Chapter 108 Why am I so stupid?
Xiao Hongyi noticed it quickly.
Although this is his second life, Jiang Chen doesn't seem to have any intention of giving up. And from Jiang Chen's still shining eyes, she even had a feeling that this second life might not be the last.
As she expected.
The plot of the second life is still developing in the same direction. ★
Compared to the first life, Jiang Chen's resistance was more intense and he tried his best.
But the stronger his resistance, the stronger the suppression.
He tried to avoid various misunderstandings and coincidences in the first life, but many plots were unavoidable. Even if he manages to avoid some unimportant misunderstandings, there will be new coincidences and evil deeds.
He even wanted to tell the truth about the world, but when the words came to his lips, he seemed to have violated some taboo and instantly lost the ability to speak.
In this life, he was still deprived of Yuan Dan and expelled from the sect. Zeng Lan was recovering from his injuries in the red jade attic, and eventually died under Lin Feng's knife.
【Third World】
【Fourth Life】
【Fifth Life】
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【Eighth Life】
The same ending, repeated over and over again.
In this life, the light in Jiang Chen's eyes has begun to dim, and his smile has become extremely forced.
At the same time, he became impatient.
In this life, he no longer hopes to change the opinions of the people around him, but plans to use the power of the Jiang family to kill Lin Feng in one fell swoop before he can become a disciple of the Jiuyan Sect.
but……
At the moment when Lin Feng was about to die, the dynasty came. The goal was not achieved, but it accelerated the destruction of the Jiang family.
Also starting from this life, God seems to have lost his temper.
Whenever Jiang Chen made a big mistake and was punished, there would always be heavy rain and thunder in the sky. And at the moment of his death, the spiritual rain, set off by the flames, was even more like a rain of blood.
God seemed to be roaring and going crazy. Seemingly puzzled, he asked:
"You ant, why do you want to resist destiny?"
When Jiang Chen came to the end.
Xiao Hongyi was still standing at the place where Jiang Chen died, still only a shell.
In these few lives, she begged over and over again, begging Jiang Chen to give up, begging Jiang Chen to be a bad person.
But even though his heart was riddled with holes, even if he would fall into the same abyss every life, Jiang Chen still didn't give up.
In these past few lives, she was still searching for Jiang Chen, but she no longer had hallucinations as a life-saving straw.
More lonely and tortured.
She can feel heartache, guilt, self-blame, and deep longing more clearly...
At the end of each life, she will be completely devoured by the phoenix blood, and the world will turn into black and white. But at the beginning of every life, as long as she sees Jiang Chen, her world will regain its glory again.
It goes round and round with no end in sight.
Xiao Hongyi herself couldn't remember how many times she had collapsed, and how many times she had been so heartbroken that she was numb.
But she knew it.
Compared with the pain Jiang Chen suffered, she was nothing compared to the unexpected.
"This world should be destroyed."
At the end of the eighth life, Xiao Hongyi stood beside Jiang Chen's tombstone, muttering expressionlessly.
It was obvious that at this moment, her heart had been completely eaten by the Phoenix blood, and she should have lost the ability to speak, but she still said these words without any pause.
【Ninth Life】
It's still the top of the dangerous peak, in front of the Ruby Pavilion.
The young apprentice is still fishing, with the woman in red standing behind him.
The boy in white clothes was still the only color in Xiao Hongyi's eyes. She instinctively came to Jiang Chen's side, just like searching for the only warmth in the cold winter.
But this time.
However, her world did not regain its color again with Jiang Chen's appearance.
Because the young man in white in front of him was silent. That clean smile has almost completely faded away, leaving only vicissitudes of life and helplessness.
"Jiang Chen, what's bothering you?" the woman behind the young man asked.
"..."
The young man was silent.
"If you encounter difficulties, you might as well speak up." The woman said again.
"...Master." The young man finally shouted.
"Um?"
"Am I not taking the right path and doing good deeds? I feel like I can't hold on anymore, and I want to...accept my fate."
When saying this, the young man buried his head.
His tone was unwilling and bitter.
His body was shaking and his teeth were clenched.
There were obvious tears in his black eyes.
The young man wanted to restrain himself, but he couldn't.
finally.
Tears burst into my eyes, and the grievances, helplessness, and bitterness of several lifetimes were all poured out at this moment.
Seeing such a situation, Xiao Hongyi also burst into tears.
She wanted to hold Jiang Chen tightly, but she couldn't.
She wanted to wipe the tear stains on Jiang Chen's cheeks, but she still couldn't.
She could only squat beside Jiang Chen, burst into tears, and continued:
"Disciple, it's Master's fault."
"I shouldn't let you do good, I shouldn't let you follow the right path."
"You don't have to insist anymore, you can accept your fate, you can be a bad person."
"Whether you are good or bad, whether you follow the heavens or defy the heavens, whether you are righteous or evil, you are my disciple, Xiao Hongyi. You and I, master and disciple, are of the same mind, and we will never give up..."
Although she felt distressed, she was also a little happy.
Because if Jiang Chen really gives up, it won't be so painful anymore. If all this is the price of being good, then she would rather her apprentice always be a heinous villain.
Can……
The woman from behind stepped forward, hugged Jiang Chen who was crying, and said with a distressed look on her face: "Jiang Chen, don't lose your heart for good. No one is born a bad person. If you persist, I believe you will be able to change your mind."
After these words, the young man fell silent again.
Xiao Hongyi's beautiful eyes widened, and a monstrous anger appeared in her eyes!
She rushed towards herself in the picture, with her teeth and claws bared, and her expression was like a bite.
She was extremely crazy and kept screaming at herself:
"Xiao Hongyi, you are not worthy of being a teacher, not worthy of being a human being!"
"Why, why are you so persistent in being kind? Is it because this is the teaching of grandpa, the teaching of the ancestor?"
"Grandpa wants to be kind, you let him go by himself! The ancestor wants to follow the right path, you let him crawl out of the coffin and walk by himself!"
"Don't you have any brains, no ideas of your own?"
"Open your eyes and see what the apprentice in your arms has been tortured into?!"
"Why, why are you so stupid!"
"Why, why am I so stupid..."
"..."
The voice became lower and lower, and after shouting hoarsely, Xiao Hongyi had collapsed on the ground, buried her head and cried.
She grew up on this dangerous peak since she was a child.
Grandpa often came to tell her that only by doing good can she be respected and loved, and not be alone.
The ancestor often chatted with her through voice transmission, boasting about how he cleared the demons, defeated the invasion of other worlds, and protected the people of this world.
"Hongyi, the Xiao family is a big family of the righteous way, the Jiuyan Sect is a big sect of the righteous way, and I, your ancestor, am a model of the righteous way! When you grow up, you must not embarrass me, your ancestor." The words of the ancestor are still fresh in my memory.
Once, Xiao Hongyi always used this sentence to motivate herself.
But at this moment.
She roared to the sky and cursed directly: "Ancestor! Why don't you die?! Are you still a model of the righteous way? A model who hides in a coffin and waits to die?!!"
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As soon as these words came out, the sky seemed to be full of question marks.
