Chapter 57 Something is wrong. Something is wrong with the girl in front of me.

A person's collapse often only takes a moment.

Qing Ning was happy at this moment, because Jiang Chen's reappearance made her feel her heartbeat again.

But when she found out.

What happened in this life was slightly different from the previous life, but the result was still the same.

When she found out.

This was not an illusion, nor was someone punishing her, but Jiang Chen's true memory... ✪

She collapsed.

Although Jiang Chen's smile in the picture was still warm, she could only feel a strong sense of guilt.

She hated herself and everyone!

Perhaps all this was affected by God, but they were complete accomplices, constantly stabbing Jiang Chen in the heart!

One knife, another knife.

One life, another life.

Until the flesh and blood were dripping, and there were thousands of holes...

In every life, Jiang Chen was smiling.

But Qing Ning could see that the light in his black eyes was gradually dissipating.

In every life, Jiang Chen was working hard.

But Qing Ning could see that Jiang Chen's expression gradually dimmed when facing misunderstanding and cold eyes.

She could only watch all this.

Even if her tears dried up and her heart ached like her soul was torn apart, she could only watch like this!

Life after life, watching Jiang Chen being misunderstood by everyone.

Life after life, watching Jiang Chen die in Lin Feng's hands.

Life after life, watching the small wooden sword gradually burned by the fire...

[Eighth Life]

It was still the same ending, Qing Ning stood beside Jiang Chen in a daze.

At this moment, she was like a puppet, her huge eyes were as empty as the abyss of the underworld, making people afraid.

This life was a little different.

At the moment when Jiang Chen died, thunder roared in the sky and spiritual rain poured down.

The spiritual rain did not extinguish the fire that burned Jiang Chen's body, but instead fueled the momentum of the flames, which became more and more intense, until the flames illuminated the sky and the whole place was red.

Under the firelight.

The rain is like blood.

The wind is roaring.

The thunder is protesting.

The heaven seems to be afraid...

That's why he is so bluffing and trying his best to show his power.

The spiritual rain is still there, with no sign of stopping.

Qing Ning looked up at the sky, letting the rain hit her face, then slide down her cheeks and finally drip onto the ground.

At this moment, she could no longer feel the cold.

The only thing that can prove that she is still alive is the pain that goes deep into her bones and the guilt that can make people crazy.

"Big Brother, Qing Ning is in pain." She murmured.

Of course, there was no response.

Because once again, Jiang Chen left this world again, leaving her alone.

For a moment, she felt even more heartache.

Like a moth flying into a flame, her thoughts returned to the past, the village where she and her grandmother had always lived.

A conversation emerged in her mind.

"Qing Ning, you must always have a kind heart. No matter how dirty the world is, you must keep the innocence in your heart."

"Why?"

"Because only in this way can you live happily! When you meet the most important person in your life, he will also be happy."

"Qing Ning remembers it!"

"..."

Qing Ning once thought so.

Because as long as she keeps smiling, the people around her will follow.

Once.

No matter what she encounters, grandma's words will be like the last light, illuminating her world.

But now...

"Grandma, you are wrong." Qing Ning whispered.

She is not happy.

The eldest brother is not happy either.

A kind heart?

If it is not oneself who decides good and evil, but this God.

"Then what is the use of this kindness?!" Qing Ning roared.

When she said this, she had gone from collapse to madness, and the monstrous anger in her eyes seemed to surge out at any time and swallow up the world!

At this moment, she personally extinguished the last light in her heart.

There was no light in her world anymore.

She was crazy.

She was completely crazy. Unlike Jiang Lianyue and Lin Mubai, she had no reason anymore.

The scene changed again, and the ninth life arrived.

Except Jiang Chen.

She would rush to everyone who appeared, trying to tear that person apart alive!

Although the end was futile, she kept trying, persevering.

She wanted to kill everyone except Jiang Chen.

Including herself.

Suddenly.

"Qing Ning! Don't mess around!" A scolding sounded.

Hearing this, Qing Ning's body froze.

She regained a trace of clarity in her eyes and looked at the scene in front of her.

In the picture.

The young girl was facing a disciple of Jiufeng, using both fists and feet, beating and kicking, and crying pitifully.

"Big Brother, he said bad things about you! He said you don't care about Qing Ning at all, and don't like Qing Ning!" The young Qing Ning was very angry.

After seeing Jiang Chen, the disciple of Jiufeng was terrified and ran away directly.

Jiang Chen did not stop her, but squatted down and held the young Qing Ning's hand: "Big Brother is used to it, it's okay."

Young Qing Ning did not understand the meaning of this sentence, but just asked: "Does Big Brother like Qing Ning?"

"Of course I do." Jiang Chen smiled warmly, "Especially Qing Ning at this age, Big Brother, I feel happy as long as I see you smile."

"Big Brother, do you like Qing Ning's smile?"

"Yes, I like it very much!"

"Well, Qing Ning will smile at you often from now on! But senior brother, what do you mean by me at this age?"

"..."

Jiang Chen didn't reply, but his expression darkened.

"Elder brother, why don't you speak?" Young Qing Ning asked.

"It's okay." Holding her in his arms, Jiang Chen said softly: "Qing Ning, my senior brother once hoped that you would grow up quickly. But now, I hope that you will not grow up and remain so innocent forever."

"...Qing Ning can't understand."

"You don't need to understand, senior brother, I just need to understand."

"..."

…

The tenth life came to an abrupt end.

On the bumpy white tiger's back, Qing Ning slowly opened her eyes.

Ever since she listened to the conversation between her young self and Jiang Chen, she had been in a daze and had returned to reality unknowingly.

Touching the corners of her eyes, she seemed to be crying again.

It's obvious that the tears have dried up long ago, but they still can't stop flowing down at this moment...

She obviously decided to be strong after feeling the malice of the world, but she was so weak at the moment.

Recalling that conversation in her mind, the tip of Qing Ning's nose felt sour.

When she was young, she didn't understand, but now she understands.

In her ninth life, her senior brother could no longer hold on.

Because I can't hold on, I hope she never grows up. Because I couldn't hold on, I wanted to heal my already riddled soul by watching her smile.

Suddenly, Qing Ning laughed again.

Still smiling like crescent moon, innocent and romantic.

"Qing Ning, are you okay? Did you have another nightmare? Why are you crying and laughing at the same time?" Bai Hu turned his head and asked in confusion.

Qing Ning shook her head and answered the question: "Xiao Bai, do you know? Senior brother likes me and likes to see me smile."

"???"

Xiaobai looked confused, his huge tiger eyes full of confusion.

Senior brother?

Could it be that person named Jiang Chen, who Qing Ning said was extremely unsavory?

I don’t understand it at all!

Half an hour ago, it had heard Qing Ning recount Jiang Chen's evil deeds, but why, after just a nap, did Qing Ning mention Jiang Chen as if she was talking about her lover?

Are all women so fickle?

Fortunately, it is a female, not a woman...

On the other hand, Qing Ning.

She didn't mean to explain, she just kept smiling.

In the ninth life.

She had fallen into a darkness filled with guilt and heartache.

She once extinguished the last light in her heart because of the injustice of this world.

She once chose to let her reason be swallowed up by madness because she could not bear the heart-wrenching pain.

But finally.

Her big brother.

The elder brother who had been tortured for nine lifetimes and was already overwhelmed.

But with his own hands, in her heart.