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The two of them returned back to the apartment which wasn't too far from where they were currently, so it was only on foot they had arrived
"you're married?" now it's febrian's turn to ask him a question
"Yes, my husband is very wild. His feelings are always changing but he's a sweet kid."
"You already have children?"
"well that's that then. My son is with his mother. seeing your son's face reminds me of someone."
Febrian glared at him in shock, especially what the man with the same name as his son had hidden
"What do you mean?"
River chuckled he scratched his temple looking he was really nervous
“Haha, I think I saw it wrong. Haha, sorry for making the atmosphere feel awkward like this.”
Febrian laughed, he thought positively again, it's impossible for a foreigner to know how his family is and how Vero's relationship with Febrian is.
"Okay, then I'll go to my room now." Febrian sweet smile
"Ah yeah, see you Rei."
"See you later, Mr River. Thanks for the dinner."
River smiled and waved his hand then saw Febrian who entered his room he went back into his room.
"Who is he, why does my heart always beat strangely fast like this."
Febrian held his chest feeling his heart beating fast
"Ah never mind. Maybe he just wanted to be my best friend until he tricked me and said that he knows vero, haha that's impossible."
Febrian took off his clothes then walked to the toilet to wet his body, cleaned his body and wanted to go to bed immediately.
“Vero, I don't hear anymore how he's doing. What is he doing and does he know about my situation? Or does he not care about me?”
Febrian thinks too much makes him too emotional
"what i was thinking, i understand vero didn't come to see me because he wanted me to stay in arsen's protection and keep waiting for his arrival."
Then Febrian just laughed
“If he cares for me, why even if he never comes to see me. He's an asshole."
Febrian immediately came out of the toilet to go to sleep and turned off the light in his room.
In a different room, river takes off his very suffocating mask which shows vero's face, he is too good at disguise
"I won't let you walk alone like that, I didn't think that Arsen tricked me into saying that you lost your mind about me, the reality is that you can never leave me, Febrian."
River, is vero and vero disguised as river, it's surprising thanks to his father's help, farlen he can do a great disguise like this.
Ferlan saw andreas strumming the guitar he was seen making a new song for his youtube account
"May I sit with you?" ferlan asked from outside the bedroom door
"Hmm, sure, come here."
Ferlan sat beside Andreas, Ferlan took a piece of paper that only contained notes
"How are you today, Ferlan?"
"Im okay, there's nothing to worry about."
Andreas stroked Ferlan's hair making Ferlan smile
"I want to go home to my father and mother."
Andreas was a little surprised because Ferlan never came home
"I will keep you company."
"No need, I just want to have some quality time with my family."
Andreas nodded "okay, if that's what you want."
“Khemm are you guys going to start having sex? Don't forget to give me the video, okay?"
Jack the annoying secretary keeps teasing Ferlan who is too cold to Andreas
"Jack, do you want to take care of Moumou?"
Jack immediately ran from inside the room he was scared
“Andreas, thank you for helping me to carry out this strategy. You are the man my father arranged for me, but you are not supposed to live like this forever with me. I know you love my sister Farah.”
Andrew smiled.
"Thank you for helping me lie to my son Febrian and his husband Vero by saying that we love each other and saying that Eros and I are close because I don't want Farah to know that Febrian is your son. I lied to vero and febrian so that eros no longer thinks i don't love you because i love tom."
Andreas tightly gripped Ferlan's hand he looked at Ferlan's eyes with feeling
"bro Eryl, I have explained everything to me about everything and I as a psychologist doctor I want to cure Farah's disease."
"Thank you for being so nice to me. I'm sorry if I made you suffer by living like this with me."
"Eros and Tom are dead now, so what are you going to do with those two families?"
"this is a good opportunity to make vero and febrian accepted into the family make them accept vero and febrian as their grandson, i will also get you back together with farah."
"Are you sure you can do all that? Then, how about you?”
“I swear I will do well. thank you for carrying out your duty of pretending to be my husband.”
Andreas smiled "I am Eryl's best friend."
"Can we not talk about it anymore, for now please don't mention Eryl's name in front of me, okay?"
"Okay, I'm sorry."
Ferlan got up from his seat he walked away back into his room
"Thanks Eros, Tom. You have sacrificed your life for your children. I'm sorry, Eryl, for not being able to take good care of your brother Eros."
Every night, Andreas and Ferlan sleep in their respective rooms. Ferlan hugged the bolster tightly he fell asleep on the bed
"Can I do it well?"
Ferlan felt his body being hugged tightly by a man behind him it made his heart hurt so much that he burst into tears
"You can do it, dear."
