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Eryl, the older brother of Eros, who had brought food and drink for his beloved brother, had to put the tray back on the table.
"This is already the sixth try, I'll do it again."
Eros' limp body took him to get out of bed, he took a plastic bag that contained five boxes of pregnancy test kits, he took one box and walked away into the toilet. He sat on the closet and tried to do the test again, he saw the same result and again the same, there were two lines on the device.
"hueek"
This is the fourth time he has vomited, making his body weaker, the sweet man in the toilet can only cry holding onto the pregnancy test
“Eros, open the door. I can't see it always like this, my lovely brother."
Eros opened the door to his room, he immediately hugged his brother's body tightly and sobbed, Eryl gave a soft pat on the back
"I'm just an idiot right?"
"no. You are my dear brother. You are my darling, ros dont cry."
Eryl wiped his brother's tears then he hugged his brother's body tightly again.
"Eat something, okay? You have to eat something, so you don't go limp like this."
Eros just nodded, he sat on the bed waiting for his brother to come bring food and drink for him
"Eat something, okay? umm”
Eryl fed his brother, after eating he cleaned his brother's body well and took his to bed.
"Eryl, don't leave me."
Eryl rubbed Eros's head gently then he kissed his forehead
"I'm not leaving, I'm always here with you."
Seeing his brother who had gone to sleep very soundly, Eryl also cleaned his brother's room, he looked at the pregnancy test which showed a positive result.
"Thank you, for giving a beak to our parents, ros."
Eryl kissed his brother's forehead, he rubbed his brother's head gently. He didn't realize that eros hadn't gone to sleep yet, eros was very sad to see his brother's love for him so much.
"Thank you for giving me so much love, Eryl."
The next day, Eros school approached Tom who was hanging out with his friends
"Tom, can we talk just the two of us?"
Tom nodded, he followed where Eros went
"what is it?"
Eros already sighed for the third time
"I'm pregnant, Tom."
The next day, Eros school approached Tom who was hanging out with his friends
"Tom, can we talk just the two of us?"
Tom nodded, he followed where Eros went
"what is it?"
Eros already sighed for the third time
"I'm pregnant, Tom."
"then?'
"I'm pregnant with your child, Tom."
Tom smiled he just rubbed Eros' head
"Take good care of my son, okay?"
Eros feels strange towards tom, doesn't he love eros?
"Don't you like it?"
"I like it, really like it. My family is also expecting a grandson, so you're pregnant and I'm quite happy.”
Eros still couldn't find genuine happiness from Tom.
"Then I have to go now. I have to take Ferlan away to buy food."
Eros just nodded then he just fell silent and went back into the classroom.
"What's wrong with him? Is he not happy with this news?”
Eros saw Tom's open school bag, he walked over to the bag accidentally he saw a necklace with a pendulum that had Ferlan's photo in it
"ferlan?"
His heart was restless, he found a letter that read "struggle for his love, I am with you. Always. Best regards, Tom."
Flashback end
Eros tightly gripped his towel kerchief he took a deep breath and recalled.
Flash back
Eros's pregnancy has entered the age of three months, there was a commotion between Ferlan and Tom.
"Tom, what happened?"
Eros is trying to get into their troubles so he can put Tom at ease
"Why do you always love Ferlan?! I love you eros!! That's enough, that's enough stop your stupid feelings for Ferlan."
Eros came home with his face swollen from crying, he saw the quiet state of his house made him run to meet Eryl in the room he saw Eryl lying on the floor with his nose bleeding
"Eryl!!"
Eros was crying so hard he hugged Eryl's body tightly he really didn't want his beloved Eryl to leave his life
"Eros, promise me you have to take good care of your child okay?"
"Don't leave me, what if I can't live without you, Eryl?"
“Eros, you are a strong man. You were able to get through it all, please take good care of your child and please take good care of our parents.”
Eryl breathed his last right in Eros' arms. Today, is the most painful day for eros.
Flashback end
Eros took a deep breath, he tied the rope hanging from the roof of the room and climbed onto the bench
"I'm sorry eryl, I can't hold on strong more than you want."
With the rope hanging, he stuck his head in the rope and his feet walked forward
"forgive me."
Eros kicked the bench causing a loud noise in the room
“eros!!”
Ferlan ran into the room he kicked the door and saw the eros hanging on the roof of the room made him hysterical
"Vero!!"
Vero immediately untied the rope, they saw Eros's face was very pale and his lips were blue, Ferlan was crying hysterically he hugged Eros' body tightly
"Don't leave me, Eros!! Please dont."
Ferlan sobbed as he hugged tightly the body of the sweet man who was now lying stopped breathing in his arms
“ferlan!!”
Andreas was hysterical when he saw his husband crying, andreas gave his husband a tight hug
“Eros!!”
Tom gets a hard slap from ferlan
"you bastards!!"
Andreas hugged ferlan's body tightly to restrain his husband from committing violence against tom
“Is it hard to love him sincerely, huh?!! Bastard!”
"Ferlan, calm down."
"he's pregnant with your child Tom! But you still tease me, you selfish!! Let me go, andreas!! Let me hit him hard."
Tom hugged his husband's body which had stopped breathing
“is it hard to love him tom!! he loves you tom, but why are you only treating her as a sex slave!! Damn tom! Shit!!”
Andreas pulled Tom's shirt collar he looked into Tom's eyes with hateful eyes
"satisfied? You never treat him as your lover, you are just scared if he loves ferlan. Your fear of closing your eyes and not seeing his immense love for you. Your fear that makes you look like an asshole, seduces Ferlan and puts pressure on him to stay away from everyone."
Tom tightly gripped the hand of his lover who had gone forever leaving him and all
"Farlen, stop tantrums and go see your son, he's passed out."
Febrian fainted after receiving such shocking news.
"Febrian, my son."
Tom hugs his lover's body tightly, he still can't accept what happened
“Is this what you want? You want me to go with you too? What if I can't live without you, my love?"
Tom tightly gripped Eros's hand which felt very cold, he saw an inscription on Eros's palm
"From the start, our relationship was indeed woven in a bad way, so it will end badly. Tom, stop crying I've set you free, go wherever you want. I've made your life peaceful and we're not in trouble anymore, tom. Thank you, because you have been the best man for me.”
Tom hugged Eros's body tighter he couldn't accept the reality that happened, hoping if all this was a dream, he still wanted to hug his husband's body tightly. Tom kissed eros on the lips one last time, though it was very hard for him to accept the fact. Not only him, everyone who was there was very sad and crying, making Vero have feelings of hatred for Tom
“You killed my father, just because of the debt of a rogue company!!”
Vero hit Tom so hard that he fell on the floor
"Vero, stop."
Andreas held vero's body, he tried to contain everyone's emotions.
