The conscience is an open wound, and only the truth, can heal it
He is sure, she heard his question quite alright, yet she chose to be quiet, but he didn't seem like he was ready to give up, on the little, he has come to know, so he asked again.
"who contracted him?
She still didn't say anything. In a case as such, and all she could do is keep quiet, her eyes, her countenance, even the way her eyes blinks several times, and how she swallows spit, and looks all pale all of a sudden, gave Josh the answer he was looking for.
She is the one, she planned everything, but she needed a naive person to help execute her evil plan, and that was how she involved Sonia, now the poor girl was dead, but Tracy is still breathing.
There was so much anger in his eyes, he just hated her at that instant, and he wish, they were not in the hospital.
He wished he could strangle her at that moment and send her to meet Sonia, he was going to do it, but he wasn't going to do it there at the hospital.
When she meets with Sonia, she should be able to tell her, that she is sorry, or they could go to the other world, and start fighting there, but even he would love to kill Tracy anywhere he meets her, even in the other world.
When she did not say anything. Josh adjusted his collar, raised his head, to show his Adam apple, as he swallowed hard in anger. It was as though, he was struggling to prevent himself, from carrying out, all he had thought of, then he closed his eyes, when he opened them back to look at her, they were all red, he looked like a wolf, he looked different, but that was so Josh, whenever he is angry, he could be anything, he could act in a different way, that would scare everyone, from him.
Tracy was scared of how he looked at her, she adjusted on her bed, trying to find where the alarm is, so that, if he wants to act funny with her, she could immediately call for help, but Josh only says.
"Like I said earlier, I have the information, I just wanted to hear your version, but your lies are too glaring, you are telling lies, but again, I will not let Dave know about this, but just know that you will pay for everything you did, I will make sure of that" With those words sinking deep into Tracy, he walked away.
That was no threat, she thought as Josh walked out of the hospital, she was already paying for her sins, and she would pay more as long as Josh was the one that issued the threat, she was already doomed.
Josh walked out and couldn't help but to feel sad, he too should suffer, for being a bitch, he hated how badly he had treated Amanda and he felt sorry for Sonia.
He wanted to tell Dave right away he needed to know the truth, he was only worried about how to tell him, but he was a man and all he seeks I the answer he needed to know.
Josh entered a liquor store and bought Scone clear spirit. It was so strong it had about 45%alchohol in the bottle, he was going to drown himself in it, he wasn't feeling happy at all, he should have known that Tracy was no good for his friend, but he hadn't even looked outside the box, he was only interested in anything he felt was what Dave wanted, Dave was his Ace, his one true friend from school. When he was admitted to the school he had been a naive and shy person, he was bullied most of the time, but Dave would always stand by him and fight for him when he couldn't fight for himself, when he got hold of his esteem and walked on his courage, he became something else, he became the opposite of what he use to be, he was feared and respected because he was always ahead of whoever wanted to hurt him. Since then he felt he owed everything to Dave, who was there for him. But being a friend was not just doing what that person liked or telling that person only what he wanted to hear, it was also being ready to share the truth and let the person know that even though the truth may be bitter, it was better than lies or half truth.
He headed towards Dave's house but was sure he wasn't going to be home, he had also been drowning himself in self pity with different liquor since his sister died, he felt responsible.
Josh had gone to the hospital earlier to look for him before he stumbled on what was going on, because he had been calling Dave, and he wasn't taking his calls. He checked all the stores that were available to him and they didn't have any inhabitant that looked like Dave, so finally he decided to go to the House. As he entered the compound, he noticed the door was open, he rushed in to find a drunk Dave on the floor but still very much conscious, he looked up at his friend with dreamy eyes.
"What do you have ?
He asked, his voice not sounding as dreamy as his eyes, his voice were firm and had no trace of weariness. He is angry with himself too, and may end up hurting himself if he is allowed to be all by himself.
Josh knows what he wants to hear, and though, all through the walk to his house, he had been schooling himself, on the virtues of being a friend, looking at him now, he doesn't know, if he should tell him, or he should be nice, but then, his conscience would not let him.
If he doesn't tell Dave the truth now, and he hurt himself in the end, then, he will blame himself forever, he should know the truth.
"Steven the one eyed man raped Amanda with the help of Sonia, who executed the plan right here at your house, which is why, Amanda doesn't have the memory of that night, and Tracy is the engineer, then, the same one eyed man, also killed Sonia.