Hearing Eryl's voice that sounded clearly in Ferlan's ears made Ferlan cry even more, he turned back to see the figure of the man he missed so much hugging his body tightly.
“Im here, always to you dear.”
"Eryl."
They looked at each other and hugged tightly, the figure of the man rubbed Ferlan's head
"Don't cry, you promised me not to cry anymore after dad gave us orders to stay away from each other."
Ferlan didn't listen to Eryl, he was still crying hugging Eryl even though it was only his image
"Hey, don't disappoint me with you."
"Sorry for not being able to take good care of your brother."
“That's the only way left, I'm so happy that you realized my true wish. Thank you very much, my dear."
They looked at each other, Ferlan could see Eryl who was crying
"ferlan, you are my twilight."
Ferlan cried then Eryl kissed his lips and crushed him, making Ferlan stop crying even though he only kissed Eryl's shadow but made Ferlan feel that Eryl had returned for him. They both look at each other
"Am I just a sex partner for you?"
Ferlan shook his head firmly he had never made Eryl's position as a partner for him, never.
"Thank you." eryl smiled.
Ferlan, who was alone in his dark room, could clearly see Eryl licking his lips. Ferlan undressed himself but in his vision, Eryl undressed. Ferlan's hand stroked his own white chest but he felt his chest being caressed by Eryl
"Nhhh eryl."
Ferlan's hand took lubricant and applied it himself to the hole but he saw Eryl do it all for him
"ahhh eryl."
He hallucinated, imagining Eryl licking his lips and inserting the long and large object into Ferlan's hole but what actually happened Ferlan did it himself, using a vibrator that he inserted into his hole.
"ahhh ahhh delicious eryl ahhh ngghhh faster ahhh."
Ferlan was really hallucinating in his mind he was having sex with Eryl with their bodies colliding with each other quickly but what happened was that Ferlan was getting better at playing the vibrator, increasing speed and inserting it deeper into his own hole.
"ahhhh ahhh eryl nghhh I want to go out ahhh."
Ferlan felt he was just climaxing himself he didn't feel the liquid coming out in his hole because actually he was just satisfying his own lust.
"Why Eryl, don't you love me?"
Ferlan looked at eryl with a sad look and then hallucinated again with eryl licking his lips.
"Stop it Mr. Ferlan, I can't see you every night always doing this." that's what jack said from outside his room he sobbed and walked to the kitchen to get a glass of water
Jack still hears Ferlan sighing trying to satisfy himself with hallucinations that Ferlan is having sex with Eryl.
“I can't see Ferlan keep doing this. I can't go back to remembering the love story of Eryl and Mr. Ferlan again. I'm not strong this hurts so much. They just want to love each other, without getting violent."
Jack opened the door to Ferlan's room, he saw the liquid soaking the sheets, he pulled the vibrator from the outside of Ferlan
"Stop all this, Mr. Ferlan!!"
"Eryl? Eryl where is eryl, jack!!”
Jack very attentively covered Eryl's body with a thick blanket covering his genitals which still hurt
"Where's Eryl!! Why did I kick him out?”
Ferlan pulled jack's shirt collar he looked at jack's eyes angrily
"Don't make Eryl go away from me again, Jack!!!"
"Scream, you just need to shout sir. Get all your sadness and anger out."
"What are you guys fussing about like this?"
Andreas folded his arms looking at Ferlan's clothes that were scattered on the floor with a vibrator and lubricant lying on the mattress
"Jack, go." Andreas orders jack off
"Yes sir." Jack immediately left from inside Ferlan's room
Andreas closed the door to Ferlan's room, he sat beside Ferlan who was still very confused, Andreas took a jacket, he put a jacket on Ferlan's body
"So, this mess is what Eryl was talking about."
"what do you mean?"
“Eryl once told me to look after you even until the mess he made. Before, I didn't believe you would mess up, but after seeing all this, I understand.”
Ferlan hides lubricant and vibrator behind his body
"After seeing you like this, I'm sure Eryl will be very sad."
“Eryl came to me, we were having sex, is that a problem? I'm tired of all the trouble, let me enjoy it this time with Eryl without anyone disturbing us."
Andreas is just silent, he feels very painful if he has to remember the love story of Eryl and Ferlan which is so painful
"Andreas, you will never feel how painful I feel because soon you will be with the woman you love. is there no happiness left for me? Why do I always have to sacrifice my feelings, I am the one who is assigned to unite all of you to live happily with your lover but not with me. I sacrificed my feelings, making you think I'm a strong man, but I'm not really that strong.”
Ferlan sobbed and hugged his blanket tightly
"I'm not that strong Eryl, I'm not as strong as you think. I just want to love Eryl without having to accept the violence from my father, I just want to feel the same happiness as all of you without having to sacrifice my feelings afterwards."
