger

"What your daughter said is true, you really love Ferlan Sis."

"he is not my daughter, but he is Ferlan's niece. Me and Ferlan, we…”

"we?"

"We're not married and I'm not the father of her child."

I'm still confused, my head feels dizzy

"Who is Ferlan's son?"

Eros just kept quiet, as if not wanting to answer my question leaving me to keep this question to myself in my mind

"You really love him, don't you?"

"Love or not it will not affect him, he only loves the father of his child."

"Is it Jack?"

"I don't know."

“Sis Eros, I just want you to take care of your health. Go to sleep to put your mind at ease, okay?”

"Thank you, good man."

I walked away from him and went into Ferlan's room, I still heard the sound of the sobs.

"Sis Ferlan?"

I saw his swollen eyes and swollen face because he couldn't stop crying

"Febrian?"

"I offended you?"

Ferlan wiped his tears, I sat beside him and tightly gripped his sweaty hands, he hugged me tightly

"Sis Ferlan, don't keep everything to yourself. You can pour the burden on me, so that your burden is lightened."

Ferlan cupped my face with both hands he looked into my eyes with his sad shining eyes

"Your nose, your eyes and your lips are very similar to your father's."

I chuckled "Impossible, Tom doesn't look like me, Sis Ferlan."

I saw him shaking his head vehemently rejecting what I said

"no tom, you don't look like that human bastard at all, you look like your father very much."

"Who is my father?"

Ferlan was silent, why is everyone silent today and make my head spin with their words, this is annoying!!

"Do you really want to know who your father is, son?"

"who?"

I saw Farlen busy taking photo frames stored in his wardrobe

"he."

I gasped to see it, I felt like I'd seen it before but where?

"Who is this handsome man? his face looks wise

"He's your father, but for now please keep your father a secret from everyone and follow what I say okay?"

"Let me think a little, but why should it be a secret?"

"Because your father, has sacrificed so much and even sacrificed his life for you."

"Sacrifice for me? Alright, I'll keep this a secret."

"Thank you son, follow what I say okay? good boy."

"okay."

Our eyes go back to the frame

"He is your father and I am your mother."

I was so shocked, it felt like my heart stopped beating

"what!! Why didn't you tell me about this earlier? Why did you keep this a secret from me?”

"Because I don't want you to leave me again. It was very difficult to find yourself and free you from Tom's psychopathic hostage."

"What does all this have to do with Tom, what's really going on? Can you explain to me everything?”

"at that time..."