Andreas hugged ferlan's body tightly allowing ferlan to cry in his arms
"I just want Farah to call me brother and not fight with her, I just want to clear up this misunderstanding with Farah that we love different people. I just want to hug Eryl's body one last time, I just want it all, Andreas."
Andreas hugged his body tightly patted his back to calm him down a bit
"I just want to be me who is weak, I just want to be me who can cry, I just want to make Tom and Eros back together but I failed to do everything, I failed I made them both die, I have made Eryl die to protect me he must die, they must all die for loving me.”
"Ferlan, calm down."
"My chest is very tight, my heart hurts every time I see Eryl receive violence from my father for kissing my lips, I just want to live life as a normal person, love like any other lover. Every time I dated Eryl, Dad would always be angry and torture me and Eryl. I can't stand to see his in pain every time dad tortures his for going out with me. I'm tired, take me away with you Eryl."
Andreas' embrace did not leave Ferlan's body until Ferlan slowly stopped his crying he pushed Andreas's body away from his embrace
“Go with your lover Andreas, take good care of my brother. don't let my brother cry, don't let him be lonely, go see him andreas let me explain to the two families what really happened, go andreas."
Ferlan kept pushing Andreas out of his room, Ferlan continued to cry no matter how swollen his eyes were and he couldn't breathe.
"my dear?"
"Eryl?!"
Ferlan's hallucinations returned, he imagined hugging Eryl's body tightly
"I'm not strong anymore Eryl. I can't, I'm so tired."
Eryl was just silent he hugged Ferlan's body tightly and took him to sleep in his arms
"Go to sleep my love, you will be fine tomorrow. forget me, erase me from your memory.”
Eryl makes Ferlan fall asleep and cleans up all the mess that Ferlan made
"You will be fine tomorrow, sleep my love."
Ferlan was fast asleep, he still hugged Eryl tightly, not letting the shadow go.
"Accompany me here until I forget you, Eryl."
Ferlan just hugged Eryl's shadow who would always be with him.
Farah is pampering herself by soaking in the milk pool with the fresh scent of red roses
“Bring me another glass of milk!! Waiter!"
"for you."
Ferlan gave him a glass of milk, Ferlan's arrival made Farah really surprised
"Why did you come, you want to borrow money from me? or have you not taken enough of andreas from me, you want to ask father to take all my wealth, answer me stupid brother!!”
"I want to explain to you, I never loved Andreas."
"Tsk!! Nonsense! If you don't love each other why did dad set you two up, huh?!!”
"Because dad wants you to get Eryl's wealth after he dies"
“I don't need that stupid wealth!! I just want my lover but why you and all of you don't understand what I want huh!!”
Farah threw an iron cup at Ferlan's face, making Ferlan's forehead bleed a little
“my love!! Why are you doing this?”
"Andreas?!"
Seeing Andreas in the bathroom, and calling Farah my love made Farah cry
“Andreas, darling. How are you darling, I missed you so much."
They hugged and kissed ignoring Ferlan whose forehead was bleeding
"hey ferlan, look i got Andreas back, i got him back because he loves me, only me."
Ferlan just smiled he held his dizzy head, andreas was very worried about the condition of ferlan who he considered his brother but ferlan had asked andreas to ignore him so that Farah would not be angry again and think that they love each other
"See, he doesn't care about your head wound. ha ha ha." Farah laughs at Ferlan's pain
"Farah, take good care of your lover so you don't let him go, okay. Andreas, you have to promise me to take good care of Farah.”
What Ferlan said made Farah wake up and cry
"My brother, does your wound feel sore?"
Ferlan was very surprised, when Farah called him brother and hugged him tightly
"Farah."
"I'm sorry ferlan, I'm sorry my brother."
"farah my sister, you have to be happy with andreas you have the right to be happy, my sister."
Farah tightly gripped Ferlan's hand and took him to the clinic in his house, he took an ointment to treat Ferlan's forehead
"Ferlan, I'm sorry."
"its okay, i'm fine now thanks."
"ferlan, i heard you have a child, i know it is your child with eryl."
Ferlan is sad again, Farah holds her brother's face he looks into her brother's eyes with love
"Eryl loves you so much, I heard that feeling very happy because you have a child from Eryl, I really want you two to be together, but that old bastard's father is giving me trouble."
Ferlan smiled he held Farah's hand
"Hey, I'm fine. Seeing you happy with Andreas, I'm already happy enough."
The two brothers hugged each other tightly, now the time has come for Ferlan to straighten out the problems of the two families, maybe this will be a difficult challenge for him..
